I was really confused. I mean... something might be a bit off with Eli..? How was I supposed to tell if something was wrong? Back when this was first happening there was ALWAYS something a bit offwith Eli. Always. First with Julia, then with his hoarding, then his passiveness... He was never truly okay... how was I supposed to tell if something was a bit off?I was so confused and wasn't paying attention to much just staring off into space leaning against my locker. Eli walked up and winked at me and then began to open his locker, everything fell out and he looked shocked with just the perfect amount of embarrassment. As he began to gather everything up I heard him muttering to Julia (What!? I didn't hear that when I was having the dream... guess it makes sense tho.) that it was going to be okay and I just stood there and I whispered

"This isn't supposed to be happening yet..."

He looked at me confused and I just blushed.

"What do you mean this isn't supposed to be happening yet?"

"What are you talking about?"

"You said,,,"

"I didn't say anything Eli... I promise."

I hated lying to him... but there is no way I could easily say

"So I already know you. Yeah we fall in love in the future... by the way I already know about you dead ex and your hoarding... so yeah we fall in love but then I break up with you... but we get back together then you break up with me... but now we're back together and I'm in the hospital with cancer and this could all just be a weird dream I'm having because of chemo.."

Yeah.. I don't really know why... but I don't see that going over very well. I sighed and he looked at me again and then continued to clean up his mess and then winked at me and started walking off.

"Confused yet?"

"What do you want Julia?"

"Oh... you know I'm just checking in... seeing how you're dealing with the consequence of your stupid mistake."

"What are you talking about?"

"You wanted you're relationship to go faster with Eli... well hear you go. You're getting it."

"Okay so you just speed everything up? Doesn't seem like much of a punishment.. I mean I get with Eli faster and get to stay with him longer... cause I'm not breaking up with him."

"I was scared you would say that. Grab my hand."

"What? Why?"

"I'm going to show you your future. If you don't break up with Eli the first time he doesn't get help until it's too late.. so I'm going to show you you're future. Grab my hand."

So I grabbed her hand and suddenly you see me in Eli's house but his parents aren't home and I'm running. Running for my life I have blood going down my forehead and it slowly making it's way down to my neck, I'm in a pair of short shorts and a tank top, a white one, and there is a whole in my shirt and blood gushing from a wound that looked like I had been stabbed and then I saw Eli chasing me with a knife in his hand, his pocket knife. I tried to get to the door but he stopped me, so I turned and tried running towards the back door but he blocked my path again so I turned and headed towards the stairs I made it half way up when he grabbed my hair and pulled me back down.

"Why do you keep running form me!? I fucking lov you!"

He screamed while bringing the knife down and... then I was back at school.

"Why did you stop it there?"

"I didn't think you needed to see the rest."

Julia said simply.

"So that's what your future will end up like if you'd ont break up with him and he gets help. Because you know Eli... you know he would never do something like that if he was in his right mind..."

I just nodded and smiled sadly. I had to break up with him.

Hope you enjoyed. Bye now.(: