Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of its characters; I don't own this beautiful story either. All credits go to genius PykaL, I'm just translating.

Chapter 10

The doctor saw them for a few seconds sighing.

"You're not," he said with sadness in his voice. "Your bone marrow isn't even a 10% compatible with Kurt's and right now we need one that is 100% compatible, if that's not possible I'm afraid his body wouldn't resist the operation.

Kurt sighed and stood up. "Thanks a lot doctor," he said with a smile. "We'll be in touch."

Blaine just saw how Kurt left the office and let out a sigh.

"I really hopes I was the donor," he said with sadness.

"It's normal," the doctor said sadly. "People always expect to help the ones they love. This is hard Blaine, but we'll try to find a donor as quickly as possible, we won't stop fighting for it."

"I was so excited," Blaine said.

"We'll find that donor, Blaine," David said. "We'll do it for Kurt."

Kurt was waiting for them outside of the hospital sited on a little bench looking at the sky. Once he noticed they were getting closer he smiled at them.

"You don't have to feel bad," Kurt said with a smile when he saw the sadness reflected in Blaine's eyes. "It's not like it's your fault your genetics isn't similar to mine," he slightly joked.

Blaine reached out and hugged him. "I was so excited," he whispered. "I wanted you to have good news."

Kurt sighed leaving the hug. "You don't have to worry, I'm used to these news."

"That's what bothers me; it shouldn't be like this, there should be a donor ready for you!" He intensely said. "You shouldn't suffer.

"I'm glad you feel that," Kurt said smiling.

"I gotta go to college," David said reminding them he was still there. "Take care, okay? Take your meds and please don't do something to put your health in danger."

"I'll take care of him," Blaine said taking Kurt's hand and smiling at him. "He's crazy if he thinks he's eating at Sam's restaurant again."

"Hey, it's not fair," the kid said pouting. "Sam has very delicious and healthy food."

"The healthiest thing Sam has are milkshakes and the number of calories in them is huge," Dave said laughing. "But don't worry, we've told Sam and he won't give you anything."

"Traitors," Kurt said crossing his arms and sticking his tongue out.

Dave left with a smile, leaving the two boys sited on the bench once more.

"Well, I guess there's nothing to do then," Blaine said. "We could announce it on the newspaper. I'll talk to the people I know, I bet the guys can come to see if they're compatibles," he said with a little smile.

"Blaine," Kurt said sighing. "We can't just go around asking people to give us their cells like if they were candies," he said with a little laugh. "The hospital is taking care of that, I think you should let them do their job."

"Well, they're not doing it very well," he said annoyed. "You've been waiting for the transplant for years, you should find one."

"This is not that easy," Kurt said angered. "I bet they'll find someone very soon… or at least they'll try, you'll see."

Blaine sighed and saw him with a little smile. "It'll be better to go back to your apartment," he said.

"Are you crazy?! You didn't ask for a day off and risked to Sue's anger just to be enclosed in the apartment," Kurt said with a smile. "Tell me, isn't there a place where you'd like to go?"

"You know, you've always done what I wanted to do… or at least what you thought I wanted to do. Tell me, what do you want to do?"

Kurt just took his hand with a big smile.

Blaine had only been in a zoo twice in his life and they were both in a school excursion when he was ten.

They were both the worst experiences of his life.

And apparently, the third one wasn't so different.

They were making line to buy the tickets, Kurt couldn't stop jumping with excitement while Blaine had the worst feeling.

"How many people?" The woman at the entrance asked with a boring and monotonous voice.

"Two," Kurt said excited.

"That'll be $60.50. Would you like to take a cap with koala ears for $5 more?" She said again with the same monotonous voice and boring look.

"No."

"YES."

The woman saw the two boys confused, Kurt was widely smiling and Blaine looked like he wanted to kill somebody.

"We're not buying the stupid cap," Blaine said seriously.

"But… but…" Kurt turned to see him pouting and looking at him with sheep sad eyes.

Not even two seconds later Blaine sighed and gave the money to the woman.

Not even two minutes later he was wearing the dumbest cap.

"Give me your phone," Kurt said smiling.

"You're crazy if you think I'll let you take me a picture… no, don't look at me like that Kurt, it won't work again… Okay, here's the damn phone!" He sad madly giving the phone to Kurt, who was jumping more excitedly.

Once the worst photograph in the world was taken, they went to see the animals.

The smile wouldn't disappear of Kurt's face; every animal would cause him a smile different than the last one.

"Look Blaine, they're giraffes!" He said excited pointing at them. "Wouldn't you like to be a giraffe?"

"No," Blaine said with a grin. "I don't think I'd be a good giraffe."

"Mmmm you're right," Kurt said looking at him with a hand on his jaw. "You'd be a very short giraffe… but you'd be an excellent and adorable koala," he said with a smile. "You already have the ears… and you're kind of chubby," he said stinging his stomach. "You know, I heard that when they don't eat they're a little grumpy… you see! You even have the same character they have."

"I'm not grumpy!"

Kurt laughed and raised an eyebrow, Blaine saw him with his arms crossed and an upset look. How did he dare to compare him with a koala and call him grumpy?

"You almost fooled me," Kurt said smiling."Come on, we haven't seen kangaroos yet. Can we go to see the kangaroos? Please? Yeah?" Kurt took his arm and started to pull him desperately.

"Okay."

Zoos weren't the best for him, he actually hated the animal's smell, the long walks and the little kid's excited yelling because of the animals.

"Look, Blaine! The lion yawned!"

Or apparently not so little kids.

"Kurt, let's have a break. You've done enough walking," Blaine said taking him to a little bench to sit down.

"But I want to see polar bears," he said pouting. "We can't go in after 12."

"Well, I don't care, you have to rest," he seriously said. "You don't have to walk so much."

Kurt saw him a few minutes and then sighed defeated.

"Okay," Blaine said with a sigh, he knew Kurt had him doing anything he wanted; just like he said it many times before. There wasn't a thing he wouldn't do for that kid.

"Yei!" Kurt said applauding a little.

"But I'll carry you," Blaine said.

"How are you gonna carry me there? I'm not a woman, you know."

"Trust me, I perfectly know you're not a woman," Blaine said with a smile while he turned around. "I'll have you on my back, get on the bench and jump."

"It's been a long time since someone carried me on their back," Kurt said excited while he jumped on Blaine's back.

"Well, don't get use to it," Blaine said holding him tight. "It's just a special occasion."

Kurt laughed and gave him a little kick. "Eyha!"

"Hey, don't take advantage of me or I'll throw you," Blaine said laughing.

"You wouldn't dare," Kurt said laughing. "Your ears tickle my nose."

"If you want I'll take them off," Blaine quickly said.

"Don't you dare! You'll be with that cap all day," Kurt seriously said.

"I'm not going around the city with koala ears," Blaine said with an offended tone.

"Yeah, you will," Kurt said. "I order you."

"Oh, yeah? And what makes you think I'll listen to you?" Blaine said with a smile.

"That you love me," Kurt simply said.

Blaine laughed slightly and kept walking.

That was enough reason.

Kurt was tired when they got to see the last animals, he could notice how he was breathing heavily, once more he carried him to the exit. Instead of walking, they took a cab to Kurt's apartment.

"Are you feeling alright?" Blaine asked him when he saw him sitting down on one of the couches.

"Yeah," Kurt said with a small smile. "I'm just a little tired, there's really no need for you to worry about me."

"I'll bring you a glass of water and your pills."

Just like Kurt knew every corner in Blaine's apartment, Blaine also knew every corner in Kurt's… except David's room of course, that was unknown territory for him.

He found the pills on the table, apparently David already had them ready for when Kurt would need them; they were huge pills that would always leave him a bitter sweet sensation in the mouth.

"Don't be exaggerated," Blaine said with a smile when he saw Kurt's face; it looked like he was eating cloves instead of pills."

"I'd want you to taste them so you can eat your words," Kurt said looking at him angrily.

Blaine laughed a little and once the kid had the pills and took the glass, the least he wanted to do was make Kurt work.

"Do you wanna see a movie?" Blaine asked him returning to the living room.

"Can we watch The Beauty And The Beast?" Kurt asked excited.

"Why am I not surprised you wanna watch a Disney thing?" Blaine said with a mocking smile but starting to put the movie in the DVD.

When the movie started, Blaine was sited next to Kurt taking his hand, he had years without watching a kid's movie. He didn't remember if he had seen that movie at all.

"Blaine?" Kurt asked him smoothly and even with a little fear in his voice.

"Is something wrong? Are you feeling okay?" Blaine asked worried.

"Why haven't you kissed me?" Kurt asked honestly. "Since I told you I love you, you haven't kissed me… don't you wanna kiss me?" Kurt asked shyly.

"What?... Of course I want to!" Blaine said surprised and incredulous. "I'm dying to kiss you."

"And why haven't you done it?" Kurt asked madly while he crossed his arms.

"Well," Blaine said smiling. "Yesterday I didn't want to force you, you had just told me you loved me, I didn't want you to regret it," he said with a little laugh.

"And today?" Kurt asked with a slight pout.

"You heard what the doctor said in the morning, you have to be careful with any bacteria, you can get easily infected… I don't want the one to blame for a disease is one of my kisses." Blaine said taking his hand. "Don't ever doubt I'm not dying to try your lips every second of the day."

"I want you to kiss me," Kurt said with a smile. "Please."

"Kurt, it's not the best, I think we can wait until the doctor says that at least you can't get infected so easily," Blaine said with a sigh.

"Blaine, I'm not a delicate kid anymore, I know my body and I know I'm more resistant than what I appear to be, I know my limitations perfectly. At the end of the day, I've made it this whole time. My first doctors said I wouldn't make it through the six months and… look at me! I'm still standing," he said with a smile. "Don't let this disease get in the middle of us," Kurt said now with sadness. "Don't let cancer dictate our relationship too... please, don't do it."

Blaine sighed by hearing his words and got closer to him taking his face in his hands. "I won't," he said with a little smile. "I promise I won't."

Blaine kissed him for the second time… for the second time he could lose in the feeling of happiness that was walking through his whole body, that feeling that indicate him he was in the right place, with the right person.

"You're right," Blaine said when they separated wetting his lips with his tongue. "Those pills taste awful."

Kurt laughed and kissed him slightly on the lips once more. "I think your lips can make me forget about that."

"Sounds like a good idea," Blaine said smiling.

The movie kept going, the beauty escaped from the beast's castle, the bad guy died and they lived happily-ever-after.

That didn't matter, he was kissing the lips of the most important person in his life.

And he was planning on doing it for a long time.

In spite of everything, his life didn't change as much as he thought, when he finished work he'd go to Kurt apartment where at least he tried to help him to cook or they just spent time together sited talking about everything and nothing.

"If you could be any fruit, what fruit would you be?" Kurt asked him one afternoon when they were both lying on the living room.

"Why would I want to be a fruit?" Kurt asked him confused.

"You're a bitter," Kurt said laughing. "If the world would be a box of crayons you'd be gray. Always there, 'cause no one uses it much."

"And what color would you be?"

"Orange of course," he said smiling. "Or maybe pink."

"You and your fascination by weird colors," Blaine said with a little smile.

"They're not weird colors, they're very nice colors that normal people like… like me."

"So I'm not normal?"

"Nop, you're a weirdo," Kurt said laughing.

Blaine remained quiet for several minutes, at the end he sighed and turned to look at Kurt.

They were both lying on the ground looking at the ceiling full of bondable stars that shined in the darkness, the whole apartment was.

"Kurt," he said sighing.

"What's up?" Kurt asked with a smile.

"I told the guys everything…" he said waiting to see some kind of reaction in Kurt's face. "They all went to get tested this morning."

Kurt got up quickly and turned to look at Blaine angrily.

"Why did you do that?" He asked looking at him coldly.

"Why did I do what? Better your chances to live?" Blaine asked offended.

He immediately got up, he was already mad. How did Kurt dare to be mad because he wanted to do something for him? Something for his health.

"Do you really think you're bettering my chances, Blaine?" Kurt asked madly. "It's the same result over and over! What gives you the right to tell people about my situation?" He said with a hurtful voice. "It's my problem and it's my life, the fact that we have now a weird relationship doesn't give you the right to reveal my life."

"Weird relationship? I love you! I want you to live! Why do you give up? You don't do anything to save yourself!"

Blaine was almost yelling at him, Kurt's words and look hurt him deeply.

"Are you not interested in saving yourself?" He whispered.

"How do you dare to ask me that?!" Kurt said now furious. "You don't know anything about me, you don't know the pain I've been through. Just 'cause you have feelings for me and you've been knowing about my sickness for days, you think you're and expert in cancer? Do you think you can save the world by just wishing it?" He asked with tears in his eyes. "Things don't get fixed that easily. I've been through thousands of tests and it's always the same result," he said with a voice that actually proved his tiredness.

"I know you're tired but you shouldn't stop fighting for that, the guys were disposed to go-"

"You should have asked them," he said madly. "Do you plan on going around the street telling everyone I have cancer and asking them if they can go to get tested?"

"And what's wrong if I did?!" He said yelling at him. "If that way I can find you a donor, I will."

"You have no right to tell people about my sickness! If I didn't tell you what makes you think I wanna tell everyone?" Kurt asked hurtful. "The least you can do is respect my decisions."

"If I can save your life I won't do it," Blaine said looking at him in the eyes.

"I think it'll be better for you to go," Kurt said turning around. "I'm tired and I wanna sleep. Or are you not gonna let me sleep even if I want to?" He asked sarcastically.

"Kurt…"

"Go, please."

Blaine left the apartment the head down and still mad. A part of him understood Kurt, even knew what he had done wasn't the right way. He did have the best intentions but the way he did it wasn't the right one. The least he could do was asking Kurt his opinion.

That night Blaine couldn't sleep, he was moving on bed thinking about the fight in the morning, was it really a fight?... maybe it was just a disagreement between the two of them…

Who was he kidding? It was definitely a fight.

His phone rang at 2 A.M. Blaine didn't wait for the second ring when he answered.

"Kurt?" He asked fearful.

"Blaine…"

His voice indicated him Kurt was crying, he sounded so done. He stood up as soon as he heard it.

"I'm coming. Everything will be alright."

That night he discovered with his own eyes what cancer could do. When Kurt wasn't vomiting, he was screaming and twisting in his arms because of the pain; he had never felt so powerless.

He wanted to take his pain away, if there was only a way for him to take that much pain away.

But there wasn't… he couldn't take his pain away.

He just took his hand and cleaned the cold sweat on his forehead.

He hugged him comforting him.

He saw the sun coming out from the window's bathroom, he was sure it was past 7 A.M. and Kurt couldn't stop shaking.

"Thank you," Kurt said barely audible, it hurt him so much to see him that way; so tiny and defenseless. "Thank you for being here with me."

"Do you doubt me?" Blaine asked him in a whisper while he kissed his forehead. "I won't leave you, I won't go anywhere."

Blaine held him a few hours more, the pain kept making Kurt scream and cry.

Blaine would coo him slightly over his chest and cry with him.

So if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know

Kurt smiled as soon as he started to sing to him slightly in his ear, bit by bit the pain was decreasing, bit by bit the sleep he was longing for so much came.

"So why don't we go, somewhere only we know?"

Blaine carried him carefully to his room, he carefully lay him down and without doubting it he lay next to him.

"I won't rest until this is over," he said whispering and caressing his cheek. "No matter what you say, I won't let you die," he said with a little smile even though tears were coming down his cheeks. "Do you hear me Kurt Hummel?... You don't have permission to die."

"You don't have permission to leave me heartbroken."

Author's note:

Another chapter. Hope you liked it.

There are some things to happen, we're getting close to the end if this story. How much excitement!

I've hear the theory several times that one of Blaine's parent will be the donor. Do you really think his parents would get tested for Blaine? No matter what? Nop. They won't be the donors.

….Maybe there won't be any donors.

Hahaha I just make you suffer a little.

Don't forget to leave your reviews, I care about your opinion a lot"

Have a nice day!

Tranlsator's note:

So apparently you're lucky I don't wanna study for my tests and I could leave you this chapter, the end killed me... poor Blaine, but most of all poor Kurt. I don't like it when my babies suffer.

Another thing, my Arts teacher asked me to name something I relate to, a paint, a book, a song, anything, and I chose Chris' movie Struck By Lightning... have you watched it? It's P-E-R-F-E-C-T, if you haven't you have to do it.

What do you think about this one? Were you disapointed Blaine wasn't the donor? I know I was... but let's just hope Kurt finds one.

Thanks to those reviewing the storty, following it and labeling it as favorite, seriously means a lot to me althought I say it in every chapter.

A special thank you to themuse19 for making me realize about my mistakes, although I think the page hates me and doesn't let me correct them, but I'll keep trying... seriously thank you so much!

Once again sorry if there are any mistakes, I didn't have time to re-read it 'cause, like I said before, I have to study :(

And since I'm pretty sure no one reads this I'll stop talking (or this case, writing).

See you next weekend guys!