A/N I decided to continue writing as soon as possible, or I'd never get round to it, I'm also kinda interested how the story will end up myself . Anywho enough talking on with the story .

It seems almost coincidental that only a week later I went into labour. I thought that It was the worst pain ever to experience, that is until I was bitten. It was horrific, I thought I would die. The baby cracked all my ribs, but I have to say it was all worth it, he was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Even if, at first, all I did see in him was the man who ripped out my heart.

...Flashback...

'He's beautiful Bella' Alec whispers next to me.

I had to agree, I can't believe something this beautiful could come out of me. I don't even care how much pain, or even what state I can only imagine I must be in, it all just seemed to wash away all because of this little tiny bundle staring up at me, with the biggest brightest emerald green eyes I have ever seen. A small tuff of bronze-ish brownish hair poking out the top of the blanket wrapped around his perfect little head. His tiny pink lips make a small 'O' shape as his eyes scrunch up and then promptly flicker open again.

'I know' I smile

'Just like his mother'

I giggle 'Don't be stupid he doesn't look anything like me it's all Ed-' I stop myself short, a small pang of pain stabs at my heart. Yes that was right. I stare back at my child, it's true, all I see is the man who crushed my heart.

Oh no, It all starts to come back. Edward and that bitch. Tears threaten to spill down my face.

'Alec take him' I say pushing the reminder into my boyfriends' arms.

'What? Bella what's wrong?' He asks shocked, instinctively holding his arms out for the baby.

'It's too much, I thought I could do this but I can't. He reminds me too much of Ed- of him.

'What are you talking about? He's your baby Bella; you can't do this to him'

'Look at him!' I shout 'Look at his face, its Ed- its him, it's all him!' The tiny bundle starts to cry, ear piercingly high pitched.

The door pushes open, Jane and Felix rush in. 'what's going on?' they say in unison.

Alec ignores them frantically trying to get the bundle to calm down, rocking him from side to side. 'What are you talking about? Look!' He says, holding the buddle up to me, 'There's your beautiful mouth and your precious nose and there's even a touch of your hair colour in him too' he says carefully pulling the blanket off the top of the baby's head.

I stare at the now red faced wriggling child. He was right you know, yes, there were Edwards eyes, but there was no mistaking my features in him too.

'I'm sorry baby' I whisper ashamed of myself 'so sorry'

Alec walks back over to the bed and hands me my baby again.

'Right, well, don't mind us, we'll be going now' Jane smiles as she grabs Felix's hand as they back out the door closing it behind them.

Alec lies on the bed next to me stroking my hair softly. 'You do realise you have to choose a name for the little man, right?'

'I know, I know' I sigh

'Any idea's honey?'

I breathe out 'I did have one, but I'm scared it will remind me of him, but, don't you think, seen as he's not going to be a Cullen anymore, well, at least not by name, he should have part of his father-'

'Bella, you're babbling'

'sorry' I blush

'Just tell me, it can't be that bad'

'Mason. I was thinking Mason, you know his middle name' I whisper my head bowed. A cold finger brushes my cheek, sliding down to my chin and lifting my head up to meet Alecs gaze

'Honey' he breathes, 'If that's the name you want, that's the name he will have'

'Are you sure?'

'Why not? You know I will support you in every decision you make'

'Alec?'

'Hmmm'

'I love you' I whisper.

Alec did a double take before composing himself, a big smile flashed across his face 'I love you too'

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