Time was running out and if this would fix her hysteria then so be it. I slowly slip away and let my animalistic instinct take over. When all else failed instincts knew what to do, I close my eyes and let the rise and fall of my hollows instincts fill me. It was a rare experience since I tended to enjoy being in ultimate control.
My hand touching her face distracted me from my thoughts. My lips press against hers; it was as if my body had a mind of its own although I knew I had it on a leash. If it strayed too far a small tug is all I needed to regain my former state of control.
My fingers curled to tilt her head up to me as I trailed my tongue along the entrance of her lips. Is this how people kiss? I didn't know the point of it but I let myself continue. Her mouth opens slightly with a gasp and something inside my lower stomach churns uncomfortably. I felt her fingers lace through my hair as I leaned her down onto the bed. Her body was illuminating heat and the thought of her being like the sun came to mind.
My tongue made its way between her lips and began roaming her mouth as if in search for something. I pull away before the feeling in my stomach grew any more. I open my eyes and start rearing back my instincts and locking them away where they belonged.
The feeling in my stomach was gone and I felt colder as if touching her brought my lifeless body heat. I could still taste her against my tongue, it was sweet but not overbearing… I felt a new kind of emptiness and it could almost make me shiver… I look up at her face, her eyes were sparkling like never before. For whatever reason I wanted to stare on, but now wasn't the time for pleasantries she must be brought to see Lord Aizen.
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My nerves made me shake a little in anticipation as I waited for him to do what I asked. I was starting to regret my rushed words. I knew what I said is what I wanted but it didn't change the fact that this was Ulquiorra. He would never kiss me or anyone in a million years. Maybe if he were human…
I closed my eyes tighter as more time passed, I really wanted this… I mean I would rather him, a friend, have my first kiss then for Aizen to have it. I almost winced at the idea but either way I have to face this horrid fear of embarrassment.
Just before opening my eyes to face my fear, his lips press against mine. They were as cool and smooth as they looked, like marble. I shiver when he touches my face and I feel my body heat up in response to him as he tilts up my head and deepens the kiss. I was lost in a flood of emotions as if they were born from his lips. I have never felt anything as intense as this moment…and then the swelling in my heart disappears.
I open my eyes and stared at the ceiling only having realized he moved away once he spoke. "There is a dress for you in the bathroom, bathe and a servant will be here in twenty minutes to help you with your hair and other preparations for your dinner tonight." He left me there, heart fluttering with the feeling of his cool lips and feather like hair lingering on my lips and fingers.
I couldn't think, but I knew I had to get up. Almost lifelessly I do the tasks asked of me and let the servant curl my hair, paint my lips and so on. Before I knew it he was back and my heart felt like it could beat again.
I've never felt this kind of intense feeling before. Even with him acting as though nothing happened didn't deter me away from the happiness I felt and the weight that had been lifted off my chest. Time passed and before I knew it his green eyes were replaced by Aizen's brown ones. I wasn't afraid anymore.
Part of me wanted to try to enjoy the dinner presented in front of me. I still couldn't look him in the eye though. I wasn't afraid but they still had a horrible effect on me. When it was time for dessert Aizen rose from his chair across the long table and came close to me… too close.
"Orihime my flower," he cups my chin and I'm reminded of the kiss I shared with Ulquiorra earlier and I blush. "I want you to look at me from now on." His voice was a little colder than usual but he warmed a bit after looking at my red face. I stare into his eyes for a moment before turning them away, "Don't" my eyes went back to look at his narrowed ones. "Don't ruin this moment" he said coldly.
I obeyed, I wasn't as afraid as I would usually be but I wasn't stupid. Something in his voice told me that if I refused him that he would do something horrible to me or worse yet, threaten to hurt my friends. So I stared on into his mesmerizing eyes until I felt like they were all I could see anymore.
Taking my half dazed state as a cue he leans down and presses his lips to mine. I tense from the action but the grip on my chin became more forceful and I knew there wasn't much I could do to stop him. I shut my eyes tight and begin to feel helpless. I tried to imagine Ichigo's lips instead of Aizen's but it wouldn't work. Aizen's violent kiss kept breaking through every fantasy I could imagine.
Aizen's other arm wraps around me to pull me closer and the thought of Ulquiorra came to mind. I wanted Ulquiorra to touch me like this… I could easily picture him running his cool hands over my back and his raven hair tickling my cheeks as his smooth lips press to mine. With Aizen's kiss forgotten I blush and realize, with just one kiss I have fallen in love with my new found friend, Ulquiorra.