So heres my next chapter, I hope you all enjoy it. I would like to apologize for the spelling errors, I know there are a lot, sorry. Next I would love to thank all the wonderful people who have read the story, put the story on their alerts list and favourite's lists. And a super special thanks to all the people that reviewed the last chapter and all the ones before it, I really appreciate it.

And finally a disclaimer:

I will never ever ever own twilight, new moon, eclipse or any of its wonderful beautiful hot characters, they are all property of the very lucky Mrs Meyer and I will only own them in my dreams (and then they will be all mine)

Bella pov

"So who is Bella" I asked breaking the silence

"Bella is, was the love of my life" he said staring at his feet. I could feel how said he was, it looked like he would start to cry any moment

"What happened to her?" I asked unsure if I was asking too much

"She died…just like every other human should. It was better for her, or at least that's what I keep telling myself"

"But why didn't you just turn her into a vampire, if you loved her so much?" I knew I was going too far but I had to know what happened to her

"I didn't want to damn her to a life of eternal darkness so I left her. Told her I didn't love her and didn't want her to love me, I wanted her to completely forget that I ever existed and live a normal human life" he whispered "of course I will never forget her, even if she did forget me"

Edward's voice had started to get shaky now and his body shook with what looked like tearless sobbing. I sat next to him for what seemed like forever, debating whether or not to leave to give him some privacy.

After much deliberation I got up and left, leaving Edward in the lounge. I walked down the halls of the Cullens house trying to find Alice, some how I ended up in front of a wooden door.

I had I slight suspicion that it was Alice's bedroom, I in front of the door for a few minutes before I decided to knock on the door and not run back to where Edward was to wait for her to find me.

I raised my had to lightly tap on the door when I was interrupted

"You don't need to knock Annabell, just come in" I opened the door to find Alice standing in front of her closet

"Um how did you know I was there?" I asked, was I that obvious

"I'm a physic remember"

"You're a what?"

"A physic, you know I see the future

"Really that's so cool, can all vampire do that?"

"No only I can see the future, but some other vampires have other special abilities" she said in a matter of fact tone

"Really like what?" I asked

"Well, I can see the future, jasper can feel and manipulate emotions and Edward can read minds."

"What do you mean he can read my mind" I shouted at Alice, I felt my face turn bright red

"Don't worry Annabell, he can't read yours. You're the only person that he can't read, well apart from Bella"

"So your saying I'm a freak, my mind doesn't work properly. I always knew there was something wrong with me but that." I heard someone chuckle at the door, so I spun around to see Edward leaning against the door frame

"I hear voices in my mind, and you're worried that you're the freak" said Edward with a chuckle

(I originally stopped the chapter here, but cos I was in a randomly good mood I decided to keep going)

We stood in Alice's room in silence for what seemed like forever before anyone would talk

"So Annabell I was wondering if you wanted to go somewhere with me?" asked Edward. Well of course I wanted to go with him, why wouldn't I want to?

"Sure I would love to" I answered, Edward face immediately went into a huge smile. Edward grabbed my hand and led me out of Alice's room and down stairs and soon we where standing out side the Cullens house. Edward looked towards the sky then turned towards me

"I want to show you something, but it'll take longer to walk or drive, would you mind if showed you how I travel."

"Sure but you won't turn into a bat will you?" Edward just chuckle at my comment, then picked me up and put me on his back.

Seconds later we where flying through the forest, some how Edward was soundlessly running through the forest at incredible speed. Everything was a blur of green and I started to get a bit nauseous.

Suddenly we came to a stop at the edge of meadow, and Edward quickly put me down. The meadow was beautiful, it was perfectly round and had wild flowers growing everywhere.

The meadow was by far one of the most beautiful places I had ever been in my life, I turned around to see Edward lying in the middle of the meadow with his eyes closed.

I had a feeling that this place would look even more beautiful in the sunlight.

As if right on queue, the clouds started to part and a ray of sun light came down on Edward. The sun seemed to reflect off Edwards's skin, like he had thousands of little diamonds imbedded in this skin.

And I have so say Edward in the sun is an amazing sight, and made me feel really insignificant compared to him.

so this story has about two chapters to go, i believe. so i need lots of reviews please

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