AN: I bring you four more drabbles! :D Woo hoo!

Disclaimer: If I owned Sailor Moon, the senshi would not hover over Usagi as much as they do now (no offense).

Theme: # 34

His Girl

The scene before my eyes was one hundred percent real; because the twinge in my heart was enough to know that I was awake. Dreams – particularly my dreams – were never as painful as reality, my reality. I winced as my heart gave another painful thump, but thankfully no one noticed as they watched the scene before them. They were happy for her and I suppose I should be happy as well, but I wasn't. I tore my gaze from the painful scene to stare at the floor.

Yes, I should be happy. I should be able to see a smile on her face and smile because she was happy. But that was impossible because I wasn't the one to brighten her day that way. I wasn't the one who had his arms around her slim body. I wasn't the one who had his lips pressed against – what I can imagine – her soft full lips. I wasn't the one who was caressing her cheek or her back. I wasn't the one running his hand through her silky golden strands of hair. I wasn't the one who had just proposed in front of all her…friends. I winced once again at the thought of the word. That was all I ever was to her.

I felt someone poke my arm, so I blinked away the tears that were stinging my eyes before I looked up. Yaten's face was twisted with worry and deep concern. Though he often pretended like her didn't care about my lover for her, it was obvious that he did. He opened his mouth to say something, but I shook my head, stopping him. He nodded, understanding and turned to face Taiki. He nodded his head towards the large group of smiling people who were heading to the Crown to celebrate. The brunette was about to ask about me, but Yaten made a zippering gesture over his mouth. Taiki nodded and they both headed over to the group. I turned away and walked in the opposite direction.

It was obvious to the other pedestrians that I had no destination and that I was merely wandering around. But I was completely oblivious to that, so when I ended up in front of the entrance to the park, I was surprised. I didn't hesitate to walk through the park, in search of a bench hidden by trees. When I found it, I felt a micro-surge of happiness, but it was gone as I lay on the bench. I sighed and watched the clouds through the trees.

The tears were stinging my eyes again. No matter how hard I tried, the golden haired angel would never be mine. She'd always be his. Always. My heart gave another pang. A groan escaped my lips while I clutched my chest. My thoughts were interrupted by the clearing of a throat. I sat up to find a pair of garnet eyes watching me. It took a while for my eyes to adjust to the darker setting of the tiny wood area of the park, but it was Setsuna.

"You knew it was going to happen at some point, Seiya," she stated. I gave her some room to sit on the bench and she gave me a small appreciative smile.

I shrugged and gulped down the lump in my throat, "I just didn't think it'd be so soon."

She held my hands in hers, but I still didn't trust her (considering our history) and pushed them away. She smiled apologetically and held a hint of sadness in her eyes, "I'm sorry, Seiya. I truly am."

She stood and before walking away, she added, "But you'll always be in her heart." And she disappeared.

I wiped away a falling tear and whispered to myself, "But that'll never be enough. She'll always be his girl. She'll always be Chiba Mamoru's."

AN: Please don't hate me. ;-; This basically wrote itself, and I liked it this way even though it hurt my Sei-chan! D: