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A/N: More chapters later on today.
Selfish 10
I get through the night with a smile on my face.
Confused feelings are not a good thing.
How can he not be a good thing?
Flowers, dinner, tux...
I remember thinking you were the best thing in the world every time he wore a tux.
And now...
Hesitation?
But for what?
I have never felt inadequate in my life before as I do right at this moment.
Here he is, being romantic and what most woman would crucify for to take my place...
And here I am taking it for granted.
I hope I don't scar him for life.
I hope he can move on and find someone who will appreciate him for who he is and not for who he's trying to be.
I am so sorry.
But this time,
It's really me.
Not you.
And perhaps the greatest gift is the one I left for you in the morning.
The divorce papers on my cold side of the bed.
I'm sorry.