Authors note: hello! Thanks for all the reviews! They all totally rocked! One from FriendlyGirl333 reminded me to tell you all I am working on couple of NEW stories and one should be out soon … in a couple days or a couple weeks … not sure just yet but I will definitely let you know when they are up! Thanks again!
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"Hi" Brooke said as she walked into Haley's home. Haley looked up at her with a smile.
"Hi" Haley said not really surprised to see Brooke. Brooke just popped by like this often.
"I need to talk to you" Brooke said and immediately Haley heard the seriousness in her voice and she immediately gave Brooke her attention as Brooke took a seat on Haley's couch.
"Ok" Haley said getting a bottle of water out quickly for each of them. "Talk to me" she said and sat next to Brooke tapping Brooke on her knee waiting for the conversation to begin.
"Ok … well I haven't told anyone this … especially not Lucas, so can we keep this between us for the time being?" Brooke asked and Haley took and deep breath before nodding in agreement.
"Ok so I kind of this dream last night and maybe its just because I keep thinking about it but it is really starting to freak me out" Brooke started off nervously.
"Ok well what exactly was it about?" Haley asked looking at Brooke suspiciously.
"I am getting there" Brooke said and gave Haley a look.
"Sorry" Haley apologized.
"As I was saying … this dream I had well …" Brooke trailed off nervous to continue.
"Brooke tell me already!" Haley said and sighed "god!"
"Ok, ok" Brooke said taking yet another deep breath.
"The dream was about chase" Brooke said and Haley's mouth opened to speak but Brooke covered her mouth "just let me finish" she pleaded and Haley rolled her eyes ready to listen again with her arms crossed tightly over her chest.
"Last night the dream … well in the beginning it was really wired almost an exact replay of the night we went to the bar when the incident happened… but then it got bad … and I mean really bad like a weird kind of bad. I couldn't get out everything because it was all really blurry almost like I was drunk which is also weird because I was drunk that night anyways the point is … I saw chase …" she closed her eyes remembering the dream in her head.
"Ok first he had his arms around me and he was caring me into his apartment and then on his bed and then it got really weird and he was calling me beautiful and stuff after that it was all really blurry but I can swear on my life I saw him taking his shirt off" Brooke said and then opened her eyes to see Haley's shocked face. The funny thing was there was also an amazingly happy smirk on her face.
"Wow" she said snapping herself out of the shock, "ok Brooke" Haley said and went in her cabinet pulling out a file and a piece of paper out of the file.
"Here" she said and handed Brooke a piece of paper. "I have heard a lot about this lady … she is supposed to be really amazing" Haley assured her.
"A therapist? Do you really think I need a shrink? I am not completely crazy and the last thing I want is a shrink!" Brooke asked putting an emphasis on the word.
"I don't know if you need one but…" Haley trailed "I do really think she could help you" Haley admitted
Brooke took a deep breath and looked down at the piece of paper.
"Who the hell am I kidding anyway? I need as much help as I can get" Brooke sighed, "thanks Hales" Brooke said and gripped Haley in a tight hug.
"I want details," Haley said and Brooke laughed
"Ok" Brooke assured her before leaving.
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"Hey … there you are" Lucas said looking up from the stove wondering where Brooke had been for the past hour and a half.
Once he realized she was no longer sleeping beside him he decided to get up and wait for her to get back. He actually was a worried sick the last half hour. He always thought the worse when it came to Brooke and her safety.
"Sorry … I just went to talk to Haley" Brooke said and took a seat taking a deep breath because she just half lied, she was only with Haley for thirty minutes the most the rest of the time she spent debating whether or not to see a shrink and then making an appointment to see the shrink. Haley was right this lady had to be good because she was booked! Brooke had her ways though and she was set for an appointment at ten o'clock this morning.
She sat at the table with Madison and Caleb but not looking at them and keeping her eyes focused on Lucas prepared to lie more if need.
"About what?" Lucas asked as he placed an egg onto Brooke's plate, along with some bacon and potatoes.
"Uhm … well actually the kids are going to go over there today … the kids miss … well the kids" she laughed after her lie.
"Ok" Lucas chuckled. Brooke smiled happy Lucas didn't see the lie in her face. She turned around looking a Madison.
"Crazy girl what is up with your hair?" she laughed looking at the tangled mess that was her daughters hair "trying to make a birds nest?" Brooke asked and Madison giggled.
"No silly …I was just westleing cayeb when I woke up!" she defended herself and Brooke laughed.
"I think I like the sound of the birds nest better" Brooke laughed taking a few more bites of her breakfast before standing up walking to the bathroom and grabbing a brush, two clips and ponytails, and most of all famous detangling spray.
"Brooke don't worry about it now … just eat your breakfast" Lucas said standing up and grabbing the supplies from her hands. Brooke took them back into her hands.
"Luke I am a mom … this is what I do" Brooke said and Lucas rolled his eyes at her and she began praying Madison's hair. Lucas smiled at her resting his hands lightly on Brooke's waist and laying a soft kiss a Brookes smooth cheek making Brooke show her dimpled smile.
Brooke brushed Madison's first pigtail out and looked up at Lucas who was gathering the kids finished plates.
"Hey I have to talk to you too by the way" Brooke said taking a rubber band out of her mouth and placing in around her wrist.
"Oh really?" Lucas asked.
"Yeah but ill tell as soon as Haley picks up the kids," Brooke said and just as she said that Haley walked in with Amanda and Jamie.
"Hello, hello … bestest auntie ever is here" Haley announced and Brooke laughed as she finished up Madison's hair placing a clip to hold loose strands that Madison decided to cut herself.
"Way to make an entrance" Brooke said and gathered the hair supplies putting them away in the bathroom.
"I learn from the best" she smiled at Brooke and she rolled her eyes.
"Is everyone ready to go?" Haley asked looking at Madison and Caleb.
"Yup!" Madison said cheerfully and used her little legs to walk up to Amanda and Jamie.
"Alright have fun," Brooke said giving each of her kids a kiss. "I love you" she assured them and they both united in an 'I love you too'
"Alright lets go" Haley said gathering the kids out the door. "Talk to you later Brooke" Haley said and Brooke nodded with a smile as Haley left.
"Alright I am curious … what did you need to talk to me about?" Lucas asked walking up to Brooke and wrapping his arms softly around her waist.
Brooke laughed, "I was just going to tell you the real reason the kids are with Haley" Brooke said like it was no big deal at all.
"Well what's the reason?" Lucas asked curiously
"I just figured considering you are leaving tomorrow that maybe we could spend tonight together" Brooke smiled wrapping her arms around his neck letting her fingers run softly through his blonde locks on the back of his head.
"Oh I was so hoping that's what you would say" Lucas said honestly and dipping his head down to kiss her on the lips. His lips softly kissed her and then his lips ran down towards her earlobe giving it a slight nip causing Brooke to throw her head back in pleasure. His lips continued running down her neck and then he soft sucked the place that drover her nuts, right where her neckline starts… it tickled her but in a good way. She moaned in pleasure but pushed him away.
"Luke" she whined, "I said tonight right now, even though I would much rather be kissing you, I have to run errands and get ready for tonight" she complained.
"No you don't" he assured her with a smirk on his face and he again began kissing her on the lips.
She pulled away "god I love you" she said and the she began kissing him. She pulled away "but I really have to go" she said and gave him short little kisses before finally pulling away looking at him with a smile. "Ill see you tonight" she said and Lucas groaned in disapproval. She laughed giving him one final kiss before leaving
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"Brooke Scott" a woman with short dark hair called looking up from her clipboard. Brooke stood up nervously taking a gulp before walking into the therapist office.
It felt so weird to her to even be seeing a therapist. Brooke never thought she was the kind of person who "needed" a shrink but she really needed to figure her life out at the moment and if a shrink would help well then so be it.
"Hello ms. Scott" an older woman with light hair greeted.
"Hi" Brookes voice cracked nervously.
"Go ahead and have a seat Brooke," the woman order and Brooke nodded taking a seat "so what will we be talking about today?" the woman asked.
"Uhm well … it's a little complicated" Brooke confessed.
"It usually is" the woman laughed "just go ahead and tell me" she said and Brooke nodded in agreement before beginning.
"Well as you can see I am pregnant" Brooke began
"Oh so it does have something to do with the little bundle of joy" the woman said smiling and Brooke laughed
"Bundles of joy actually … I am having twins" Brooke explained.
"Wow …I see" the woman said looking down at Brookes belly and up at Brooke "congratulations" the woman smiled.
"Thank you" Brooke said happily "ok so I am pregnant with twins and I don't know who the father is … god I must sound like such a whore" Brooke said looking down and shaking her head. She continued before the lady could say anything "I'm really not though … you see I went out this night and I got drunk for the first time in god know how long because I have two other babies at home … anyways the point is I got drunk that night and the ext morning I woke up naked next to one of my good friends …and I cant remember what happened" Brooke said still looking down and the woman cut Brooke off right there.
"So is this why you are here? Do you feel confused? Lost? Stressed?" the therapist asked
"Well that's a whole other part of my problems" Brooke laughed "but no that's not why I am here …I'm here because I had this dream about that night and it was really weird. I couldn't get out everything because it was all really blurry almost like I was drunk which is also weird because I was drunk that night anyways the point is … I saw chase …my good friend, well first he had his arms around me and he was caring me into his apartment and then on his bed and then it got really weird and he was calling me beautiful. After that it was all really blurry but I can swear on my life I saw him taking his shirt off" Brooke explained and sighed, she was getting sick of telling this story already.
"Have you had this dream more than once?" she asked sitting up in her seat suddenly intrigued.
"No … what do you think the dream means?" Brooke asked
"Well Brooke dreams could be just a fragment of your imagination … something you want to happen…" the woman began
"So you think it's not real?" Brooke asked
"No that's not what I am saying Brooke …I don't know if this dream is real Brooke …only you can know if this dream is real … do you think it is?" she asked
"I don't know" Brooke sighed frustrated.
"Look Brooke I think you should go home and put some thought into what you think the dream means … them come back tomorrow and tell me what you think the dream means" the woman said leading Brooke to the door.
"So that's it? Were done here?" Brooke asked looking at the therapist confused.
"Until tomorrow yes" the woman said.
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"Haley that therapist is a bunch of crap!" Brooke said and Haley laughed
"Brooke relax its just the beginning … trust me, the more you go the better it gets" Haley said picking up the mess the kids just made off the floor.
"It better be because all that basically went on was I went in and came out," Brooke said and Haley laughed
"Shut up" she said, "what really happened?" Haley asked
Brooke sighed
"I told her what happened and she said dreams could be my imagination, what I would have wanted to happen but she thinks I know if the dream was real I just need to think about it … so I think about it today and tomorrow I tell her what I think" Brooke said and grabbed a grape from the bowl in the middle of the kitchen table and popped it in her mouth. "Really I think she knows and she just drags these damn appointments on to suck my money from me," Brooke said
" Probably … I mean that is how the world works. Anyways so I guess you have a lot of thinking to do tonight," Haley said
"I have a hell of a lot more and better things to do than thinking tonight" Brooke said
"And what might that include?" Haley asked.
"Me and Lucas" Brooke said with a deep dimpled smile on
"Lucas and I …and never mind I do not want to know" Haley said disgusted causing Brooke to laugh hysterically.
"Shut up!" Haley laughed back "it wasn't that funny …shouldn't be with Lucas right now anyways?" Haley asked
"Actually ya … bye hales" Brooke said still laughing a little as she walked out.
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"I'm here," Brooke yelled out as she entered the house and rested her coat on the rack. St first she didn't pay much attention but she looked around and noticed the house was lit with candles. Brooke smiled and laid her purse on the coffee table.
"Luke?" she called looking around the house. As she entered the kitchen she saw Lucas at the stove finishing up the meal he was making.
"Someone was a little excited about tonight," Brooke said getting Lucas' attention. He looked up at her and smiled.
"Hey pretty girl … I didn't even here you come in," he said making their plates now that the food was ready.
"So what's all this?" Brooke asked curiously.
"Oh come on Brooke you know I am a romantic guy" Lucas joked and Brooke laughed
"Well you have your moments every now and then" Brooke admitted as she sat down at the table and Lucas placed a plate in front of her. Brooke looked at the large amount with wide eyes.
"Luke what the hell? Could you have possibly given me any more food?" Brooke said looking up at him in disbelief. Lucas laughed at her face expression.
"You're eating for three" Lucas winked as he took a bite.
"I don't care!" Brooke said and gathered a biteful onto her fork. "I will not be able to eat all of this!" Brooke complained as she took a bite.
"Ok eat as much as you can though," Lucas said with smirk taking another bite. "So what did you do today?" Lucas asked
"Just ran some errands and went to see Haley again," Brooke said and Lucas nodded
"Did you pack?" Brooke asked and Lucas nodded.
"I really, really wish I didn't have to go" Lucas admitted.
"Yeah … me too" Brooke admitted as well.
Small talk continued throughout the meal and once Brooke and Lucas were finished Lucas gathered the plates and Brooke took her glass of juice and walked into the family room sitting comfortably waiting for Lucas. Once Lucas finished cleaning up he came and sat with Brooke. Brooke stretched out and rested her feet softly on the coffee table.
"Ugh! I hate being pregnant!" Brooke complained and Lucas laughed "I'm serious I cant wait till these babies are out! They make me ache and so many other things I choose not to discuss" Brooke said.
"Well your getting there … just a little longer" Lucas said and Brooke sighed.
"Ya … just a little longer" Brooke said and rubbed her belly. She looked up at Lucas and noticed the broody expression on his face.
"What's wrong?" Brooke asked and sat up immediately.
"Nothing" Lucas said and stood up pouring himself a little more of his drink.
"Don't lie to me Lucas Scott! Tell me what's wrong!" Brooke demanded standing up in front of him.
"Brooke its nothing really … I was just thinking" Lucas said
"About?" Brooke demanded again. Lucas sighed.
"Well I was just wondering what is going to happen f these kids aren't mine but they are Chases … Brooke I have been lying to myself, I keep telling myself there is no way they are Chases but I know there is a big chance they will be his" Lucas said and Brooke looked down not knowing what to say.
"Believe me Brooke I am hoping that even if they are Chases thing wont get weird and change … but there is this part of me that thinks things will never be the same" Lucas said and Brooke looked up at him.
"Luke say I had kid before I met you that wasn't yours … would that change things? Would that change us?" Brooke asked
"Brooke its not the same and you know it!" Lucas argued and Brooke looked down and gulped. She began to pace running her fingers through her hair.
"Ok" she said and stopped standing right in front of him. "Give me your hands" she said and held her hands out for his. Lucas softly placed his hands in hers wondering what it was she was about to do.
Brooke looked him straight in the eyes. Without taking her eyes off of his she softly placed his hands on her round belly holding them there.
"Lucas Scott I can 100% honestly tell you that I believe and know these babies are ours" Brooke said starring him in the eyes and tightening her grip on his hands. "Ok?" she asked and she could feel the tears forming in her eyes.
Lucas smiled and removed on hand from her belly and caressed her cheek. "Don't cry … I believe you Brooke" he assured her.
"You better because I am not letting go of us … or you, or the kids, or any of it! Not after how far we have come," Brooke said firmly as tears that she couldn't hold back any more fell down her face.
"What are you talking about Brooke? I am not going anywhere … I promise. I am just letting my mind search over the worse" Lucas admitted, "I love you too much to leave you" Lucas said honestly and Brooke laughed as tears continued to fall.
"Stop crying Brooke" he said wiping the tears fro her cheek.
"I cant," she laughed and he laughed with her pulling her into his embrace and giving her a soft kiss on the lips. Her tears stopped and she began to kiss him back letting her hands wrap around his waist pulling him closer to her.
When air became an issue they separated breathless and laughing.
"Did that help the crying?" Lucas asked
Brooke nodded "definitely" she said and went in for another kiss. Lucas kissed her softly again but then broke the kiss.
"Hold on their tiger … is still have surprise" Lucas said walking away and up to the stereo. The song by 311 called love song began to play and Brooke felt the butterflies fly in her stomach.
"Its our song!" she awed and Lucas laughed.
"Yeah … it's been a while since we have danced to it and I figured that tonight would be a good idea for it" Lucas said walking up to her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Brooke wrapped her arms around his neck and they swayed to the music.
"I love this" Brooke said and rested her headed on his shoulder as they danced. Lucas smiled proud that his idea worked. Brooke looked up at Lucas with a smile on her face.
"I love you Luke … and I will always love you" she said the lyrics with a smile and Lucas smiled at her.
"I love you too Brooke" he promised and kissed her again.
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BandLforever- hello bestest! Well let me begin by thanking you for your review! I hope you liked this chapter too! Btw did you hear that there will be 7th season? But that's the last one (Sad face) oh and I have a spoiler and I don't know if you want to know about it so I wont tell you yet but its really good! Anyways let me know if you want to know the spoiler and please review thanks again!
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Tess mtiv- well lets begin by saying hello and thanks! I loved your review! I am really happy you liked the chapter and I hope you liked this one… IDK I cant say much but the next chapter is pretty exciting and we might even find out what happened that night but I am not sure yet lol. Well its glad I am not the only one either btw! Thanks again and please review this chapter too!