Tilting his head slightly. Acting more human? "Is that your way of making a joke, I still don't see human's humor." Even
in fact he found that more of a insult then
anything else but he doubted that she had meant it as such, as long as he still had her company he wouldn't mind to learn
anything she taught him. But the question
was how could a angel of the lord even remotely act like a human?

Paige stepped back "No its a joke Cas,see you act so...i guess soldier like,like you have little to no emotions at all"
she put her hands up in warning
"Don't get upset about that i understand your not human and human emotions don't come naturally to you but just like your
helping me...i want to help you".
She smiled at him and took one of his hands "See i care about you,that's an emotion right there and i expressed that by
hugging you and telling you...
do you understand?" Paige wasn't trying to be hurtful she just trying to be as helpful as she could "i just want you to
understand about how its feels to be human
so you can understand how i feel sometimes" she let his hand go "...i'm sorry if i'm forcing this on you,i don't want to
change you" she looked down

At her comment as if on cue Castiel tilted his head ever so slightly trying to wrap his angelic mind around the concept of
what she was trying to tell him about
his lack of emotions. He listened carefully as she explained the emotion that came with a hug, care, this was going to be
a little more difficult,
maybe like teaching poetry to a gold fish… well maybe a tad more easier. As she looked down his hand came up to have her
look at him as he stepped closer he
looked rather nervous even for a angel as he wrapped his arms around her rather stiffly. "I care for you…" He spoke hoping
those were the right words to say given
in this situation.

She smiled "see its not so hard you just need to relax" she wrapped her arms around him too and laid her head gently on
his chest.
She stayed like that for awhile till she noticed she was getting tired "i'll tell you more tomorrow if you want me to but
im getting really tired Cas"
she pulled back and looked around "now where do i sleep this place doesn't really come with any kind bed...i guess the
floor will work i'll just use my bag
like a pillow" she smiled ay him a little "just please don't leave,i have this feeling your going to disappear on me"

Castiel couldn't explain the feeling he was experiencing as he felt her head suddenly rest against his chest. It was
comforting in a way that he had never felt before.
He tried to relax his body but for a start he didn't have a clue were to start. For her it seemed to come so naturally
instead his arms stayed ridged like but his
head lowered to rest on top of hers and in that moment he felt something else, he had no common reference to judge how he
was feeling but he head heard humans call
it affection toward the human that was now in his arms. Castiel's head rose once he felt her shift before he too looked
around but found no place were she would be
comfortable the next words surprised him. He looked down at her, his gaze could not help but travel the soft curves of her
mouth or the life in her eyes it was all
beautiful… "I'll stay with you…" he whispered as his hand came up to trace the line of her cheek to brush a piece of hair
behind her ear.

Paige smiled an blushed a little at his touch,she looked up into his bright blue eyes and could just see so much understand in them.
She surprised even herself when she leaned in and kissed him,
then she pulled back quickly "i'm sorry Cas..i-i shouldn't have done that" she felt stupid for letting herself get so
caught up in the moment.
She couldn't even look at him now fearing he'd be upset at her "i left my bag in the other room,i'll go get it" she looked
toward the doorway and started to leave.

Castiel's gaze watched the spread of crimson flush across her pale skin giving her a more exotic look about her that he had
yet to understand,
he was lost in her eyes looking into her very being that held nothing but a will to live and become something better then
what life had dealt her.
What came next Castiel felt spread throughout his entire body starting were her lips touched his vessels skin. As soon as
it had begun it was over and she seemed to
be cursing herself, what shouldn't she have done that was so horrible? His mind was trying to find the connection instead
as she tried to leave his presence his
hand reached out and gripped her arm pulling her back into his arms just as she had done kissing her on the spot only to
feel the sensation again.
His arms slowly wrapped around her, holding her close to his body as if in fear if he let go she would disappear. He knew
this was wrong but in that moment he
realized he had fallen in love with his charge and would do anything to protect her even if it was to give up all he had…
all he was.

Paige was shocked when Castiel had taken her arm and pull her back to stood like stone when he had kissed her
but started to relax as his arms wrapped
around her,she let one hand just lay on his chest while the other held on to the top of his felt so at peace being
right there in his arms.
This was like nothing she had felt before but it was amazing,Paige had never let anyone get this close to had
finally let someone break through the wall
she had built around her heart..she loved tightened her grip on his arm to to be sure this was real an not just
something she had dreamed up.
Now she knew she had to fight to live an be stronger,she would fight as long as it took to just be with all hell
brake loose before she would give up.

Castiel pulled away for only a moment allowing his forehead to rest against hers as he breathed taking in her scent as if
to memorize every part of her.
His arms still around her waist pulled her closer to were there was no space left between them. Feeling the warmth of her
against his own vessel.
She was someone worth fighting for and risking everything for. He had never felt like this and he was sure he would never
again. He could feel the grip on his arm
tighten making his heart nearly skip a beat at her touch, the side of his nose grazed against her temple as he whispered
to her. "I won't leave you… not tonight… not ever."

Paige's heart jumped when he had pulled her closer to him,she took her hand an placed it on the side of his wanted
to make sure this was all real,he felt to real to be something she was smiled at his words
"As long as your sure about that..i'll fight or do whatever i need to,to be here.."
she said looked up at him an looked deep into his eyes "I promise to live and fight for you...as long as your
sure you will stay with me" she whispered
an waited to see what he would fingers brushed against his cheek,it felt so nice to be with someone she was sure
would never hurt feeling a sense of safety that was sure she would never have.

Feeling her soft hand against his cheek Castiel silently leaned into her touch as if to savor the sensations that roared
threw him like the crashing of waves.
So much had happened in only a matter of days, Castiel was sure what his purpose in life was, to serve and obey but Paige
was brought into his life and he was willing
to risk it all and the consequences didn't matter everything was falling into place until a voice from behind him caused
him to whirl around placing Paige behind him.
Alison stood only a few steps away, a slim silver blade in her hand.

From outside the roar of engines along with sirens surrounded the building Castiel felt the sudden surge of panic that his
expression didn't show, turning behind him
his eyes showed the fear that dared consume him. "Get out of here!" From his sleeve a sliver blade fell into his hand just
as Alison had lunged forward, both blades
clashed together sending sparks against the pressure of both.