Oh my god, guys I'm so sorry I don't know who is still reading this story but I'm still going to continue it, I'm so so so so sorry, I lost my laptop because it broke, I forgot all about my fan fiction account and I forgot my password... Anyways, I'm continuing, If anyone is still interested.. Please review.. :)

I smiled, looking up at him as we had no words. I couldn't express my feelings at this point..

''I..'' he began to speak, I gave him a faint look, as I was feeling weak in my stomach from wanting him to continue.

''You what, cooper?'' I bit my lip.

He cleared his throat, beginning to change his posture, ''We should go.'' He said, as he shut off the shower quickly, picking my clothes and his off the cold cement ground. I began to get a little confused. Wasn't that a moment?..

He dropped the clothes into my hand, as he began to put on his boxers, facing down.

''Are you okay?'' I asked, raising my eyebrow.

He nodded, ''Yeah, just put on your damn clothes Munroe.''

I shook it off, thinking it was just moody Chad. He's always moody. Always being a suck. Always being selfish. That's fine.

I continued to put on my clothes as did he. We both walked out the doors together, looking around for anyone that would see. I stayed behind the wall as he walked out to the ground, out from behind the bathrooms. He walked quickly. I walked quickly as well, getting beside him. I didn't say a word, I just looked down, as I kept walking.

''So, that was nice.'' I nudged him, giving him my big sonny smile.

He nodded, keeping his head in the direction of the cabins at the top of the hill.

I raised my eye brow again. What the fuck? Why is he doing this? This isn't fair..

Chad's P.O.V:

You know when your doing something, and you know its wrong but you do it anyway? And you love how it feels? But after a while you realize it's wrong, and you shouldn't be doing it?

Sonny is one of those feelings.. When I'm doing what I do with her, it feels right in the moment, but when I'm done, I'm done. I shouldn't be doing it. I'm Chad Dylan Cooper. I'm come so far with her already, but that isn't gonna stop me. She's a loser, no money, no talent.. She's a random. This isn't love, it's lust. It's nothing.. I know it.. And I gotta remember it.

''Whatever.'' She muttered under her breath. I heard the pain in her voice. She knows what's coming..

We got closer to the cabins. Of course I wasn't gonna be that harsh, and leave her hanging. She walked towards the door, not facing me as I grabbed her shoulder, and kissed her lips softly, and quickly. Damn that did feel good though..

She looked up at me. An innocent look. It wasn't long before she slammed the door on my face. Ouch, Munroe..

Sonny's P.O.V

I opened my eyes, to the same pattern as everyday. The girls getting ready for the morning, doing there hair, make up , etc. I stared at the ceiling thinking. I need to talk to Chad. I don't know what the fuck has gotten into him. He just turned into an asshole within 10 seconds. What an asshole. Ugh!

I sat up.

''Tawni. Hairbrush.'' I put my hand out, looking at her with all seriousness.

She didn't hesitate as she grabbed my hair brush that was on top of my bag, ''Here..''

I brushed my hair, getting all the tangles out from being in the shower last night and not brushing it then. My hair was still sorta damp.

''Why's your hair wet?'' Tawni asked. ''Ew! Is it sweat?" she clenched her teeth giving me a disgusted look.

I rolled my eyes, ignoring her.

Eventually we all began to walk outside to the eating hall. I stayed with the girls, avoiding any other socialization.

I saw Chad coming from behind alone. I need to talk to him..

''Chad?'' I said, moving back from the group walking toward him.

He nodded at me, ''Yeah.''

''Come here.'' I said, as I pulled him near a tree, leaning my shoulder on it, looking down. ''Whats gotten into you?'' I asked.

''What do you mean?'' he asked, crossing his arms.

''I mean..-'' He cut me off, putting his hand out.

''Sonny, don't take this personal. But don't you understand the term 'Fuck buddies?''' He asked.

''Obviously.'' I rolled my eyes.

''It means no feelings. Just fucking. I can't be fucking you, if you're going to be all goo-goo gaga over me when it's happening. Remember, you're a random. I'm from the falls.''

I was speechless. I felt the rush of the tears building in my eyes. I held it back as hard as I could but.. ''You're right.'' I said in a cracked voice, feeling my palms start to sweat, and my legs begin to get weak. I was about to have a break down.

He looked at me, deep in the eyes, ''Don't cry.''

I laughed loud, a fake laugh, ''Pft.. Cry?!" I punched his shoulder playfully, but as hard as I could at the same time.

''Shit!'' he said, grabbing his shoulder from me hitting it so hard.

''I get it. Were fuck buddies, that's it, that's all. I mean, were you getting feelings because I wasn't getting feelings, especially for you, I could never like you.'' I started to feel my bottom lip quiver. I'm definitely about to cry.

''Sonny.'' He said in a comforting soft voice,

''Why are you so soft? I know were fuck buddies. I know were only doing this to get rid of the horny feeling the you seem to have ever so often. I know Chad. I know'' I said seriously.

He gave a confused look. An as if I was actually agreeing look. He's wrong.

I looked up at him with saddened eyes. I could feel nothing but pain. And I hate this feeling. I lifted my hand quickly, smacking it across his soft, clear cheek. SLAP!

I kept it at that, as I walked away from him as quick as I could. I needed to find the nearest bathroom, I could feel the tears about pour out any second. I opened the large door, walking into the dark girls bathroom. I ran into a stall, sitting on the seat of the toilet, putting my head into my hands. I cried hard, hard to the point where It began to hurt, beginning to hyperventilate.

How could I have been so fucking stupid as too fall for that fucking moron? I slid my wet, tear covered hands through my hair, tugging on it hard to ease the frustration almost as if I was pulling my hair out. It wasn't a good way to solve my problems, but it was something I could deal with.

Chad's P.O.V

Just move on. Act like nothing happened. You're Chad Dylan Cooper you sexy beast. The only person you will ever love is yourself. Not a talentless, random.. Fuck.. It broke me just to even do what I did. Thank god for my great acting skills, or I wouldn't been able to get through it. Its supposed to be this way.. It shouldn't be like it was before. She's fine anyway's..

''Holy fuck, what a shiner.'' Matt said as he looked at the slap mark on my face. I kept my face down as I got to the table. Sonny wasn't there, and I didn't expect her to be.. Though I wish she was.. I can't make up my fucking mind can I?

''Where did you get that?'' Philip asked as I sat down eating my breakfast.

''Oh, you know.. Girls don't understand the term fuck buddies properly enough, huh'' I winked at the guys.

''Ugh. Gross.'' Tawni said, looking the other way. ''Where's Sonny?'' She asked, looking around the dining hall.

I kept out of conversation, So I wouldn't have to talk about it. I kept at my food, eating quickly. She's not my problem. She never was.

Tawni pulled out her phone, beginning to text Sonny. Though I didn't care, I was a little worried. The doors behind me opened. I knew who it could be, but I didn't look. I quickly got into the conversation Matt and Luther were having.

''Yeah dude, I've had sex with like 40 girls in the past year.'' Luther said, bragging. Yeah right. I rolled my eyes. I'm not joining the conversation because I could get way more girls than him in a second.

''Sonny, there you are.'' Luther said, making a seat for her, ''Have a seat, beautiful.'' He winked.

She ignored the flirting, and had a seat, putting her plate down, sniffling a little.

''Aww you gotta cold little Sonny Bear?'' Matt asked. Great, there all flirting with her.

''No. Don't call me Sonny bear either.'' She demanded, rolling her eyes.

''Rawr,'' He clawed at her, winking. What a fucking pussy.

''Where were you?'' Tawni asked.

She kept contact with everyone but me, ''I forgot something in the cabin.'' She said, biting at her bacon. ''Can someone pass the ketchup?'' She asked.

I looked down at my food.

''Chad.'' She said. My heart dropped.

I looked up towards her, ''Yes.''

''Could you pass me the ketchup?'' She asked. I looked her in the eyes, nodding as it was beside me. Oops. I grabbed it, giving a fake smile, immediately taking a sip of my orange juice. It's just awkward from here on.

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