Through the middle of the night, I awoke to my teeth chattering violently. My eyes flashed open to the very dim light of the heat lamp sitting in the far corner of the large tent. I really couldn't say it was a heat lamp now as I wasn't feeling one bit of it. The sound of the ranging wind outside echoed through the bushlands, sending more chills down my spine. My arms wrapped around my body in tempt to get warm but it didn't seem to be doing anything. I was too cold.
I looked up to the roof and left side of the tent as I heard something hitting it. I bit my lip in worry. It sounded like rain hitting the tent, but at the same time, it wasn't making the right sound for rain. What was going on out there?
I glanced over at Jacob still asleep but then he seemed to have heard it to. His eyes opened as he yawned and sat up.
"What's going on?" he murmured lowly, rubbing his eyes of sleep.
I went to answer by my words were muffled by my chattering teeth. Jacob looked to me and I could see the worry come over his face. His hand reached up to my cheek and the second his skin came into contact with my own, his hand whipped back towards him.
"Bella your freezing!" he exclaimed.
I rolled my eyes. Well duh. . . Teeth just don't go chattering away for no reason what so ever. . . My cheeks were burning numb with iciness. I cupped my hands around my cheeks and mouth as I blew into them, but it didn't seem to make any difference either.
Jacob unzipped his sleeping bag and quickly took his shirt off. I raised an eye brow at that, wondering how on earth he could be hot in this weather! It made me colder just watching him . . . but then with seeing his beautifully sculptured, chest and stomach, buff and muscular, the sight warmed something within me. I bit my lip again as Jacob caught my gaze.
"Bella, you need to get warm, please."
My eyes narrowed in slight confusion on what exactly he was asking me to do. Stupidly I then realised Jacob wanted to help warm me up again. I struggled out of own sleeping bag with numb cold feet and fingers. I could barely stand for how numb my feet were. I tripped upon the first step and Jacob caught my arm before I could hit the ground. If my cheeks could have turned any redder than they already were, they would have.
Somehow, Jake was able to pull the sleeping bag up around us both. His arms wrapped tightly around my waist as he grabbed his backpack and pulled more blankets around the sleeping bag for me. I rested my head against his chest, amazed at how humanly warm Jake was compared to my own body. I smiled, feeling safe again.
"Just relax Bella," Jacob's voice cooed in a gentle and soft tone as his hand brushed over my cheek. The warmth of his hand alone sent another chill down my spine. My teeth were still uncontrollably chatting away. My jaw was beginning to ache. I was just waiting for my teeth to fall out at any given second – it was a wonder to why they hadn't already. . .
"It'll be morning soon, then we can go home okay?"
I dipped my head further into the sleeping bag. I didn't want to go home just yet. The trip was supposed to last the weekend, not just the night. It was typical of me to spoil anything that was supposed to be a nice time. It seemed to be a developing habit – though I had always seemed to have had this habit, only now it was getting worse.
I listened to Jacob's breathing, his heart beating and the sound of the wind pushing powder like substance against the roof and tent side. Maybe it was snow that was hitting the tent and that was the reason behind why I was so cold. It made sense really.
"H-how a-are y-you . . . s-s-so warm, J-Jake?" I chatter, feeling breathless once I finish speaking. The air felt thick and hard to breathe in.
"Haven't you ever heard that Native Americans are hotter Bella?" Just by Jacob's tone and I can tell he's smirking widely. "In more than just one way, may I add, too?"
I snickered hearing him, smiling as I wrapped my arms around him. "M-mmm t-that's t-true." Having gained some warmth to the tips of my fingers, they slowly ran patterns over Jacob pecks as I lay on top of him, very slowly getting warm.
"Mmm Bells," he murmured, closing his eyes as a smile appeared over his lips. They looked so smooth and plump, even in the dull light. I licked my own and smiled again. Leaning down, I kissed Jacob softly. Even his lips are warm. They melted against my own. I could feel my heart rate starting to pick up as Jacob's left hand rode up from my waist to my shoulder. He deepened and quickened the kiss – he hardly ever kissed me fast, or even slightly fast. His other hand cupped my icy cheek as he sat up on his elbows. I moaned into his mouth as his tongue swept along my lower lip. I took in a deep and shaky breath as a chill of a different kind went through the muscles of my stomach.
Suddenly Jacob turned us over so he was leaning over top of me. I smirked looking into his darkened eyes as he held my own. Slowly, his fingers ran down from my temple to my jaw. His breath was calm and even, unlike my own. I felt warmer like this, with his body pinning my own to the flooring of the tent.
"Bella, what are you thinking?" he murmured, pulling a loose stand of hair behind my ear as he spoke.
I smiled, running my hand from his jaw, down his neck and to his chest. "How much I love you . . . and how much little time we have left together." My eyes had been fixed on Jacob's bare chest as I spoke. I looked up to his face to see the brightness in his eyes disappear completely as he looked away and sighed.
His forehead rested against my own. "I love you too. I wish you would stay here with me." His voice was nothing more than a husky whisper. The warmth of his breath caused Goosebumps to form over my cheeks and neck.
My arm wrapped around his neck as I leaned up on him and kissed Jacob slowly though deeply. He was hesitant at first – it was always him making the first move with a kiss. His arms wrapped around my waist and with that, deepened the kiss. I bit his lower lip and then licked where I had been. I could hear a low moan come from Jake. It made me smirk and feel confident with knowing this was how I made him react to the things I did. I thought I just reacted easily to him, but it didn't seem to be so.
Slowly my hand ran down his chest and caressed his abs. Jake shuddered and pulled away from my touch. He glanced down at my hand just above his jeans and back up to my face. I could tell he was confused by how narrow his eyes were and how close his eye brows were pressed together. He smirked lightly after a few seconds.
"What are you doing, Bells?" he whispered, brushing his lips against my own.
"What do you think I'm doing Jacob?" I bit down my lip while staring up at him.
He smirked crookedly. "Apart from seducing me? I don't really know."
That was all I needed to hear for my confidence to go into over drive. "Absolutely nothing, else," I grinned.
Jacob's eyes came over confused and concerned again as he now bit down on his own lip but let it pass over his teeth. Was he nervous? "Are you sure?"
I nodded. Leaning up, I pressed a kiss to the vein in his neck and lightly nipped his skin. I heard a light moan, I was sure he was trying to compress, escape his mouth. "Yes. I am," I answered.
Jake sighed lightly and softly brushed his lips over my own. My breath hitched in the back of my throat. My hands turned to fists at the back of his neck. I could feel my heart already pumping hard with excitement from everything that was Jacob. He made excitement course through my veins whenever we were together –before I had met him, it was something I had never felt in my life.
Slowly my eyes closed as I relaxed against the warmth of his body. His butterfly like kisses stayed upon my lips, making me feel like jelly in my stomach. Suddenly Jacob pulled away. My eyes were about to open when I gasped, feeling his open mouth kisses on the skin of my neck. His left hand cupped the other side of my neck as his free hand slowly pulled down the zipper to my jacket. Instinctively, my back arched against him without my telling it to.
"Oh Jake," I breathed, threading my fingers through the short strands of his silky hair. His arm slid under my back, lifting me slightly to pull my jacket out from under my weight. As he did so, I felt his lips slowly kissing the hallow of my throat. I gasped at the feeling as chills went through my entire body. What was he doing to me?
Softly his teeth grazed my skin, making my nerves pickle and tense. I shuddered, and as I did, I could feel Jacob's lips turn into a smirk against my neck. His hands were at my waist. Slowly I began to feel the helm of my shirt being lifted. I gasped once more feeling his hot hands on my stomach. Jacob's gaze caught my own. He was concerned.
"Is this okay, Bella?" he whispered, kissing me deeply again but in a different sense that I couldn't put my finger on.
Nodding, I took a deep breath in, forcing myself to relax. I had known Jacob long enough to know I could trust him – but that didn't stop the thoughts of what my mother had been through over the years, from playing in the back of my mind.
Slowly, he pulled the shirt from over my head and threw it into the corner of tent along with my bra. I felt my cheeks turn red as he gracefully looked down upon me. When his eyes caught mine, Jacob leaned down and kissed the redness from either one of my cheeks.
"Don't be embarrassed, Bella," he murmured huskily in such a soft and loving tone. "You are beautiful; nothing will ever change that in my eyes."
I could feel myself melt with hearing his words. Jacob always knew what I needed to hear. He made me feel so confident and loved. I actually believed his words, words I wouldn't have ever believed coming from someone else.
His forehead rested against my own as he stared into my eyes. Jake's arms stayed wrapped around me. He lifted my chest to his lips as he slowly and intoxicatingly took my buds into his mouth. My breath caught in the back of my throat as I glanced down upon what he was doing. Jacob smirked and held my gaze as I felt his tongue upon my skin.
"Jake!" I half gasped, half breathed, not being able to help closing my eyes and let my nerves show me what he was doing. He smirked against my skin again and then began to slowly kiss my stomach. The muscles in my stomach tensed tight, forcing a moan out of my lungs.
My breath went from my chest with feeling his hands at the button of my jeans. Slowly he pulled them open and then unzipped them, pulling them down from my hips as he kept kissing my stomach. My mind kept changing thought pattern between what he was doing with his mouth and hands. Soon my jeans joined my jacket and shirt in the corner. I bit my lip and kept my eyes closed, suddenly nervous. Jacob sensed what I was feeling and leaned back over top of my body. His hands stayed at my hips.
He surprised me by softly, tenderly and lovingly kissing my lips again. The kiss may have been soft, but it was passionate and deep at the same time. How could a boy of this age show so much love when he had gone through so much pain?
"I love you Bella," he said so low it was like a sound on the wind. "Please, never forget it or me." His head rested against my own. When my eyes opened, I saw in the dim light of morning, his own were closed and there was water around his lashes. I quickly realised they were tears. I bit my lip, thinking I was being selfish again.
My hand cupped his cheek as my other arm wrapped around his neck. "I never will Jake," I murmured back. "I love you too. I always will."
A small though sad smile came to his lips as his eyes opened and held my own. My hands ran down the sides of his stomach and to his jeans where I quickly undid them and pushed them off his hips. I heard a low and shaky exhaling breath come from Jacob as my hands ran down the length of his spine. My hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they traced the line over his hip and over each one of his abs before going up his chest, where the tips of my fingers traced around the powerful muscles. I could feel Jacob's skin prickling under my touch. At first I thought it may have been because my touch was cold, but by now, they had warmed with the rest of me, all because of his erotic and loving touch.
Jacob groaned loudly as my hand slipped down to the V of his stomach and traced patterns above the waistband of his boxers. His eyes were closed as I did this. They sprang open as my fingers went under the waistband just to caress him lightly.
"Bella. . ." he breathed, slightly breathless. I couldn't help but giggle and bite my lip. He smirked and kissed me softly as his hand dipped below the waistband off my panties, copying my own actions before pushing them down to my ankles. I gasped as he did it and then his own.
He leaned down over me, so we were chest to chest and stomach to stomach. I could feel everything that was Jake as he kissed me deeply, passionately, like we were saying goodbye. His hand clutched the back of my neck, bringing us closer together. I gasped and moaned into his mouth as I felt him push into me with one go and then relaxed as his kiss rang out, I love you, in my head. Jake was everything I ever wanted in my life. I was complete with him in my life.
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- Sky x
