Freddie's P.O.V
Confess
Carly I can't even I ..I am speechless I know I wasn't always the most responsible guardian ever but
I know that I taught you about protections and responsibility...
How could you go and do this..with him!
Hey!
Well answer me!
I Spencer I'm sorry I never wanted to disappoint you..
Well great job kid cause you did more then that ..
A few tears rolled down Carly's checks why wasn't she just saying the truth? Why was Sam letting her take the fall? I should speak up but I couldn't there was a look on Sam's face that was just so heart breaking that it left me speechless.
Dad is going to flip out I failed all he did for us growing up and all he did was ask me to take care of his little girl.
I'm such a loser god I can't even keep a 16 year old girl in the apartment you always been a good kid Carly what the hell happened to you! Why would you do something so dumb so irresponsible so..so uh!
Carly looked so broken the tears were coming down harder and every word he said made her flinch. I swallowed I should say something I hated seeing her so broken up but I was frozen so far he hadn't said much to me if I stayed quiet...
She didn't Spencer she didn't have sex with Freddie
Sam stay out of this in fact you should go Carly and I need..
No Spencer listen to me Carly was watching the parade she didn't even know where we were we sneaked off and I ..She licked her lips Carly grabbed her hands trying to pull her down but Sam shock her off.
Sam don't lie for her it only makes it worse we all know you hate Freddie..
Why does everyone think I hate the nub just cause I pick on him I don't hate him..
Well you don't love him..do you cause I have been watching you Sam your not in love with him I know that..
Her eyes looked down she sighed I looked at her what was her answer I wanted to know myself.
She sat up straighter sighing Carly whispered to her Don't but she pushed her off without moving from her lap.
I watched her tongue play with her dry cracked lips as she looked around.
No ..Sorry Freddie but I'm not in love with Freddie..
So what the heck Sam are you saying?
She struggled with her next words...her eyes never left Carly's face. I watched as Carly kissed her forehead and held her what was going on?
I'm saying ..Freddie...
She looked at me I swallowed my throat felt dry ..
Yes Sam...
I croaked out..
I'm sorry ..
Wha..a..a...t..did Sam Puckett just say what I think she said?
I was speechless Spencer looked at her.
Slowly he went over he seemed to sense something cause he went silent sitting on the bed by them he put his hand on Sam's shoulder. She moistened her lips again as she went on.
I'm sorry Freddie I used you I don't love you …
Sam look we don't have to..I mean were only 16 I'm not looking to marry you or anything..
Good cause we couldn't..
Well not yet but in a few yea..
No Freddie we can't ever
What are you talking about of course we can once were..legal..
Freddie we can..I mean me and you ..you and I we can never
Freddie I used you to test myself..
Huh?
What are you talking about Sam?
I thought that maybe there was a glimmer of hope that maybe I wasn't..but I am..
Sam what are you trying to say?
Spencer's tone was soft and full of concern as Sam hung onto Carly so tight you could see the red marks on her neck ,Carly never flinched.
Freddie, Spencer please don't hate me..
Sam we can never hate you..
You say that now but ..
Sam your my little sister I love you no matter what just please talk to me..
I had sex with Freddie tonight to see if there was any way that it would change me
Change you how?
Change me so I wouldn't be a freak...
Sam your not a freak your a bit pushy and rude and...
I'm gay Spencer and I had sex with Freddie to see if having sex with a guy would fix me but it didn't I …
Sam oh god baby you don't need to be fixed your perfect the way you are..
Your what?
I chocked out swallowing became harder as Carly looked up holding her tight as she buried herself into Carly's shirt Spencer held her tight.
Did she just say what I think she did? Did she just confess she was gay and had used me?
I suddenly needed to lay down my heart was pounding so hard I felt sick I turned no one even saw me leave my heart dropped. I felt my eyes well up but I took a deep breath pushing it out of my mind. That's all I was to her just a toy she could use to play with and toss around when she was done. She had sex with me knowing she wasn't even straight? What kind of sick person does that?
My mom was still yelling as I came inside. I ignored her and headed straight for the shower I needed to wash off bad..my mind was spinning with so many questions.
Yet one was louder then all the others as much as I wanted to hate her I couldn't there was such a haunted look in her eyes it made me wonder was she okay?
Freddie...
I jumped screaming as I stepped out of my shower to see Carly standing there. She was blushing as she turned away why was she blushing?
Uh Freddie sorry my bad here..cover up..
Carly why so shy?
Okay I confess I never saw a boy naked before okay so please just..
Naked what are..you..ah!
Now it dawned on me...well today was so much fun I had my first time with a girl who hated me. I had my first arrest my first crush saw me in the buff and oh yea the girl I lost it to now was confessing she was gay and I convinced her of it...maybe I need to go to church and confess cause as much as this sucked I wouldn't take it back if I could.