Chapter 10 - Things will be Fine

-Author's note: Hello! So there will be one last chapter after this one, so I hope you enjoy and review what you thought about it!

-Spoiler Alert: Spoiler of Supernatural and Corpse Party.

-Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or Corpse Party.

It has been a couple of days since I talked to Maria. I feel a lot better because of that, the doctor said I could leave tonight. Maria talked to me what she had lived there, she said that the scares are always going to be there, but we can deal with them. She made me realize that Emily's death… it wasn't totally my fault. She lived the same thing as me, all of her friends died and no one remembers them, I am lucky to have Alice. Even though she's not doing so good…

My brothers are helping me with my stuff and Dad is filling out the release papers. One thing is bothering me though to leave, because hell I want to leave so bad, but Alice is going to be alone with this creepy story in her head that no one will believe her if she tells someone. I feel bad letting her down.

"Hey, kiddo, why don't you go change" Dean said.

I pick up some clothes and find the picture of me and Alice in the classroom. We weren't only two in that picture when we took it, William, Hannah, Ryan, Sebastien and Emily were in that photograph. They are really erased from our world…

I toss it back in the bag and grab my clothes heading to the bathroom.

"Dean" I turn around facing him "can we go see Alice before we leave?"

"Of course kid".

I enter the bathroom and start to change in my normal clothes that I missed so much. Black jeans, black t-shirt, a grey vest and my black combat boots. Now I recognize myself, I hate the hospital clothes.

I can't wait to see Alice, see if she is better, Dad, Sam and Dean have been telling me what was up with her, nightmares, hallucinations and she keeps mumbling to herself. I don't know if she is going to be okay one day, I hope for her. She is in the psychiatric ward of the hospital, she keeps screaming awake from nightmares, having panic attacks and started screaming in the middle of the day.

I didn't do a good job making sure she was fine, of course I was working on myself too. I was a total mess, I am still, nightmares, a few panic attacks, but I feel a lot better and I can't wait to get back on the road. I don't see Emily now, only when I want to think about her, I can see her when I close my eyes. This time she isn't hanging, she is smiling at me, sometimes laughing. Most of the time it makes me smile, but I can get sad, it shoves me the truth that I won't see Emily ever again, I won't be able to talk to her again…

"Here is my girl!" Dean exclaimed as I got out of the bathroom.

"Yeah" I slightly laughed "it's good to be back in those clothes".

"Hospital clothes aren't your color" Sam laughed.

"I prefer black" I agreed.

Dad enters the room smiling at me.

"You ready to leave?" He asked me.

"Yeah, but first I need to talk to Alice".

"Yeah, I thought so" Dad nodded "I already talked to the doctor, he'll bring us to see her in about ten minutes, a doctor is already checking her up".

"Okay".

I take out the picture I have of me and Alice. I still can remember the places where my friends were placed. Emily was also making a weird face to me and Hannah was jumping on Sebastian. I still can't believe they are gone…

"It's a nice picture" Dean said from behind me.

"Yeah, but it's sad" I admitted still staring at it.

"Why's that?"

"Because we were more on this picture".

"Well, you don't need a picture to remember this one" Dad said as he took the photo from my hands "I'm sure you can keep it in your mind".

"I don't want to forget them, like you guys forgot them…"

"You won't" Dean assured "because you loved and cared about them, I know you will always remember them. Also, if you need to talk about them because you're scared to forget, you can talk to us. You know that right?"

"Yeah…"

"I'll be a phone call away" Sam told me "you can call me any time".

"Thanks Sammy".

He is going back to Stanford. At my surprise, Dad didn't say anything.

I'm happy Sam came here though, he helped me a lot. He always have been the one who is there for you when you feel sad and the one who would want to talk about his feelings. God, I'm going to miss him so much.

Dad gives me back the picture and I put it in my jeans pockets.

"I have to go" Sam told me taking me in my arms and whispered to my ears "I'm proud of you kiddo, you're the strongest person I've met. I love you".

"Me too, Sammy, thank you for coming".

He pushes me away gently "I'll always be there for you, like I already said, I'm only a phone call away.

He says goodbye to Dad and Dean and he's out. He's gone again. I look down sadly, I miss him...

"I'll go put your stuff in the car, I'll be back in a minute" Dad said.

He grabs my bag and leaves me with Dean. My big brother bents in front of my lifting my chin with his finger.

"I'm sure this wasn't an official goodbye, you'll see him again, I promise".

He kisses the top of my head and I take him in my arms.

"Thank you Dean".

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The doctor came to get us, he leads us to Alice's room in the psychiatric wards. I hope she'll be fine, I hope she'll recover at least a bit. She is so brilliant, she can have a great future. But again, the supernatural broke another life. It's so unfair.

The doctor opens me the door and I walk in alone giving a smile at my father and Dean to tell them I'm going to be okay.

I spot Alice sitting on her bed, her legs cross and she's looking out her small window.

"Hey, Alice" I greeted.

She turns her head a bit staring at me with red eyes, she has been crying.

"How you feeling this morning?" I asked.

She doesn't answer staring back outside. So I sit on the edge of her bed sighing.

"I'm leaving today, not just the hospital, the town and I won't be back soon. I promise that I'll call and write letters to you if you want to".

Tears start to fall down her face. I force her a smile and take her in my arms. I don't want to let her go, I feel like it's a mistake to leave her alone. Sure her parents are there, but they don't understand what really happened to her. Sam went and told her everything, trying to make her feel better, but I don't know if it made her feel better or worst.

"I'm sorry I have to leave you, but I need to get back on the road with my family. I promise you that I will never forget you and we have to keep in touch" I said in her ear.

I pull away smiling as I feel tears threating to fall, but I have to be strong for her.

"I have this for you" I take out the picture "I know it's missing some people on it, but I want you to have it. To remember that I'll always be there for you and that you can remember the moment we took that picture, with all of our friends, you remember right?"

She nods taking the picture in her hands and without any warning, she jumps in my arms crying.

"I'll mi-miss y-you!" She cried.

"Me too, Alice, I'll miss you so much. Like I said, I'll call and write".

For the last time, and hopefully not the last, I smile at her.

"Bye Alice".

"Bye Alex".

With that, I exit the room. Dad and Dean are looking at me sadly but I ignore them walking down the hallway. I hope she'll be okay.

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In the car, I'm decided, I will write to Alice one time a week and try to call her each day. I think that writing to her will be good, that way, when she'll be sad, she will be able to cheer up with my letters. Everything for her, I'll do everything for her to be better. I know though that she's strong, hell, she's the one that got us out of this place. She's the one that was smart enough to make the research and deal with everything. I guess that's why it brought her here today, she didn't have the time to get scared or panic, she just went for it and found us a way out. Also, like all of us, I guess that she saw fucked up things.

I look up at the light blue clouds.

My friends were the best friends I had in all my life. I will never forget them and I will take care of the one I have left. For Emily, I still blame myself a little bit. Sam, Dean and Dad assured me it wasn't my fault, but a part of me doesn't believe him. I need someone to blame. I could blame Sachiko… but I don't know if I can. I mean it wasn't totally her fault someone murdered her in front of her mother who died in front of her. It's unfair.

I sigh as I feel a single tear fall on my check which is quickly wiped off as I think about the people that were my friends. My only friends I had in my life in an actual school.

Hannah, Sebastien, Ryan, William, Yuka, Miss Blake…

Emily, I love you and I will never forget you.

I know things will be better.