Emilia's POV
This was already the best date I've ever been on and it wasn't even over! Seth and I stood on the beach just looking up at the moon for the longest moment before he said, "So you never thought of abortion? Not once?" He asked. I sighed saying, "No Seth I didn't. It's just, don't you think the baby is just as much of a victim as I am? It is even more of a victim because it didn't even have a chance to fight.
"So even though the baby might have a hard life to live, it will have it's own choice how to live it. I just cant bring myself to kill a baby. No matter how selfless the act is." He looked at me for a long time.
"You have thought of this a lot haven't you?" He said. I nodded. "I know two teenagers who have gotten pregnant. One got an abortion and the other didn't. The one who did regrets it to this day. But the one who had the baby, even though they barely have any money and she had to drop out of school, the only regret she has is having sex."
He nodded. "So do you want to go home now?" He asked me. "As long as you don't leave." He smiled and held my hand. "Deal." He said as we made our way back to the house.
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*Seth's POV
"Mom I don't know what I'm gonna do!" I told me mother for the thousandths time. "I'm just saying sweetie this is not you baby. You don't have to get a job and pay for the baby. This was not your choice." Ugh! "Yes it was mom. I chose to help Emmy. I may not have had a say in imprinting but I have a say in raising this child. And you know what I'm saying? I'm saying, What the heck? Let's do it!"
My mom turned around quickly. "Seth Kuckunniwi Clearwater. You are acting like a foolish boy. You think raising a child is easy? It's not son. You have no free time, you have no money, and some days you cant even shower." My mother and I rarely fight, but I was getting upset about this.
"Really mom? Cause it seems really easy for you! You seem to have lots of time to shower and have money and have all the time in the world for Charlie!" I almost screamed at her. I was shaking now and I knew I was about to phase. I tried to calm myself down.
"Is that was this is about Seth? Charlie?" She said in a quiet voice. This was just so stupid! "Mom, it's like at first you forgot about dad then Leah went to Seattle and you forgot about her, and now it's like you never see me anymore!" I took in a large breath then released it.
"Oh Seth. I have never forgotten about this family. And I certainly will never forget your father." She said hesitant about walking up to me. I could tell she wanted to hug me but she could see how upset I was and that I could phase any second.
"Whatever mom, I have to go pick up Emilia." I said walking out the back door. "No Seth wait!" She called to me but I didn't stop as I ran into the woods and phased.
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I walked up to Emilia's front door and knocked. "It's open!" I heard her call from the house. I went inside and found Emmy in the living room looking through old photo albums. She patted the space next to her and I quickly went to her side.
She looked up at me and immediately, the smile on her face was gone and she shut the book. "What happened? What's wrong?" She asked. "What? Nothing I'm fine." I said too quickly. "Right. Now Seth please tell me."
"Nothing Emmy. Really." She looked at me through narrow eyes. She stood up and walked out of the living room and headed to her room. I got up quickly to follow her. "Emilia where you going?" I asked as she shut the door of her room in my face. "I am not talking to you until you decide to tell me what's wrong." She called through the door.
"Well how am I supposed to tell you if I'm not even in the same room as you?" I asked. She opened the door a little bit and peeked her head out. "Are you ready to talk?" She asked. "No." She slammed the door just as her mother walked through the hall and called out, "Never tick off a severely hormonal pregnant woman." Her mom smiled before going in the other room. Great just great.
"Fine I'll talk." As soon as I said it Emilia's door was opened and she grabbed my arm to pull me in. "Good now spill." She said going to sit on her bed. I sighed as I sat down beside her. "My mom and I are fighting."
"About what?" I sighed again. "She doesn't think I'm taking this seriously. She thinks that I'm acting like a child about this whole thing. About us." I said. She looked at me and I could tell she was trying not to show how much this was hurting her.
"You guys are fighting about me?" She asked. "Not really. Well, kinda." I gave her a hug but she pulled away. "No Seth this isn't right. I-I cant believe this is happening." She said putting her head in her hands.
"It's more about Charlie though." I sighed. She looked up at me and wiped away some tears. "Why?"
"You know, It's just, I mean how would you feel if you mo started dating again." She rolled her eyes. "Seth it's been four years. Do you expect your mom to live alone the rest of her life?" She asked. "No. I'm here." I said stubbornly. She shook her head. "You wont always be. Why do you hate Charlie so much?" She asked. "Because he's…It's just so weird! I mean I know Bella will be happy when she hears but-" Emmy cut me off by saying, "Bella? Who's Bella?"
"Oh right, well uh, Bella is Charlie's daughter who fell in love with a vampire but he and his family only drink animal blood, and then after a lot of crap she had his baby, Renesmee, who is a half vamp, and then Bella was turned into a vampire. Oh and Jacob imprinted on Renesmee. And now I think they live in Alaska." Wow that was a lot.
She looked at me with wide eyes and I could tell she wanted details. So for the rest of the night I told her about the Cullen's and Jake, and the Volturi. She loved every word that came from my mouth. I told her about the pack and how big it used to be.
But I did not tell her about Leah and what happened with her and Sam and Emily. I don't talk about it. No one does. I love my sister and I know what Sam did to her. I know it's not his nor Emily's fault. But like a good brother, I take Leah's side.
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A/N Okay so you guys hate me I know. I totally thought that I put this chapter up a long time ago! I am so flippin sorry! I have been writing Never Let Go so don't expect updates a lot. I will try to do more soon but no promises! Love you guys and please review!
-Esmefan1-Elissa.
