A/n how many chapters should I do? Shout out to JaimeLynn21 make sure you go read her story Forbidden and I'm in it too I play Dana which is my real name (:

Song is called Secrets by One Republic

Disclaimer: same as before

After I got done singing James decided to sing a song tonight.

"I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And every day I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away"

We all clapped. I just looked up at him and smile. I put my head down so I can stare into the fire. James lifted up my chin and kissed me I was a little surprised and I kissed him back. Logan just shook his head and rolled his eyes. I think he's getting jealous. I decided to call it a night. And Kendall said "there's an air mattress already up there if you want to sleep on it and it's blown up and everything." "Thanks Kenny" with that said I made my way up to the house. I have to stay with the guys for a while just in case I have another nightmare.

When I got into their apartment my phone rang and it was Aliyah. "Hey" I said "hi I'm getting on the plane at 5 in the morning so be at the airport by 7 am" "okay, wait why so early?" "well because if I get there early I have 3 whole months" "oh okay sounds good" "but I'm going to bed so I'll call you when I get to the airport so you can get up and get ready. Make sure that Logan is with you, cause I wanna see him when I get there" "okay fine, love you and goodnight" "love you to, goodnight"

When I turned on the light I saw the air mattress on the ground in the living room with 4 more surrounding it. They must want to be around me just in case something goes wrong. Aww is what I thought I changed right there in the living room. I was thinking that the guys would've came up like an hour later but that didn't happen. James opened the door and then shut it when I turned around. It was probably because I was standing there in my red bra and black booty shorts that said Hug Me on the back. then the next thing I heard was logan walk in. and all I heard him do was giggle, "you do know that we have a bathroom and my room" I laughed and said "well I didn't think that you guys would be up for another hour" "so you decided to get dress right here with the door unlocked?" "im not that stupid james opened the door and then shut it when he saw me." "oh yah cause that makes it even better." "well hey atleast he didn't just walk in like you did. I know that we are best friends and we use to take bubble baths together when we were younger, doesn't mean that you can see me naked or half naked all the time" "oh calm down you have undergarments on" I rolled my eyes

I put my shirt on and then told the guys to come in. I was standing there with my tank top and booty shorts on when they came in. "should we close our eyes?" kendall asked "oh im in a tank top and booty shorts get over yourselves. Its not that big of a deal" I went to brush my hair and put it back up in a messy bun and then I brushed my teeth. When I came out all four guys looked at me like they saw a ghost. "oh whats the problem you never saw a girl in a tank top and booty shorts? Would you guys at least act normal and close your mouths?" they all nodded and closed their mouths. I went over to james and sat on his lap and whispered in his ear saying "lets go to your room" he nodded and we got up and walked to his room I closed the door and locked it.

James wasn't paying attention so I went to lay down and told him to come here. He came to me and got on top of me and we started kissing. His tongue asked for entrance so I let his tongue in. and at that moment I was moaning. James then moved his mouth to my ear and then kissed it right in that one spot, which made me moan even more. He smiled at himself cause of me moaning which meant he was doing something right. He took his right hand and slipped it up my shirt and started playing with my chest. I was moaning and he was liking it. He then started to kiss me more. And then he left a hickey on my stomach and on my neck and with that we were done. I sat up and he kissed me again and said let's get out there before they come bounding on the door. I nodded and then got up I fixed my shirt and we went back into the living room.

The guys were watching a horror movie, My Soul to Take. And I creeped up behind logan and scared the living crap out of him. I just giggled and then walked in front of the couch and laid down. Then james went to sit down on the other side of kendall and the next thing I knew my phone was going off. I smirk when I saw it was from kendall.

I heard you in hear moaning and you have a hickey on your neck!

Yah so and thank you captain obvious

Well you two weren't having sex were you?

No not at all just making out if you must know

That's all I wanted to know

Kayy

We stopped texting I covered up and went to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night screaming and couldn't breathe. Here we go again is all I could think. Logan this time got up because I started hitting him (but not on purpose) and he got up turn on the light and grabbed the inhaler off the counter and he got on top of me so I couldn't move once again and he started to tell me to calm down and I started to but then I woke up the other guys and they weren't mad. Carlos got up and sat up by my head and he started to push my hair back and he started to speak in Spanish. Then I heard the other two sing while carlos was calming me down. And when logan got the inhaler in my mouth and made me take to shots of it. I was quite and breathing normal again. At that time kendall, james and carlos went back to their beds and went to sleep. Logan then got off of me so I can move again. I tried going back to sleep but I couldn't get comfortable. I decided to grab my blanket and my pillow and I went to sleep in James bed. I had my phone with me so I could hear my alarm go off at 6 in the morning. 4 hours went bye and I heard my phone go off, I groaned because it came too early I really didn't want to get up but I had to.

I then felt and arm around me and I looked over to see who it was and it was James. He must've come in sometime after I came in here. I didn't really care at this point I'm use to waking up to someone next to me so I really wasn't surprised. I got up and went into his bathroom and I took a shower. He then woke up like 30 mins afterwards. I came out of the bathroom with a towel on and went into logans room to get some clothes. I put on a black mini skirt and white leggings and then came back in with a blow dryer and then he was in the shower at this point and that didn't bother me. I plugged in my blow dryer and then I put hair stuff in so my hair doesn't get staticy. I then turn on the blow dryer and started to blow dry my hair and when that was done I spiral curled my hair. I then twisted my bangs and put them the side. And with that I put eye liner on and mascara. I still didn't have a shirt on and james got out of the shower and wrapped the towel around his hips and left the bathroom door open when he went to get dressed. I asked him if I could borrow a shirt, and when I came out of the bathroom he gave me a white wife beater and a white v neck shirt. So then I put on some white ankle socks and some greyish blue vans.

I then asked him why is he up so early. He simply said he got up when my second alarm went off at 615. "oh I must of forgotten to shut it off sorry" he said "no need to be sorry. Now why are you up?" "cause I have to pick up my sister and get logan up like right now cause I have to leave right now" james just looked at me like he understood. "theres really no point in getting him we will be late if I get him up, do you want to come with me instead?" I asked while walking out of his room. He said sure. So with that I said we'll be right back rather they heard me or not. And we walked out of the house and down to the parking lot.

We got into his car and we drove to the LAX airport. I decided to plug in my IPod and turned it on. It was playing best friends brother by Victoria justice I started to sing along to it and 4 mins later when it was done I was trying to find another song and james looked at me and said "you have an amazing voice" "thanks" I said and smiled at him. I then picked the next song while looking out the window. It was the one that I wanted to play. He was probably thinking how did she know what song she was picking while she was looking out the window? The sun started to rise so we got to see the sun rise together and it was so cute. The song started to play Halfway There by BTR. We both started to sing along to the song and it made me smile. I love his voice. We finally pulled up to the airport and I saw my sister walking towards the car. I got out and yelled "ALIYAH!" she then dropped her bags and hugged me and when we pulled apart she said "LAELA!" we both smiled and I put her bags in the trunk. And she got in. "james this is my twin sister Aliyah, Aliyah this is my boyfriend James" "nice to meet you" they said at the same time. Lia saw that I was going throw my ipod and told me to put on oh yeah and I did. Lia and I started singing it. I put it on pause and said "I get James's and Carlos's part so you can have the other two." She said "okay" with that said we started singing after the song was done I handed my ipod back there so she could pick the next song. "so you both can sing, what else can you two do?" james asked looking at the road going back to the house. "oh we can" "finish each other's" "sentences and we can" "both dance" lia and I said finishing each other's sentences.

We pulled up to McDonalds to get breakfast for everyone and I paid this time. "so I had another nightmare last night" I said telling my sister. "was it the same one?" she asked now curious. "yep, but this time logan got on top of me and got the inhaler in before I could freak out more" "well that's good. So james being baby's bf and all how do you feel about that?" james then looked in the review mirror when we were on the road again. "it doesn't bother me because I know that he's getting her to take the inhaler, since she won't let anyone else give her it" "that's true, she's picking when it comes to that" "how did you get her to calm down when she did it back home and logan was here?" "I forced it and she promised to logan that if she has a nightmare that she has to let me get on top of her and calm her down while at the same time get the inhaler in so she can take it. But the very first night that she did it she had to go to the hospital because we didn't have any extra inhalers and because her shaking got too bad." Lia said to him

We pulled into the parking lot and got out. I tried to help lia get her bags out of the trunk but she wouldn't let me. She got her suitcases and said we have to go shopping later on today. I nodded but said "I have to be at the studio in two hours and you're more than welcome to come" she said "okay" and we all walked up and she put her suitcases in to the boys house because she knew that I have to stay with the guys for two weeks just in case anything happened. When we got in there the three boys got up when they saw us carrying McDonald's. logan came up and hugged Aliyah and she hugged him back. They said "I missed you" at the same time which made them laugh. Then kendall and carlos came up and I said "Aliyah this is Kendall the one with the grey beanie on, and the other one is Carlos. Guys this is my twin sister Aliyah" "nice to meet you they all said at once.

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