Remember all characters belong to Stephanie Meyer and I'm just borrowing them for a little while. Ashley ofcourse is mine and if I decide to add some other character those will be mine too! Ehehe I totally wish I came up with Jacob tho!

Chapter 10:

Ashley's POV:

"Which Swan did you imprint on Jacob?" I already knew the answer to that question but I wasn't ready to admit it yet.

"You Ash! I imprinted on you." He told me calmly.

"What?" I asked again. I couldn't believe what he was telling me.

He came closer to me and I flinched back. A hurt look crossed his face but he stayed where he was. "I – Jacob Black – imprinted on you!" he told me again, now alittle frustrated.

"Why?" I asked him "Why me?"

"I don't know! The spirits thought that you were it for me and I guess I can see why. You and I are best friends and I've always loved you and I guess this just helps me." He told me.

"Don't you dare say you've always loved me Jacob!" I screamed at him. "You had so many years to do that! You could have told me but nope! It took the mother fucking imprint to make you realize that?" I asked him. I was pissed! He had some balls telling me he loved me.

"Didn't you LOVE Bella just yesterday? Is this all because she went back to her leech? Oh my god that's it! That's why you want me now!" I was pacing and Jacob just stood there shocked. "I will not be your stupid back up plan!" I told him.

"You're not my back up plan Ash! I've loved you forever and you know it! Yeah I know I'm a dick and I totally ignored you when Bella came home but I thought I loved her! Not you!" he screamed back at me.

"You just admitted to not wanting me Jacob! You could've told me that you loved me when you kissed me! Remember that? Yeah you didn't say a fucking word about it!"

"I thought you didn't want to talk about it so I let it go!"

"Fuck you Jacob! My sister will probably be back in a day or two so why don't you go kiss her leech loving ass!" I yelled and started to walk away. He grabbed my wrist again and spun me around but this time not letting go of me.

"I'm telling you that I LOVE you! I always have and you're walking away from me?" he asked me through clenched teeth.

"This isn't love Jacob its some wolfy shit that's making you think that way! You chose Bella! You LOVE Bella! Not me and I don't fucking love you! So let go of me before I do something that you might regret later on" I told him. It was true he loved Bella just yesterday so he can't come up to me and tell me that he actually loved me the entire time. I counted to 5 and he didn't let go so I kneed him in the balls.

He immediately let go of my wrist and grabbed his crotch. Yup that must've hurt! He slowly fell to the ground in pain. I leaned down and got super close to his ear. "Don't you ever tell me that you've always loved me. Don't lie to me Jacob. I know what you said to Embry about you only being my friend because of Bella. I know. So don't you ever come here and tell me that you love me. Your wolf may have chosen me but you sure as hell made it perfectly clear that you chose Bella when you blamed me for everything that went wrong in your mother fucking life!" with that I got up and walked away. I faintly heard Jacob say "I'll make you believe me Ash! If it's the last thing I ever do!"

I walked into Billy's house and leaned against the door. Why was this happening to me? Why would he tell me this now? He treated me like shit for months and now he's suddenly in love with me? I don't fucking get it. I was feeling too many emotions right now and I didn't have time to analyze all of them. Billy rolled himself into the kitchen and smiled at me. "You look beautiful." He told me. "Thanks Billy." I walked up to him and fixed his tie. "How are you holding up old man?" I asked him.

"I think I should ask you that question." I looked at him in question "I heard my boy telling you he imprinted on ya." He told me. "He's an idiot for not telling you sooner though. I told him he would regret it."

"I'm fine Billy. His wolf may want me but he wants Bella." I told him

"You know that's not true honey. He has loved you since you were both kids. He was just too blind to see it. I know you have loved him too. Ever since you were little. You would cry if you couldn't see Jacob and he would cry if he couldn't see you so Charlie and I made a whole schedule determining who would go to whose house on what day." He told me with a laugh.

I laughed with him. Those were the simple days. When there was no Bella to complicate our relationship. "I'm not going to forgive him Billy. He hurt me too much. he may not even know it but I'm really hurt and it's all his fault. He can't just tell me he loves me. He's only saying that because Bella's gone! He can't have her so now me wants me. The second best Swan. Hell, I can't even blame him. I mean my own father thinks about me as second best so what should I expect from him right I'm done playing second best though." Billy silently listened to me rant about my life. I looked at him somewhat ashamed. "Sorry" I muttered.

He just laughed and told me not to worry. "You'll always be my number one Swan, Ash." I just smiled back at him. It was time for the funeral and Jacob came in to get Billy. We were having a small gathering at the beach after the funeral. Everyone wanted to remember the good things and the good times they had with Harry. The funeral was a blur. Leah held on to me the entire time and I let her. Dad was there too and he looked really sad. I had tried to comfort him earlier on but hey he didn't want it so whatever. Jacob kept sneaking glances my way but I didn't dare look back at him. They lowered Harry into the grave and I don't think there was a single dry eye around. Finally it was over and we all made our way to the beach. I walked slowly with Leah next to me. We were both silent until Leah said "Jacob does love you ya'know? He's infatuated with Bella. Or obsessed I'm not exactly sure. His head is a jumbled mess. It's 'Ash – gotta tell her I love her no no no think about Bella – yup Bella I'm totally in love with her. Wait nope I'm not – I love Ashley. Ugh' it's so hard to actually be in his head."

I looked at her in shock. "He doesn't love me Leah. His wolf loves me. HE loves BELLA." She just shook her head and we kept walking towards the beach silently.

The fire was blazing by the time we got there and everyone was gathered around it. Leah and I sat next to Embry and Quil who were more than happy to move over for us. Sue got up from her spot and stood in front of our circle. Our little group which included the elders, the pack, their girlfriend or imprints I guess and my father. She started to talk about how she and Harry actually met. It was a beautiful story and I had tears in my eyes again. I looked over at Leah who was silently crying and then saw Embry put his arm around her shoulder and pull her to him. One by one many of the people got up to talk about Harry as a friend, a father and a brother. We celebrated the wonderful life Harry had lived and the wonderful memories he left with us.

Dad's phone rang when everyone was eating. He picked up without looking at who was calling. "Hello?"

"….."

"Bella? Oh my god are you home?"

"…"

"When did you get home? Don't answer that! I'm coming there right now! You have so much explaining to do! And you're grounded!" with that he hung up and ran to his car. He didn't once look at me or even acknowledge me throughout the funeral or at the beach. It stung that he ran for Bella and he couldn't even walk two steps over to talk to me. I looked around to see the pack staring at where Charlie was – might as well get used to calling him that. I looked over at Jacob thinking that he would want to leave more than anyone else but he hadn't moved. He was staring at me. I looked away. Okay well I guess I was wrong then.

Everyone went back to normal soon after that and didn't give two flying fucks about Bella. I was glad that she was safe but she was still a homicidal bitch! So whatever. Leah passed me some beer and we both began drinking. I didn't even know how many I had because my head was spinning. I got up but then fell on my ass again.

Jacob's POV:

I had been watching Ashley all night. She had wanted to see my reaction when Charlie left but I didn't care. Bella chose to leave with the bloodsucker and now I had made my choice. I was going to fight for Ashley. No matter how long it takes me. I was so stupid! I ignored her and made her feel like shit for being MY imprint. I'm an idiot. I also should've never said those things about her to Embry – which I still don't know how she knows – but I did and I'm a dick.

I saw Ashley grab her 6th beer and drink it all. She looked gorgeous at the funeral but being drunk was not working for her. She tried to get up and fell right back down. I walked over to her and helped her up. "Let's get you home." I said and then picked her up bridal style and started walking towards my house. "Why are you doing this to me Jacob?" she slurred.

"What are you talking about Ash?"

"You loooooooove Belllla and I don't like it." She pouted.

"I don't love her."

"Youre LYING!" she screemed "Stop lying to me."

I sighed and was about to answer her when she whispered "You hurt me Jake and I don't think you can ever fix that." Then she dozed off.

What have I done?

Ashley's POV:

I woke up with a huge headache. I looked around to see that I was in Jacob's bed… wearing his t-shit and no pants. Well fuck! What happened last night? Ugh I turned to see two Advil's on the side table next to a glass of water. I thanked the lord and swallowed them. I got out of bed and went outside to see where the owners of this house were. I walked into the kitchen while trying to rub the sleep out of my eyes and saw a note on the counter. It was from Billy. 'Went to see Sue. Will be back soon and Ash please help yourself to everything. – Billy' okay then. I grabbed a cup of coffee which was already made and made my way outside. I sat on the steps and looked at the forest. It really was beautiful out here. Soon I heard the all too familiar noise of a certain truck. I groaned as it came into view and parked onto the Blacks driveway. The one and only Bella Swan emerged from the truck. She smirked when she saw me and approached me. I continued to sip my coffee.

"I see they still keep you around." She said to me

"I see you're still a bitch" I said to her.

"I kinda wish you did drown when I pushed you. But you didn't." she was smiling until she saw what I was wearing.

"Is that Jake;s shirt?" she asked angry now.

I could have fun with this right? "Oh yeah. He let me borrow it after last night. It was crazy trust me."

"DID YOU SLEEP WITH HIM? YOU WHORE! HE LOVES ME! HE WOULD NEVER DO THAT!" she was screaming.

"In his defence Bella, you did run off to Italy to go save your leech loving boyfriend. Who, by the way dumped you because he didn't love you. So what are you back together now? Is he going to suck your soul out? Turn you into a leech too? And then you'll have leech babies?"

"That's none of your business! I came here to see Jake. Charlie told me he was worried about me. He will want to see me ya'know? He'll never want your pathetic ass." I had to laugh at that because if I learned anything from yesterday it was that Jacob WASN'T worried.

"I'm pathetic? Seriously? I'm not the one who used a guy to get over another guy. I'm not the one who went all the way to Italy to save a guy who claimed he didn't love me anymore. Nope that was you. If you look at it from my perspective you're the pathetic one."

Just as she was about to reply a figure emerged from the trees in only cut offs. Bella squealed when she saw him and ran towards Jacob and hugged him. What happened next was something I was not prepared for.

Okay hello again! This is a bit longer than my other chapters but there a lot going on in this one! Harry is Dead. Bella is Back. Jacob claims to be in love with Ashley and ofcourse! The Cullens are back! Lemme know what you think and maybe in the next chapter we can have a widdle meeting with the Cullens.

I really appreciate the reviews you guys! So keep em coming! So yeah! Read and review! Lemme know what you guys think!

xoxo

pauly