A/N: I couldn't wait to get this chapter written. Just something about it made me want to write forever. Also it has proved to be a hard chapter to write and I apologise if things are a little out of character. I just get the feeling that I have lost their characters a bit in this chapter. Also sorry again if it is a little late I have had chances to get it uploaded but I was trying to make a video and my video editor just wasn't working. It was getting on my nerves and I wasn't really in the mood to head into the library to get anything done there. Oh and once more thing, if you don't hate me now then you will be the end of the chapter.
Blaine drummed his fingers against the table. He'd been at the Lima bean for a good half an hour, totally having forgotten about the Medium Drip coffee that he had bought before sitting down so now it had gone rather cold. His eyes seemed to be rested upon the door. Sebastian wasn't due to arrive for at least another half an hour yet. He sighed slightly and let his eyes drift to a close. Maybe this whole thing was a bad idea. He wasn't really all that sure that he could go through with it. Could he really do this? It just wasn't easy to forget what Sebastian had done. Blaine was starting to wonder if things would be better if Sebastian just didn't tell him the guys that he had fucked.
It was only the feeling of a hand on his shoulder that let him open them again. Without saying anything he jumped to his feet and wrapped his arms around the guy that now stood in front of him. He hadn't even had to look at him to know that it was Sebastian Smythe. There wasn't anyone else that could make him feel like that with something as simple as a touch. Blaine buried his head into Sebastian's neck and just took in his scent. The scent that he had missed so much in the past few days. It was stupid how much he needed Sebastian. It had been barely two days since they had been parted from one another. He had gotten through longer than that with a lot more ease. So why was this different. Perhaps it was down to the fact that he felt, now, more than ever that Sebastian was out of his reach. He found himself clinging onto his with everything that he had. Gripping tightly to his boyfriends shirt, grabbing skin and anything else that he could get his hand one that was part of him. He trailed kisses over his neck and jaw line. Kissing him that it had been years since they had so much as spoken.
Sebastian's arms wrapped around Blaine and held him in that tight embrace. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest. The feeling of Blaine all over him like this made him realise that things couldn't be more perfect. Sure they were most likely about to have a row, about what he had done back in Paris, in a few moments. Yet at this particular point in time things were just perfect. If only he could freeze this moment in time and keep it there forever and just live it over and over again every single day. He couldn't stop a small groan from escaping him at the feeling of Blaine's lips upon his neck. Something that caused a few looks from people around them, a few of them looking a little uncomfortable with it.
"Blaine,"he managed to choke out after a moment. "We have to talk and this isn't helping." he said to him, gently pushing him backwards and pulling out a chair to sit at the table next to him.
Blaine did the same. Sebastian's hand instantly reached out and took hold of Blaine's upon the top of the table. Lacing his fingers in with the other boys he felt things suddenly become serious. Everything he had been going to say was just gone. Almost like a bird that had flown from its next it had just gone from his brain and he was left alone.
"About what? How you cheated on me? How you broke my heart? How after telling Santana what you had done I had to forget how I felt about you and spend the next three hours convincing her not to break every single bone in your body?" Blaine almost hissed at him. He was just so angry at Sebastian right now. It seemed like the perfect moment was now over and all that was left for the two of them was total heartbreak.
Sebastian just stared at him. He hated seeing Blaine upset. Yet more than that he hated it knowing that he was the one that had caused it. He was close to tears himself right now, his eyes were filled with them. Somehow he managed to keep them from streaming down his face. He spoke in a rather cracked voice.
"All of the above. I am sorry Blaine. I made a mistake and I can't take it back. If I could turn back time then I would in a second. I never wanted to break your heart. I wouldn't ever want anyone to go through that. I know just how painful they are and how hard they are to fix. Santana probably had the right idea. I certainly deserve to have the bones in my body broken. At least then I wouldn't be able to cause anyone harm, right? Just don't leave me. Please don't leave me" Sebastian found himself almost begging Blaine to stay with him. Surely Blaine knew that he wouldn't be like this with just any guy. Blaine was special and Sebastian just didn't have the strength to let him go. He needed him.
"Give me one good reason why I should. One fucking good reason Sebastian! Because I sure as fucking hell can't think of anything." Blaine spat at him. Sounding harsher than he had meant to. Yet certainly not regretting it. Sebastian deserved it.
"Because I love you" Sebastian said in an almost whisper, simply afraid of speaking in case his voice just broke as a result of the tears, the tears that were screaming at him to just let them leave their snail like trail upon his cheeks. A request that Sebastian continued to deny them.
"What?"Blaine said in a reply. Knowing perfect well what Sebastian had said. He just wanted to get him back for what he had done and hurt him just as much as he was hurting himself right now. He was starting to wonder if maybe coming here was a mistake. Perhaps he should have just told Sebastian to not bother and to just go home and live his life where he was. He knew he'd be welcome at Santana's for as long as he wanted.
"I love you. You know I do. Is that a good enough reason?" Sebastian said in a louder voice, this time he was certain that Blaine had heard him.
Blaine removed his hand from Sebastian's grasp and sat back in his seat, folding his arms to his chest. His eyes simply staring straight at Sebastian.
"You what?" he repeated. He almost needed to know if Sebastian would tell him again. Perhaps he was just pushing his luck. Truth was he wasn't really sure where he was going with this interrogation, if that was even what he could call it. It was more of a humiliation at the moment.
"I FUCKING LOVE YOU" Sebastian shouted, once again causing a few looks from the people around him. Only this time it didn't really occur to him to care. He only had eyes for Blaine at the moment. Yet something was telling him that things were not about to end nicely at all. If anything it was going to be far from that. His suspicions were only confirmed by Blaine's next move and words.
"Yeah well, you should have thought of that before you cheated on me. I have been here almost an hour waiting for you to arrive and in that time, being away from Santana, I have been doing a lot of thinking and I realised something. This is the second time that you have cheated on me. The first one I brushed off because it was one kiss with your boss to get out of something or whatever it was, but this is bigger than than that. So I came to the conclusion that I don't need you. It's over Sebastian. See you around"
Blaine rose from his seat and walked out the door, ignoring Sebastian's calls out to him. He couldn't look back, if he did he knew he would give in. Pulling his phone out of his pocket he pressed one button. A speed dial button to call someone. Someone that he just needed to talk to right now. He didn't know who else to go to in order to make him feel better.
"Hey," came the voice from the other end of the line. The voice Blaine wanted to hear.
"Kurt?" Blaine replied. His voice almost cracking in two "Can I come round?"
Just by the sound of his voice Kurt knew that Blaine needed him and he was ready to drop anything to comfort him. Despite their break up Blaine still meant the world to him and he still classed him as a close friend.
"Yeah course." Kurt replied. "See you in a bit."
"Thanks" Blaine said, before hanging up the phone and slipping it back into his pocket. He reached up and brushed the tears from his eyes.
Had he done the right thing? He didn't know anymore. His heart was telling him to get his stupid ass back in there and make things right, yet his head told him that he shouldn't. It was all so confusing.
All Sebastian could do was watch Blaine leaving. Things couldn't be over between them. They just couldn't. He wouldn't let it. He just couldn't imagine facing things alone anymore. He couldn't deal with a broken heart again. It had hurt to much the first time. Unable to stop the tears anymore, simply just not having the strength or will power, he let them have their way and allowed them to finally trail down his cheeks.
He couldn't remember the last time that he had cried. Burying his head into his hands he felt them getting all sticky with tears. Now that he had let them start they wouldn't stop.
"Sebastian?" came Nick's voice from somewhere near him. "You alright?"
Sebastian looked up to find both Nick and Jeff stood in front of him. His eyes still filled with tears. He didn't know what to say. He couldn't say anything. It all just hurt so much. Blaine had left him and it was all his fault. Sure he had always said that if Blaine left he'd fight for him back and never give up that fight. Yet now? Now he just didn't have the strength. He couldn't get it into his head that Blaine had left him. Sure his heart was screaming it at him, yet his head continued to dismiss it.
He managed to shake his head slightly. He was far from alright, things really had gone pear shaped this time.
"Blaine just left me" he choked out after a few moments of silence.
Both Nick and Jeff exchanged a glance before sitting in the two empty seats opposite Sebastian.
"Yeah, we heard the shouting. What happened?"Jeff asked him, not really knowing if he would like the answer. He had a feeling that Sebastian was to blame for all of this and the last thing that he wanted to to was take sides. Both Blaine and Sebastian were friends of his, close friends of his. Like Nick he didn't want to be stuck in the middle of the two of them. It wasn't right. The Warblers had always said that Blaine and Sebastian were meant to be together, forever. Yet here he was sat in front of a heartbroken Sebastian.
"It's my fault. I broke his heart. I cheated on him in Paris, I was drunk and I met up with an old school friend and I made the mistake of telling Blaine that we had kissed and touched and basically did everything that leads to sex just not actual sex." he wiped away his tears with a single finger. "I screwed up and I don't know how to fix it. If I can fix it"
"So you got a blowjob from a guy that wasn't Blaine while you were dating Blaine?" Jeff came out with, something that caused him to get a slap on the arm from Nick.
"Jeff, shut up! You're not helping." he hissed at him before turning back to Sebastian. "Look, you love him right?"
Sebastian simply nodded his head. Of course he loved him. There wasn't anyone that he loved more. He hadn't known love like that had existed before Blaine. Sure he had fallen in love once before, yet it had never been like it was with Blaine. Like it still was.
"Then I say you come with us to the Reunion, look smoking hot and fight for him. Tell him how you feel. Do everything you can in your power to make him see that you are sorry and you want to be with him and only him."
Sebastian flashed a small smile at the pair of them. He was glad that he had friends that would stick by him and help him through all this mess that he had gotten himself into. "I don't know if I feel like it. I mean I just want to got home and drink myself to death. Nothing seems worth it anymore. I can't face him."
"Course you can! Come on, it's Warblers versus Cheerios, you are not going to let us Warblers down are you? You can do this mate, I know you can. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and bring back the Sebastian Smythe that we all know and love. You won over Blaine's heart that way once before. Who is to say that you can't do it again" Jeff said with a wide grin. Maybe he was getting a little ahead of himself. He couldn't be sure that Sebastian and Blaine would get back together. Yet he knew one thing. He was going to make sure that they sorted things out. He'd never seen Sebastian cry before. He'd never known him to be so vulnerable, that alone was enough to make him strong enough to look after him and ensure that he got what he wanted at the end of the night.
"I don't exactly have my Warbler stuff with me. I didn't think to take it to Paris when I went. I guess I never thought I would cheat on Blaine and get a flight straight to Ohio without going back home to pick them up before driving here." Sebastian replied. Sure he didn't want to let the guys down. He knew, that as much as he didn't want to he had to get on with things and show Blaine that he couldn't live without him and do whatever it took to win back his love and his trust.
"Not to worry mate, I am sure we can find you a spare jacket and tie. I have a shirt and trousers that you can borrow, although they might be a bit on the small side. I am a good head shorter than you like the rest of the world." Nick laughed, resting a hand upon his back. "Although to get the jacket and tie? Well we will have to sneak into Dalton."
"Why sneak into Dalton? Can't we just walk in and ask to borrow a jacket and tie for the night? Not that I mind sneaking in, just wouldn't that be easier" Sebastian raised an eyebrow as he spoke. He hadn't ever really known Nick and Jeff to be ones to sneak around or to break the rules. Sure they played pranks on everyone,yet there was a thick line between pranks and breaking school rules.
"Well would could, but there is one problem. I am sort of not allowed back in there after I painted the hall green the day after I graduated" Jeff confessed. "I am surprised you never found out about that. As for Nick? Well I hid the paint in his room and said that was where I got it from."
Sebastian couldn't stop himself from laughing a little. "That was you? I always just assumed that it was first years messing around or something."
Brittany watched her fiancé getting dressed for the Reunion. Sure she didn't really like Sebastian, yet that wasn't any reason to hurt him. She didn't like the things that he did. The way that he had hurt Blaine. But she wouldn't want to hurt him for it. He had to know that he had done wrong. She just didn't know how she could make Santana see that. Revenge from Santana was never a good thing. That girl could be evil when she wanted to be and Brittany knew that.
"Santana? Are you going to hurt Sebastian?" she finally asked her, lying down on the bed. "Because I don't think that is the way to sort things out. Blaine and Sebastian have to talk things through. You getting in the way of it all is only going to make things worse."
"I promise I won't lay one finger on his sorry ass. I just want to show him a little Lima Heights Hospitality and make him see that he doesn't hurt my friends" Santana replied as she sat herself down on the edge of the bed and fixed her hair into a ponytail.
"Why would you want to touch his ass? I thought you liked girls" Brittany was just rather confused right now.
"It's an expression, bar. It just means I won't hurt him"
"Well why couldn't you have just said that? Instead of saying that you wanted to put your fingers on his butt. It's confusing."
A/N: Sorry that took so long and I am sorry for what happened. You all just have to trust me in the point that there is a reason for all of this. I can promise you that much. I wouldn't break Seblaine up for no reason. Please don't hate me. The next chapter should be fun to right, the Dalton Break in. Anyway. Review and let me know what you are thinking.