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Today was the day I was dreading for a month now I would have to say goodbye to Charlie forever and I couldn't even say it right because he didn't know that this will be the last time he sees me.

"We have to tell Renesmee" I whispered to Edward.

"Do you want me to love" my angel asked me.

"No I can do it but come"

"Okay"

"Renesmee sweetie we need to tell you something" I said tapping my sleeping daughter.

"What is it mommy"

"Well I don't know if you realized this but today is the last day of the month" I trailed off

"And it will be the last time you see grandpa Charlie" Edward saved me.

"NO! Daddy why its not fair" She screamed.

"Shhhh baby its okay" I said trying to soothe my daughter but I was feeling the exact same way.

"I know, but think about it this way we have forever with everyone we love except for him so I would consider us lucky" Edwards velvet voice said quietly.

"I guess your right" I answered trying to be strong for Renesmee. "Why don't we go now" I said

We got into the Volvo on our way to Charlie's house, Renesmee asked a question I couldn't even think about answering.

"Mommy why cant we just tell grandpa Charlie about vampires."

"Well Renesmee do you remember when we saw the Voultori?" I asked

"Yes" she answered nervously probably remembering that day she was very scared.

"Well if we told him they would come and try and hurt grandpa Charlie"

"But why don't we just do what we did last time." she asked, oh why did she need to have so many questions.

"Because we don't want to risk him being hurt right."

"Yeah that would be bad" she said nervously. The ride felt like it was hours long. When I walked into the house I realized that it would be the last time I would walk into this house to see Charlie.

"Hey Bells" He said hugging me excitedly. "Oh and there she is" he yelled as Renesmee jumped into his arms.

"So are you guys excited for New York tomorrow" he asked.

I Froze.

"Um y-yeah" I said bitting my lip.

"I bet your going to have so much fun." he said with a dumb grin on his face. why did this hurt so much?

"We will thanks" Edward jumped in and saved me again.

"So Renesmee what do you want to do today" Charlie asked

"Ummm...I don't know" she said smiling

"Why don't we watch a movie you can pick anything you want" I said

"YEAHHHHH!" she screamed

"Okay sweetie what do you want to watch" Sue asked knowing that I would want to be with my dad right now.

"I wanna watch the little mermaid." Renesmee decided.

"Good choice" I popped the DVD in and I sat on the couch next to charlie who had Renesmee on his lap and Edward thson my other side this could have been the best last day ever if it wasn't ruined by the fact that it was the last time I would be with Charlie.

"Bella can I talk to you for a minute?" Sue asked.

"Yeah" I said following her into the kitchen.

"So, today is the last day."

"Yeah" I was breaking inside just hearing her say that.

"I know this is hard but I promise you for the first few weeks I will call or text you everyday and as time goes on every week or month."

"Thank you so much Sue you have no idea how much that means to me" I said pulling her into a hug.

"No problem sweetie call me whenever you need anything, now lets go back in there"

"What were you two talking about?" Charlie asked raising his left eyebrow.

"Oh you know girl talk" Sue said smiling at me, I smiled back.

When we were done with the movie we went out for lunch even though we don't eat he does and there is not much to do in Forks but I am still going to miss it here so much. Renesmee was telling Charlie about an art project her an Alice had been working on but I wasn't really listening I had way to much on my mind.

"Hey dad can I talk to you outside alone for a minute?" I said once Renesmee had finished her story.

"Sure everything okay Bells?"

"Yeah I just wanna talk to you."

"So whats up" he said when we got out of the restaurant.

"I found this the other day and I want you to have this" I handed him a picture frame with a picture in it from when I was about three and another one from the two of us at my wedding, I would be crying right now if I could I had the same one in the cottage.

"No Bella you should have it" He said handing it back to me.

"No dad I have one too, I was cleaning out my closet and I found two of these" I lied

"Why did you give this to me now"

"I don't know just when I saw it I knew that you needed to have it"

"Okay, are you sure everything is okay Bells you can tell me anything you know that"

"Yeah dad every this is fine" My voice cracked as I pulled him into a hug. He hugged back rubbing my back I feel horrible he has no idea what is about to happen tomorrow. He pulled away and kissed my forehead. "We should go back in" I said

"Yeah lets go sweetheart" He said leading me into the restaurant.

I went back and sat in between Edward and Renesmee. I lifted my shield so Edward could hear what I was thinking he looked at me with sympathetic eyes and started rubbing my back.

We finished lunch and went back to Charlie's house to say goodbye, how was I going to do this?

We got to Charlie's and Renesmee was falling asleep so she gave him a big hug and kiss and said goodbye crying but Charlie didn't think anything of it because she was so tired.

"Why don't I take Renesmee home and leave you two alone for a little while she's really tired." Edward said.

"Okay, bye see you at home" I said kissing him goodbye.

"So dad I need to go soon but I can stay for about an hour."

"Okay Bells" My dad and I talked for what seemed like hours, we talked about everything. But I know the longer I stay the harder it will be to leave.

"Shouldn't you get going to Renesmee and Edward?" Charlie asked.

This was the moment I had been dreading for a month. "Yeah"

"Goodbye Bells I love you have fun in New York tomorrow"

"I will dad I love you so much I just need you to know that okay"

"Okay sweetheart" I pulled him into a hug, I was probably hugging him for five minutes before he pulled away.

"I love you to baby so much"

"Okay dad I love you" I said pulling him into one more quick hug. Then I looked into his eyes as he walked me out. He walked back into the house and I started sprinting I didn't even know where I was going but then I realized I needed Edward. So I started sprinting home. I didn't even notice but I was dry sobbing the whole time I was running.

I ran through the door of the cottage dry sobbing but trying to calm myself so I wouldn't wake Renesmee. "Love come here." Edward said tapping the seat next to him on the couch. I put my head in his lap and I was dry sobbing into his stomach. "It will be okay love I promise" My angels velvet voice was telling me but as much as I trusted him I couldn't believe him.

"How do you know, I don't know what he will do without Renesmee and me" I was almost screaming.

"He has Sue and me and Billy he will be okay"

"I know your right"

"I know its hard." he was stroking my hair and humming my lullaby, I wish I could sleep right now that would be perfect right now."

I started kissing his chest and I was working my way up his body he started kissing my neck and picked me up and ran at vampire speed into our bedroom. I ripped his shirt off and then his pants and boxers, he then ripped my clothes off and starting kissing my nipple I moaned. Right now this was the perfect escape. We lied there naked until morning.

"Good morning angel" I kissed Renesmee's cheek to wake her up.

"Mommy?" She looked at me with sad eyes.

"What is it baby?"

"I miss grandpa Charlie" There were tears streaming down her pink cheeks.

"Oh baby I know I miss him to" I pulled her into my lap and we just sat there and cried together.