A/N I am so so sorry about not updating for a week! I have been extremely busy and I am planning a party! Hope this nearly 3000 words chapter makes up for it :)

Chapter 6

Tris POV

On my first official day of living with the sexiest human being I have ever met, I have to leave for Abnegation. I'm heartbroken that I have to leave and extremely sad for my mother. My mother is such a fearless and caring women, she loves me even after I left her. I will go to Abnegation though, I have too, I want to help her get through this, and she can't die, not now. I'm sure even though she is Abnegation, she would not like a non-honourable death since she was Dauntless.

It's okay.

I remind myself everything is going to be okay. The selfless women who I call my mother even though I don't know a lot about her, is in hospital and apparently it wasn't an accident. I need to find out why; I always do, even if I have to sacrifice myself. My eyes flutter open, and I lay in bed for a while processing again all the things Caleb, my brother told me. I turn my head slightly and see Tobias sleeping peacefully, his strong hands wraped around my stomach. I slowly creep out of bed carefully, making sure I don't wake up Tobias, while removing his hands from my stomach. I walk to the bathroom, coldness surrounding me as soon as I am not in contact with Tobias. I shower quietly, dress, brush my teeth and leave a message for Tobias just in case he wakes up and starts to worry. My narrow thin hands reach for a pen and paper and I slowly write in neat handwriting:

IV

Gone to get breakfast don't worry.

VI

Looking over one last time while I blow Tobias an air kiss, my hands reach the bedroom door and slowly and quietly turn the door handle. I walk out of our apartment down the treacherous and hard to climb corridor paths to the cafeteria to get some breakfast, passing the uneven rock walls. I search the cafeteria, it's like a ghost town, a few lights bounce off the walls but that's it. I hunt for a muffin and grab two; I turn and walk towards where I work. Using some of my physically endurance to walk out of the Pit and up to the offices I see Harrison is there and I walk up to him and smile. Harrison isn't a leader; however he is quite high up in the Dauntless compound, so he is almost a leader. He turns around, his blonde ponytail swaying. He returns the smile.

'Hello Harrison, how are you?' I ask

'I'm fine and you?' He responds

'I'm fine as well; look I need to talk to you. I realize you are not a leader but with Max unfortunate death, you are the only one I know.' I breathe for a few seconds, inhaling the air which smells a little of his cologne. I look straight into his eyes and say with a blank expression on my face, trying to hold back the vomit and the tears that burn in my body every time I think of my mother in hospital.

'My mother has had an accident and is wishing to see me, I know that that goes against some rules in Dauntless but since I am an Ambassador I can go to Abnegation headquarters as well and arrange a meeting for our plans we discussed a couple of days ago.'

He pauses for a second; processing all the information I gave him. 'I am sorry to hear that, I give you permission to exit the compound for a day if you agree to have a meeting with the Council there, which you have. I shall arrange the meeting this morning, take the one o'clock train out, it will take some time to get there' His deep voice booms in room we stand in. For a Dauntless he looks so normal, ordinary. Behind his authority he is kind and thoughtful.

'I do agree, thank you very much' I say in a strong voice. I smile and turn around and he departs to go to his office. As I walk, thoughts of my mother fill my mind, swaying my hand simultaneously back and forth I walk back towards my apartment. I look up and to my amazement and absolute horror, Jack the guy who flirts with me is walking towards me. I stop in my tracks. My sudden anger is like a trapped tiger, Jack doesn't approach me but he notices I stop, he makes eye contact with me and winks and continues to walk straight. I look away trying to control the temptation of running and punching him. Bags of two muffins still in hand and ignoring my sudden uprising of anger, I walk back to my apartment without any other distractions, my head down.

'Thank you for the note' Tobias says as I walk into the living room. He walks up behind me and wraps his hands around my waist and kisses me on the cheek. I lean back to him, he kisses me on the lips and I give him his breakfast and I slowly eat mine, nibbling on the top and making my way down. We sit on the sofa.

'So I went to Harrison after I got our breakfast. I told him my mother is in hospital and I need to go see her, I said I would go to an Ambassador meeting as well. I will only be gone for a night'

He nods and adds 'when are you leaving?'

'I'm going to take the 1 o'clock train today'

'I have to work today and I won't be able to see you, but after lunch I'll walk you to the train'

'Thank you' I smile at him and continue to eat my muffin. The taste is indescribable, bursting with blueberry goodness and moistness. I finish nibbling on the top of the muffin and eat the sides, Tobias chuckles.

'You always eat your muffins weirdly' he says while laughing

'How is it weird?' I answer back laughing as well. He looks at me for a second and raises his thumb to my cheek, stroking it.

'Your beautiful you know that' He says staring into my eyes, I smile

'I love you' I reply, his smile widens.

'I love you too' our lips touch into an amazing kiss, full of love, passion and fire. Different from the ones we have had before. He slides me into his lap and runs his fingers down my arm making me shiver. I deepen the kiss and his tongue bounces on the bottom of my lip asking for entrance. I let him, without question and our tongues battle for dominance, roaming each other's mouth. I cup his face with both my hands one of them sliding up into his hair, gripping it. He slides his hand from my waist, up. I nervously position myself so I am straddling him, he doesn't object and I wrap my legs around his waist. He roams my thigh with his fingers which makes me gasp for air as I continue to kiss him. After a simple kiss things turn into a five minute, hot make out session.

I tug on his shirt, asking without speaking for it to come off, he takes it off without question and I slowly leave a trail of kisses on his neck, sucking on his sensitive spot. He moans making me continue. He whispers in my ear:

'It's not fair if only you have a shirt on and I don't' I laugh at his slightly pervert comment and nervously remove my top. His hands slide from my back to my front and he starts to kiss my neck, I gasp for air not realizing how amazing it feels. He sucks on my extremely sensitive spot on my neck and I moan loud, making him continue. I pull him back to my face and crash into his lips, his hands slide to my bra and my hands slides from his face to his abs and almost to his pants when I freeze.

What am I doing?

He wouldn't want to sleep with me. Tobias' notices I stop and in a calm voice with a hint of disappointment he says:

'What's wrong?'

'Nothing, it's not you, sorry' I mumble 'Let's go to work' I say clearing my throat. I reach for my top and his hands stop me. He pulls my face directly in front of him.

'What is wrong seriously? Weren't you enjoying what we were doing?'

'Yes… of course but I..uh… I just don't get why you would want me, out of everyone else' I say stuttering

'Oh Tris' he pauses 'You never understand that all those other girls are nothing compared to you. You never cease to amaze me, but those other girls, they are boring and unattractive'

I don't know what to say so I jump off him and walk towards the door, he sits there in shock. I go up to him and pull him up and kiss him on the lips.

'Sorry' I whisper into his ear 'Let's go'

Walking hand in hand, we take our separate ways after we reach the Pit; he has to go to the Control Room and I have to go to the office where Ambassadors and leaders work. He picks my hand up and kisses it and says 'Until lunch' we both depart smiling.

I walk away from Tobias and towards the offices that holds most of the meeting about other factions and the running of Dauntless. I am still in a daze because Tobias' small affections are always so captivating, I bump into someone- a person with dark brown eyes and a sweet smile- Jack.

'Sorry' I say looking down, once I look up and I see Jack smirking. Hate and repulsion rises up in my throat almost like vomit.

'No need to be sorry, it was entirely my fault' he whispers innocently and flirtatiously. I roll my eyes, more negative energy rising up in my body like a volcano ready to explode. Ignoring his flirtatious comment and smirk I shout in a strong and intimidating voice

'What do you want from me? I don't like you! Stay away from me! Your flirtatious comments will get you nowhere!' I stomp off, after punching him in the face, hard. All I wish now is that I could knock him out cold instead. I walk with a negative vibe to my dark musty office and begin my job.


Relief fills me, it's finally time I can be with Tobias, after a couple of hours without him I feel useless, lost. One quick look at my clock and I realize it is lunch, I sprint out of my office, faster than anyone else and jump over the uneven rocks almost like I am on an obstacle course .

'Four!' I shout as I sprint into the entrance of the cafeteria, breathing a little faster from my sprint. I am so extremely happy to see him! Since my unfortunate bumping into Jack, my mood changes dramatically. Now I am smiling from ear to ear.

'Tris!' he says just as enthusiastically and sprints up to me and tangles me into a tight warm hug. The feeling of being safe and secure in his arms springs into my mind; he chuckles against my ear and whispers:

'You seem excited'

'Because I saw you' He chuckles more, I give him a quick peck on the lips and before he can deepen it, I pull away. I walk into the cafeteria and grab my food while doing so, I notice a few people are staring at me and Tobias. Ignoring the stares I sit down next to Tobias and Uriah, Zeke sits next to Tobias and Shauna sits next to him. Christina, Will, Lyn and Marlene are opposite of me. Zeke and Shauna are dating because one they are madly in love with each other and two because no one else could love Zeke's evil genius mind. Christina and Will are such a sweet couple, honestly Christina can talk for days about Will only, it gets annoying most of the time but I'm happy for them. Uriah and Marlene obviously like each other, but neither of them will tell the other. I dig into my food, not realizing how hungry I am, after 30 seconds I finish my burger.

'You basically just inhaled that burger, didn't think you were that hungry!' Tobias says laughing I glare at him and continue to eat my lunch. Everyone makes small talk and Tobias and I hold hands underneath the table. Christina notices I am holding hands with Tobias and she smirks at me. I lift Tobias's hand and mine on his thigh, I then let go of his hand and start moving my hand up and down and in between his thigh. He looks at me and leans down to me ear so I can only hear him 'You are killing me' he whispers, I just chuckle; keeping my hand on his thigh rotating in a circular motion. I don't listen to any conversation next to me instead I enter a starring contest with Tobias and I enter trance of thoughts, realizing where my hand is so close too. I come out of my trance when Uriah says my name.

'Right, once Tris gets back from her glamorous trip to Abnegation we are all going to play Truth or Dare got it?' Uriah says enthusiastically.

'Truth or dare?' I ask with confusion evident in my voice.

'Yes it is a game where you pick a truth or a dare and you have to do it' Uriah explains cheekily, smiling wide.

'Wow that is helpful' I say with a hint of sarcasm in my voice. All the boys start smiling or smirking uncontrollably with a look of mischief on their faces, I honestly don't know why, nor do I want to know why. Zeke whispers something into Tobias ear because he thinks I can't hear him.

'When we play there is a lot of stripping and kissing' Tobias laughs his deep sexy laugh.

'Sounds good to me' he says out loud, chuckling. He looks at me and is greeted with a glare on my face with one eyebrow raised. His face turns red realizing I could hear him. He looks down and smirks grabbing my hand and running his thumb down it.

Secretly, I don't like the sound of 'Truth or Dare' It is always embarrassing for me to say anything about myself and the dares I bet can be lethal especially with Zeke's mad evil brain. I hate being the centre of attention and I can tell they all know I feel nervous. What if something bad comes out? Well I guess I will have to find out. After I finish my lunch, (somehow time I has flown by quicker than a speeding bullet) I say goodbye to all my friends and Tobias takes my hand and walks me out towards the train tracks.

The wind blows my hair backwards I squint my eyes from the bright hot sun once I step outside. Tobias and I walk silently, I inhale the air. There is something refreshing about being outside that I love.

We hear a faint train noise in the distance and know that it is quickly approaching.

'I'm going to miss you Tris' Tobias whispers, holding my hand and running his fingers in circles across my palm.

'I'm going to miss you more Tobias' I whisper so only he can hear me

'I highly doubt that' He says laughing. We slowly kiss passionately, pure love showing throughout the kiss. The emotion in the kiss is something you could never say or write it's indescribable

'Keep safe I will see you soon' he says my forehead leaning against his. We keep our eyes closed enjoying our moment together.

'I will, it's only one night' I reply whispering. I hear the loud noise of the Train approaching Dauntless and I know I only have less than a minute until I have to jump.

'I love you' I whisper, giving him one last quick kiss.

'I love you too' He lets me go, and I run to the train, adrenaline pumping and with ease, I pull myself up. Keeping my eye contact to Tobias's figure, I slide my plain small bag inside the train. I look out further, I see Tobias body waving at me but shrinking by the second just as I start waving he is nothing but a dot. I can no longer see him.

I start to panic.

It's only a day.

One day.

A/N Next chapter will be maximum two days. Should I continue with the romantic alone time that Tris and Tobias shares? Leave me a review if you liked it!

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