Yea, this is just a fanfiction do not own Fruits Basket.

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A few more weeks. . .

That's right. A few more weeks until I will be confined for the rest of my life. Momiji has been trying to be happy for me, but it just is not working. I see his fake smile covering up his morbid mood.

Am I the one being selfish?

Should I fight Yuki and win. No. It wouldn't be a real fight. How could I dishonor myself like that!?

For the past week the Sohma family has been coming by to say their goodbyes. If I hadn't known any better I would say they cared. Ha! It's all just an act. Right? The only two caring people are Momiji and Tohru.

There are only a few members who haven't stopped by.

Rin has not. . . actually she has been missing for awhile. The last time I saw her was. . . at the beach I think. Wonder where she is? Haru seems worried about that.

Kagura Sohma, THANK GOD! But she has been avoiding me ever since the Haru thing. Wonder if she is a homophobe?

Akito Sohma and Kureno, that is a good sign.

And. . . Kazuma Sohma. I cannot believe he has not stopped by yet!

Ayame comes over everyday to give me LONG and NEVER-ENDING rants about how much he will miss me.

Haru is over a lot to, but we still don't talk much.

Yuki has been hanging with me and HIS BROTHER a lot. Kinda scares me. When I ask about his boyfriend he told me, "Friends first." Am I now his friend?

Hatori just gives me the anger smiles, but I can tell he is saying sorry.

Momiji has been giving me some space to think, but I know he is actually crying. But what can I do about it? I coward up to my favorite spot, the roof.

Shigure teams up with Ayame everyday. I think before I leave I will do Hatori a big favor. Kill Shigure!!

Ritsu came by a couple days ago. Only three doors were broken down thanks to Shigure's jabs in the sides. I have to say that perv finally came up with something good. But it was kind. . . Ritsu bought me a kitty puzzle. Thanks I guess? I will miss Ritsu's sorries that last on.

Random In Case You Are Wondering, I Am On The Roof Going Over All Of This.

Yesterday Hiro and Kisa came by. When they first walked in Kisa ran over to Tohru. I was actually shocked they would come. Since I threat to go Sweeney Todd on Kisa.

Hiro said, "Kyo. . . we came by to say goodbye to you. And that I was sorry for being such a smart ass."

I chuckled, "Yea, you are a smart-mouthed brat. . . but I am also sorry about threatening to cut up Kisa's face. I would never actually do that.

Suddenly I felt someone hugging me and heard a soft voice behind me, "IT is okay Kyo-Kun, I know you are going through some hard times, and I should be the one who is sorry."

Hiro and I both shouted, "NO! YOU SHOULD NOT! IT IS MY FAULT!"

Tohru and Kisa laughed.

The rest of that visit went well. I hope Hiro can mature some more. He already has, but if he wants to protect Kisa he'll have to try harder.

Maybe I should listen to my own words. . .

"Hey!" I heard a voice beside me.

Turning over to see Haru I sit up. "What do you want?" I ask.

He ran his finger through his color confused hair and starts saying, "Listen, I know we have not talked in a long time, and when we do talk it's not pleasant words. . ."

I laugh, "Isn't flipping each other off nice words?"

He laughs too, "No, because if it was you may call me Queen. . . I mean King of the Nice-ness!"

I gave him a smile,"Since when did you became gender confused."

He shrugs and grins, "Since Black Haru," He says laughing. "Remember that we played hide-n-go seek and I got lost?"

I laugh, "How could I not? It was so funny!"

He grins, "At the time I was scared that I lost my best friend, and I would be forever lost. . . then I heard you laughing at me. Which made me laugh because I realized how could one lose their best friend?"

I lay back down staring at the bunny clouds, "Haru can you promise me something?"

He lays down beside me, "Yea. Anything for my buddy."

"Take care of Momiji for me. Make sure he is not sad all the time. DEFINATLY! Make sure he does not go emo." I laugh and continue, "Play cops and robbers with him, that is is favorite game. . . keep him happy for me."

It was silent. Haru took a deep breath and says, "Kyo-Kun, you know I never imagined this actually happening. I thought it was something they said to make sure you behave. . . and now. . . it won't be the same without your hot-tempered attitude!" He sat up. "Listen, I know you have a lot of pride, but quit being selfish! Beat Yuki in a fight. He has agreed to this if you want to. Now, suck up your pride, and do this for Momiji. Because I can't cheer him up all by myself. . . he needs you."

Having said that Haru left me. Me and my thoughts. . .

Should I do this?

Take away all what's left of my pride?

For Momiji?

The time is getting closer for Kyo to leave, but of course how will Momiji deal with that? I feel sorry for him why does this happen to him?!

(Because I wrote it. . .)

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