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Chapter 10 : It all ends with a razor.
Kims POV
I ran to the bathroom, tears running down my face. I shut the stall door, and feel to the floor, I remembered I always had spear clothes in my bag. I took them out at started to get changed. I changed into a pink shorts with red underwear. I sighed, tears will still running down my face. Suddenly the bathroom door opened, two girls walked in. I quickly picked up my stuff and stood on the toilet so they would not see my feet. I peeked through the keyhole, it was Grace and Donna Toblin, applying makeup in front of the mirror. They started talking. "Oh my effin god, I can't believe Kim Peed herself", Donna said while snickering. "I wish I could have seen it", Grace said. "Yeah you were busy with other things aye", Donna said while snickering. "Yeah I was looking for dresses for the formal on Saturday, Jack asked me if I would go with him", Grace said. I was so prepared to kick the bathroom stall down and unleash a can of kick ass on these bitches. But I didn't , I wanted to know what else was going on. "Omigod, good for you, I think Brody is going to ask me, me and him have been flirting for months, we even kissed before him and kim broke up", Donna said. Now it was personal. I waited for them to leave. I left the stall. I felt like everybody hated me. Everybody. I started to walk home. I've never felt this depressed before in my life. When I got home my mom was not there, as usual. She left some money. I stuffed it In my bag, I walked upstairs and collapsed on my bed. I laid there for a while. Then I saw it, a razor blade. I heard about people cutting themselves, they said it would make you feel better, like releasing all the bad spirits or whatever. Maybe I should try, maybe it would make me feel better. I walked into the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror, my face was red, tearstained and puffy. I took the razorblade in my hand, I have never done this before in my life. I held my left hand out. I started to cut , it was painful at first but then it started to go numb, I didn't cut deep because I heard if u go to deep you can die. It was light small cuts. The blood ran down my arm. When I was finished I looked at my arm. I dropped the razor blade. Blood dripping everywhere. I rinsed it off. Cleaned up the evidence. My arm still bled. I went to my bed. Intending to sleep, but I hoped I would never wake up.