Psycho Itachi ()

This is stupid. How could you think that Deidara's hatred obsession with
Itachi can turn into love? Have you ever even hated anyone before?? Seriously,
this is particularly why I hate yaoi. IT'S A BUNCH OF RETARDED CRACK!!

Get over your self! It makes you look like a real coward when you can't even sign in to tell me what you think! I didn't make you read this so get over yourself! You're entitled to your own opinion but you don't need to be a jerk. If anyone else agrees with them feel free to tell me, but please in a nicer way.

Anyway thanks to all my nice reviewers and this is for you guys! I love you! I would comment all of your but there's lots and I'm not got with lot's of stuff XD I hope you like it! Any questions just ask! XD

Deidara's POV

I stare at you in shock and pull back eyes wide. You continue to gaze at me biting your lip nervously. I open my mouth to say something but I don't know what to say.

"A-are you sure Itachi, yea?" I finally sputter out. You nod.

"Yes…I'm ready and you deserve it more than anyone." You reply staring at me your dark eyes boring into mine. I stroke the side of your face and continue to stare at you. Finally I smile and kiss you softly.

"Thank you Itachi." I whisper. You smile and stand up.

"Tomorrow night okay?" You ask. I nod and smile as I stand up. We walk into the base and I walk you to your room. When you're at your door you turn and kiss me passionately on the lips. I yelp in surprise then kiss you back hungrily holding you against my chest. We pull back and you smirk sexily before stepping into your room and closing the door.

-That night-

I lay in my bed half asleep. But when I do sleep, I dream of you. And they aren't sweet and romantic. In my dreams I hurting you and you're crying and asking me why I'm doing this to you.

Small whimpers break the heavy silence of the dimly lit room. You lay on the bed. Naked and exposed. Tears course down your cheeks and an unknown person licks them away laughing. You try to pull away but the person stops you.

"P-Please why are you doing this?" You whisper in a broken voice. The person chuckles and bites you roughly causing you to gasp in pain. You whimper softly and the person smiles cruelly. His face comes into view and it's me.

I'm hurting you…

I'm doing this…

I wake with a start and breathe deeply. Tobi and Kisame are asleep on the other bed. I glance at Kisame as he holds Tobi protectively. The way he used to hold Itachi. I get to my feet and Tobi wakes up along with Kisame.

"Where you going sempai?" Tobi asks. I ignore him and make a face at Kisame before walking out of the room. I think about going to your room, but I can't face you. Not now. Instead I walk into the living room and end up passing out on the couch.

Kisame's POV

Tobi and I wake up. Deidara's not in his room so we make out for awhile and head into the living room. Deidara's asleep on the couch and Hidan and Kakuzu are snickering at him. Moments later Itachi glides into the room and I bit my lip in fear of saying or doing something. Itachi cocks his head at Deidara before sighing and walking to where the brat's asleep. He kneels down and gently nudges his arm. Deidara doesn't move and Itachi's nose wrinkles the way it does when he's frustrated. Itachi shoves Deidara off the couch and Deidara wakes with a start. He glances up at Itachi and grins. I watch Itachi smile and lean down kissing Deidara gently. Deidara get's to his feet and glances at me before smiling brightly at Itachi. Itachi takes his hand and the two walk off. Deidara looks over his shoulder and sticks his tongue out at me. I grit my teeth and take a menacing step toward him, but Tobi grabs my arm stopping me.

"Don't Kisame; he's just trying to annoy you." I nod and wrap my arms around his shoulder. He smiles up at me and I smile back kissing him softly.

Itachi's POV

It's almost night and I'm nervously waiting for Deidara. We plan on using my room. His is too trashed. Deidara said he wanted tonight to be special and that did not include dirty socks and underwear lying about. I sit on the edge of my bed and gaze around the room. Will I be different when I lose it? Will I change? Will Deidara enjoy himself? I know he's used to being uke from Sasori; and although I never thought I'd ever lose it to Deidara let alone as his uke, I'm excited I'm also nervous. Very, nervous. Uchiha's shouldn't get nervous. But, I've always been different from them. I can't sit still. I get up and pace the room biting my lip. My eyes dart to the window. The sun is setting. It's almost time. I close my eyes and concentrate on my breathing.

In, Out, In Out, In, Out…

I frown and push my hair back from my face. I'll be fine. No need to panic. I nearly jump when the door opens and Deidara stands at the entrance smiling nervously. Behind him I can see Hidan who cat calls.

Hmm…Deidara must have told him. Deidara closes the door and we stand in awkward silence. My eyes stay on the ground as does his. At least I'm not the only one nervous…

"Sooo…" Deidara starts quietly watching me with anxious blue eyes. My lips twitch into a smile which he returns. He makes the first over and walks toward me. I glance up at him suddenly very anxious. Deidara notices and takes my hand gently in him.

"It's okay Itachi; I'll be gentle, yeah." He smiles beautifully and I nod. He gently leads me to the bed and we sit down gazing at each other. Deidara smiles and kisses me before removing his shirt. After a moment I do the same. My hands are shaking so bad and Deidara looks at me surprised. He takes off his remaining clothes and stands naked and gorgeous. I can't go further and sit still shaking my head down, so he won't see my face.

"Here…Let me help." Deidara coos. I allow him to pull off my pants and boxers blushing like a girl. He stands back and looks at me. I hope he likes what he sees. He apparently does because he smiles and leans over me kissing me gently along my jaw and throat. I lay back allowing him control and he gently strokes my face. He puts his fingers in front of my face and tells me to suck them. I raise an eyebrow but do as I'm told. Once he's satisfied he takes his hand away and smiles at me. I shyly smile back. Deidara's blonde hair trails down my chest as he kisses me gently. I wrap my arms around his tan lean shoulders and pull him against myself. Deidara grins and I feel his hand move between my legs. I wince a bit when he enters with two fingers. He stretches me for awhile. Then he smiles and pulls out making me feel oddly empty.

"You ready, yeah?" He asks. I nod and smile up at him.

"Yes."

Deidara's POV

I stare down at you and cup your cheek lovingly while you smile shyly up at me. I kiss your for head and grin comfortingly. All, thoughts of hurting you gone. While still kissing you I position myself and thrust into you to the hilt. Your scream of pain is muffled by my lips and you arch your back in pain fingers digging into my back tears streaming down your flushed cheeks.

'Shhh, shhh it's okay." I whisper. You gulp and nod holding onto me tightly. I began to thrust gently at first then I begin to speed up. You're so tight and warm. I moan and after a moment you moan as well arching up into me. I thrust wildly matching your thrusts. Our moans mingle and you let out a groan of ecstasy. You wrap your legs around me pulling me closer and we kiss passionately. You come before I do moaning loudly and falling back against the bed eyes half open. I come immediately after you filling you and fall beside you. We pant. Both of us covered in sweat. I smile at you and pull you close kissing your neck softly.

"H-how did you like it?' I pant. You look up at me and smile tiredly.

"It was…amazing." You whisper. I smile and hold you close to my chest feeling your heart beat rapidly. You fall asleep against me, and I smile softly kissing you again.

"I love you Itachi." I whisper slowly falling asleep as well.

Itachi's POV

I wake up soar but satisfied. Are you supposed to feel different when you lose your virginity? Other worldly perhaps? I don't feel much different but sore. Very sore. I sit up and rub my eyes looking around. Deidara's gone. I get to my feet wincing in pain. I slowly pull some clothes on and walk out of my room and into the kitchen. I'm greeted by Hidan's large grin and I glare at him. Deidara's sitting at the table he smiles at me and my face softens. I walk over to him and we kiss.

"How you feeling, yeah?" Deidara asks softly. I grimace.

"I'm sore." I confess softly. Deidara smiles. He wraps his arm around me and I sit gingerly on his lap. Hidan grins and watches us his purple eyes wide with excitement. I ignore him and kiss Deidara softly. Deidara smiles proudly the whole morning obviously pleased with himself. I can't help but be happy too.

-

Later he and Mada- "Tobi" go on a mission and they won't be home for three days. I decide to stay in my room and relax until I'm not so sore. I sit on my bed reading and eating skittles. The door opens and I look up to see Kisame. He stands at the door awkwardly looking at me. I glance up at him curiously. He stares at his feet.

"Sooo." He begins. I stay quiet waiting for him to continue. He glances at me and sighs softly rubbing the back of his head in the old habit of his.

"I…I heard you lost your…um virginity to…..Deidara." He mumbles. My face burns and I look at my lap.

"Yeah…" I don't miss Kisame's hurt expression.

"Why him?" He whispers. I stare at him as his hands shake. He looks at me and sighs.

"Was it because I don't look good enough?" He asks.

"Kisame…" I whisper standing up.

"No! Don't Kisame me! I was with you since you pretty much joined the Akatsuki and I got nothing out of it! B-But you get with Deidara and you pretty much hand it over to him! Why...Why…what does he have that I don't?" Kisame whispers. I walk toward him my hand out. He doesn't pull back and allows me to hug him.

"Kisame you're my first love and you'll always be dear to me." I whisper softly stroking his hair gently. Kisame shakes and sits down.

"Please Itachi…come back to me…I'll take care of you. I swear." He mutters. I ignore his pleas and continue to hold him. He wraps his arms around me and holds me close.

"I'll always love you Itachi…always." Kisame mutters eyes shining with unshed tears. I feel a stab of guilt in my chest and I kiss him softly.

"Is there anyway I can make it up to you?" I ask. Kisame looks down at me surprised.

"What?" He asks softly.

"I want to make it up to you…is there any way I can?' I whisper.

What do you think Itachi should do for Kisame? I already have a pretty good idea; I just want your input. Dei and Ita still need to get into a fight so I need ideas that may piss off Dei. Love you!