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I'm Not Sure

Emily POV

Last night was the best night of my life. I had come home to find Sam drunk and I know he wasn't sure who I was, but he still made love to me. I reached over looking for Sam, but he wasn't there. He was probably headed to that slut's house. I got up and got dressed. I started walking to the Inn hoping to find Leah; she was always such a workaholic. Sure enough when I get there I see her running around trying to make all the guest happy. I went and sat down on one of the couches waiting for her to notice me. After five minutes she came over and sat down across from me, but didn't say anything.

"I wanted to talk to you about Sam." She looked nervous when I told her this.
"What about Sam."

"Don't play dumb Leah; I know your trying to steal my husband."
"Em, I would never do that to you."

"Oh yeah right, do you think if you steal my husband we will be even or something. Sam chose me, I didn't steal him, he left you. And he was just your boyfriend, we are married. Are you really going to destroy my marriage?" Leah looked really angry; I think I hit a nerve.

"First of all Sam and I have always been more than just boyfriend and girlfriend, but even so at the time we were engaged. Second of all Sam didn't choose you, he choose me, fate choose you. Sam has always thought fate made a mistake. And I'm not trying to ruin your marriage; if I was it would be over with already. I'm trying to do what's best for my family." Sam choose me! How dare she say otherwise!

"Sam did choose me! He loves me and he always will! You're just jealous because he choose me!"

"Trust me I'm not jealous of the Sam you got. I just miss the real Sam; you say you are soul mates, that you are perfect together. But Sam completely changed when he meet you." Leah looked down sadly.

"I changed Sam for the better, I improved him." How could she think imprinting made a mistake putting us together?

"That's how I know you love him because of the imprint. You didn't need to change Sam to make him better; he was already perfect to me. And what you turned him into is far from perfect."

"So are you not in love with Sam anymore?" I asked hopefully, if Leah let him go then Sam could be with me.

"No I'm saying that I'm not in love with the Sam you are, but lately I've been seeing the Sam that I am in love with." I had notice Sam changing, but not for the best. He has been arguing and telling me what to do and fighting, if this is what Sam thinks she wants she's in for a huge surprise.

"You want someone that treats you like dirt? Who argues with everything you say."

"No Sam would never treat me like that, but I don't want him to just agree with everything I say. And the Sam I love isn't so serious, he has fun." I have never seen Sam act like how she's describing him.

"Well that Sam is gone, so stay away from my husband!"

"No matter how much you try to ignore it we do have a kid together and we have to see each other." She says and walks to the back of the Inn where I'm not allowed. That spoiled brat of hers ruins everything.

Leah's POV

I can't believe Emily thinks Sam would ever treat me bad, that's one of the many things I love about him, he respects me and treats me like I'm all that matters to him. Sometime he would be overprotective and to a lot of girls it drives them crazy, but to me I just feel special. Sam was wasting his time making sure nothing happened to me, no one else. It just showed how much Sam loved me and how he never wanted anything to happen to me. I wanted to be with Sam so much and the only thing standing in my way was Emily and I put her there. If I didn't care about Emily than I could be with Sam, but I was trying to protect her from the pain she caused me and she obviously doesn't care that she hurt me. I always thought that none of this was Emily's fault, just bad luck. But now she's making everything so difficult. Sam and I were together first and if he never turned into a werewolf than we would never have broken up, especially for my cousin.

"Hey girl, how you doing? I saw Emily here." Olivia says coming up from behind me.

"God I never realized how much of a bitch Emily could be. It's one thing to defend your marriage, but it is a completely different thing to attack someone because your husband wants her and she has done nothing wrong."

"Sam wants you?!" that would be the only thing she took from that conversation. "Oh my god are you guys getting back together?"

"No are you not paying attention, his wife is being a bitch and apparently not giving him a divorce."

"He could like go to court and try to get one."

"And tell them what, the imprint wore of that was tying me to her and I don't love her anymore because of some weird wolf legends. I think that would go over well."

"Well you don't have to take up an attitude with me; I'm just trying to help."

"Sorry, I just really love Sam and want to be with him and I can't. I thought I was getting over him, but I find out he loves me and I'm back here crying. He always does this to me, it drives me crazy he could always make me brake down." I can't believe I was crying at work about my ex-boyfriend. I haven't done this since I found out he was practically cheating on me with my cousin.

"It's okay, it will all work out." Olivia said trying to soothe me.

"I'm fine." I say pulling myself together. The rest of the day was just as crazy random members of all the pack stopped by to eat, all at different time, and I talked to most of them. And of course all of them were saying the exact same thing, makes me wonder if Sam told them to say it, either that or they just really want Sam and I to be happy because I know we will be happy together, but I'm not sure if it's enough to wreck my cousins life. I was so relieved when the day finally ended.

"Leah, I think I know how to resolve your problem." I looked up at her hopefully. "Forget about that bitch and be with Sam."

"Oh thanks that was helpful." I said sarcastically, "Why can no one understand that I can't hurt Emily?"

"Because no one understands why, she took Sam from you without even considering your feelings and Sam is now begging you to go back to him and you are worried about hurting her. It makes no sense. It's almost like you want what you can't have."

"Do you think Sam wants what he can't have?"

"No, weren't you guys in engaged, you guys were planning your life. If he wanted what he couldn't have he wouldn't have wanted you when you guys started dating. Now if you ask me you are the only reason you two aren't together, Sam wants you back, but you're too scared of commitment to except him back.

"Well good thing no one asked you." I was shocked; I couldn't believe she was saying it was my fault

"Lee I'm not saying it to be mean, but you'll never be able to have a relationship if you're always scared that they will leave you."

"Well I have good reason."

"Sam loves you and he may leave you again, but you will hate yourself forever if you don't try and see. And I know it's only my opinion, but I don't think he will leave you again. Now I've given you a lot to think about so I'm going to go now. See you tomorrow." She always did like being overly dramatic. But what if she was right, what if I really didn't care about hurting Emily, what if I had commitment issues, I could die alone. I began to walk back home. I didn't want to end up alone; I wanted to die with Sam. But I don't think I could take him leaving me again. But if I don't try I'll never know and I will regret it for the rest of my life. I began to cry; not bothering to wipe the tears away, no one was here. I should stop focusing on the buts and see if Sam and I can work it out. This seems like a nice idea, but it is really hard for me to just jump in and pray for the best. I heard something rustle in the trees and spun around. I saw a figure walking towards me and was about to scream when he spoke to me.

"Lee are you okay?" Sam says walking towards me, he looked really concerned. I hadn't realized how hard I had been crying.

"Yeah I'm fine, everything's just finally catching up to me." it had always been so easy for me to be honest with him. I looked down and noticed that he didn't have any clothes on; he must have been in his wolf form when he saw me and forgot about the clothes issue. We were close to my house and no one should be home, we could walk through the forest and no one would see us. "We can go to my house and you can borrow some of Alex's clothes." He looked down and smiled at me; not caring that he was standing there naked in front of his ex-girlfriend. He probably found it amusing that my eyes couldn't stay on his face, apparently when you become a werewolf everything gets bigger, I had seen him after we phased, but not much. He always would ramble on about it being too dangerous; I didn't understand what he meant till I turned. We walked the rest of the way in silence. When we got to my house no one was home, thank god. I'm not sure how I would explain this. Sam followed me to Alex's room. I could feel his eyes on me, but I wouldn't look at him. I wanted him so much, but he was married and I would never hurt anyone the way Sam and Emily hurt me. But what if everyone else was right and I was hurting her more by forcing Sam to stay with her. I didn't get a chance to think anymore because Sam had walked over to me and pressed his body against mine, trapping me against him and the wall. I couldn't look at him; if I did I know I would do something stupid. But of course Sam cupped my face in one hand and made me look at him.

"I love you Leah, I've never stopped." And with that his lips were on mine. At first I tried to stop, but I know I would never win the fight and at the moment I really didn't want to. I felt complete for the first time since Sam broke up with me. There was a place in my heart that had been missing and now everything was perfect. We stayed like this for a really long time, just getting use to each other again. We had both changed on the outside, but on the inside we were still those crazy high school sweet hearts that were madly in love with each other. But since this is my life of course we didn't just run off into the sunlight. Every time something good happens something ten times worse happens, so you can imagine how bad this is going to be.

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