Chord's Prov:
God girls can be so desperate. I mean all I had to do was look at some of them and they wanted me, right then and there. What ever happened to chasing after a girl, the old fashion way. Like cat and mouse. Now it was more like cat and cat, there was no chase at all, which made the game a lot less fun.
I wasn't enjoying myself one bit. I thought that by me doing this I would feel better about my situation with Amber and I. That at least one of these girls would be able to get my mind off of her. But every chance I got I found myself looking in her direction and it was driving me crazy. All I wanted to do was go over to her and make her mine. I just wanted to be hers, and for her to be mine.
So when Jackie came up to me and asked me to dance I quickly excepted. I needed to get my mind off of her completely. I grabbed Jackie's hand and lead her over to the dance floor.
"You so hot. I can't believe I am dancing with the one and only Chord Overstreet." She said to me as she started to grind herself into me more. I winced some as she did so, not because I liked it, but because it really had the opposite effect on me.
"Ummm thank you." I said to her as I tried to put some distance between her and I. But she grabbed me close and hugged me tighter to body.
"Hmmm you have a nice body baby." Again I found myself wincing at her actions. She was so fake it was killing me. I mean she was a pretty girl, but you wouldn't be able to notice with all the make up she had on. Not to mention he dress was two sizes to small for her. If she was to bend over everyone would see her goods. She just wasn't my type of girl at all. And being with her only made me want to be with Amber more. I wasn't going to find a girl like her, because there wasn't another girl like her. There was and only will ever be one Amber Riley and she truly was the only woman I wanted.
Then it hit me, why was I doing this? Why was I being so damn foolish and childish. I wanted Amber and if I truly wanted her to be mine, this definitely wasn't the way to do it. Plus I didn't want to move on from her. I wanted to move on from the whole week with her. Nothing else truly mattered to me, all I wanted was to be with her and only her, screw all of these other fake girls. I needed myself a women, and Amber Riley was the only women for me.
"Baby what's wrong?" Jackie questioned as I pulled away from her some.
"This was a mistake, I don't want this. I don't want you." I said to her as I tried to pull away from her again.
She looked extremely pissed. "Everyone wants me." She said to me as she grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me hard. I didn't respond at first because I didn't really know what was going on. I was in a state of shock . I mean who just kisses someone like that? I pulled away from her and pushed her away from me.
I walked away from her but she continued to yell at me telling me I was making a mistake. But all I could think was I definitely wasn't making a mistake with leaving her. I made the mistake by thinking I should act the way I had been acting. I was a grown as man for god sake, I needed to act like one to handle a women like Amber.
I walked over to my booth and was met with angry stares by all the guys around the table.
"What's up?" I questioned as I reached them and took a shot of alcohol.
"What game are you trying to play with Amber Chord?" Mark asked as he got out of the booth and stood right in front of me.
"What do you mean?" I asked as I looked around looking for Amber. I noticed that she was no where to be found and all I could think was I hope to god she wasn't off with another guy. I hope to god she wasn't as stupid as I was. "Where is Amber?" I questioned Mark. He looked as if he was going to punch me in the face.
"You have a lot of fucking nerve asking that question Chord." He said to me as he poked me hard in the chest. I pushed his hand away.
"What the fuck are you talking about? Will some one please tell me what's going on?"
I looked around the table. No one said anything. Then finally Mike looked up at me and spoke. "She came over here looking for you. When she noticed you dancing and making out with another girl she started to cry and left." I could tell he was pissed at me, but that could wait for now. What mattered most was she was not here, and was upset.
I looked over to the booth in which the girls where at only minutes before. "Where are all the girls at?" I asked.
"Well they left and followed Amber home. We waited for you," Matthew said as she took another swig of his drink finishing it off.
"Lets go then." I said to them as I quickly walked away from the table with them following closely behind.
It didn't take long for us to get to the house. I quickly ran inside and up the stairs. I knew I had to talk to Amber, I knew I had to make things right between us. I was stupid to think that my little plan would make things better, if anything it made them worse.
I knocked on her door and waited patiently for her to answer the door. Instead of being met with the face of Amber I was met with the face of Naya. And the way she was looking at me, I knew I was in for an earful. Before I could even open my mouth she out her hand up to my mouth to shut it.
"Don't say it Chord, the only reason as to why I am not beating the shit out of you is because I know that would only upset Amber more. So get your asshole self out of here." She said to me as shut the door into my face.
I knew there was no way any of those girls were letting me into that room. I knew that I would have to leave her alone for now, and when they all left her room I would make sure I got my chance to talk to her. I would just have to wait for the right time, and honestly I would wait for the rest of my life. As long as the end result was her knowing how I felt.
Amber's Prov:
I don't think I could cry anymore, I think all the tears I had in my body have officially left my body. All the girls and Chris tried to make me feel better. Tried to make me smile, and what not. But nothing that they were doing was actually working. If anything it made me feel worse about what was happening. Because it was a constant reminder of why I needed cheering up in the first place.
They tired about everything, and anything they could do to make me happy. I was happy that they loved me enough to put up with my bitchy mood and my silent treatment. Even thought I basically told them that I didn't want them there with me. They just ignored my words and stuck by me anyway. I was happy they were actually loyal friends.
It was now two in the morning and I couldn't sleep. My mind kept drifting off to Chord and what had happened at the club. It was tearing me apart and I was hating how I was feeling. I didn't want to wake the girls who had decided to stay with me for the night. So I quietly snuck out of my room and down the stairs. I walked through the kitchen and outside.
I sat down and took a minute to rejoice in all the beauty that was around me. Even so early in the morning Hawaii was beautiful. I just sat there letting myself be captivated by the scene in front of me. Letting all my pain and worries wash away.
"Amber." I turned my head to see Chord walking over to where I was. I got up from my seat and tried to go back into the house. But Chord quickly sped up and walked right in front of me. "Amber please wait."
"What do you want Chord?" I asked as I tried to side step him again.
"I want to talk to you for one minute." I moved away from him and crossed my arms over my chest.
"What do you want to talk about Chord?"
"I want to talk about what happened tonight." He said to me as he stepped closer to where I was.
"There's nothing to talk about Chord. Nothing wrong happened." I said to him as I tried to walk past him again. Again he stepped in front of me.
"Amber stop playing games. Your pissed at me and you have every right to be, but acting like this is going to get us anywhere. You do know that right?" He asked.
"You want to talk, fine, lets talk about how I thought we were going to be something more. Lets talk about how after we made that stupid arrangement I immediately regretted it because I knew I was already in to deep. How you made me feel like what we had was real. Lets talk about how I planned on tell you that I was falling in love with you tonight and pouring my heart out to you, only to have it ripped out when I found you making out with another girl. But more importantly lets talk about how you don't feel the same way about me. How it was truly just a friends with benefits thing with you." I said to him.
He looked at me with shock. "Amber I don't want to just be your friend. Why do you think I punch Marcus today, I hated the way he was touching you. I wanted to tear him apart for even looking at you. Your all I have been able to think about, I want to have so much more between us." He said to me as he tried to step closer to me and grab me into his embrace.
I moved away from him. "No you don't feel the same way Chord, because I would never do what you did to me. I would never purposely try to hurt you like you did to me tonight Chord."
"What do you call what you and Marcus where doing?"
"I call that me being nice. I never once flirted with him. I never once told him I wanted to him or acted like I did. I actually told him that I wasn't interested in him and that I was in love with someone else. But I guess you were being to much of a dick to notice that." I screamed at him. I could feel the tears falling down my face as I said this. His face fell some and a look of guilt plastered onto his face.
"Amber I didn't know. I thought, I though..."
"It doesn't matter what you thought Chord."
"And why is that?" He asked as he stepped closer to me.
"Because whatever we had, whatever we could have had is over. I want nothing to do with you." I said to him as I walked past him and started my way into his house.
"Amber it's not over. I was dumb and I understand that, but this can't be over. I didn't even want that girl, I just did it because I was mad and I wanted a way to get over you, because I thought you didn't want me." He said as he grabbed my arm.
"That's just the thing Chord you were playing games. I am to much of a women to be playing little girl games. We have no communication, and that's what messed this up in the first place. But most importantly I can't be with a guy who isn't man enough to tell me how he feels, and instead tries to break my heart. I deserve better then that."
"Amber please." Chord pleaded with me.
"Just leave it alone chord. Where better off friends." I said to him as I removed my arm from him again and sprinted into the house. My heart and mind were having an disagreement with one another. My heart wanted me to go back and make him mine. But my mind told me to keep going and I followed that. I couldn't be with Chord, I knew that when I was younger, yet I still tried to be with him. I should have known that friends with benefits never work, just like in the movies.
Ahhh so let me know what you think about this chapter. Did you like it? What do you think will happen next? Is Amber overreacting? Was Chord stupid for what he did? How much are we loving this story? ;P
Oh and I won't be updating till Friday, sorry don't hate me!