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I just wasn't able to control myself. As per my earlier plans, I was going to post it on Sunday. But here it is the most awaited EPOV chapter.

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Chapter 10

His story.

(EPOV)

I was staring at the walls, having nothing better to do. It was 4 am and I wasn't able to sleep. This was nothing new for me. Sleep deprivation was normal for me. It started two years back- when I went to L.A., when I went away from Bella.

Becoming an actor was my dream since forever. Usually kids used to say that when I will grow up, I will be a doctor, an engineer, etc. etc. But I always said I wanted to be an actor. I was always fascinated by looking at superstars. I wanted to be just like them- even greater than them.

And that was my goal. I never stopped dreaming. My parents wanted me to be a surgeon, just like dad. But I used to participate in plays, in musicals. I was the head in dramatics class. I was captain of our school football team. I was popular, the one people craved for. Everything was going according to the plan.

Until I fell in love.

Falling in love was not in my plan. No distractions were allowed in my plan. But I allowed myself to fall. I allowed myself to enjoy this feeling of falling- when nothing is in my control. This feeling was completely different than what I saw thousands of actors depicting in movies. They say that you fly when you fall in love. But I didn't fly, because I didn't want to touch the stars without her. She became my everything.

Yes, I fell in love with my best friend, my Bella.

Being childhood friends, I knew everything about her. I knew that she always chooses chocolate over strawberry. I knew that she hates the smell of wet earth. I knew that she loathed horror movies with every fiber of her being. I knew that she had read Romeo and Juliet two hundred and forty two times, and is still in count.

But after realizing my feelings for her, I also started observing new things about her. She always twirled a strand of hair when nervous. She bites her lips when in deep thought. She has a cute mole below her left cheek.

She became the most important person in my life.

By now, my dream of becoming a world famous superstar was out of my mind. Hell, I can work as pizza delivery guy just to stay with her. But you never get what you want the most.

I told my parents about my feelings about Bella and decided to quit my dream. To say they were happy would be understatement of century. Esme wanted this since my birth. Carlisle already knew that I will get feelings for her. They were guaranteed that Bella has feelings for me, even before than I realized I have feelings for her. They told me to tell her tonight at the play.

And I agreed.

After the play, I was going to get what I desired the most. But my past dream came to haunt me.

I was proceeding to Bella between the crowds of students gathered at parking lot. Bella saw me approaching her and gave me a huge smile. I saw my parents watching me from a hearing distance and giving me thumbs up. The words were just at the tip of my tongue when a man interrupted us. He introduced himself as a director of a production house and wanted me to play the lead role in their upcoming movie with none other than Tanya Denali. The movie was a sure super hit, a perfect start for my career.

I saw Bella, hoping to see disappointment in her eyes. But she was beaming at me. She congratulated me. She, of course knew, that I will leave my whole life here if I accepted this offer. And she was happy, happy to send me away.

Disappointed, I agreed.

And this was the biggest mistake of my life.

Bella happily sent me away. Six months passed and the movie was almost completed. The movie was titled as"lost in your eyes". During the production of this movie, I never called Bella. My friends complained me, told me how much Bella was disappointed. And I told them. They never dared to tell Bella that I call them almost everyday.

Staying away from Bella was becoming impossible every passing day. And so I started dating Tanya. She was showing romantic interest in me. And I was more than happy to get a distraction from Bella.

But it didn't work. And so I broke up with her in few days. From then, god knows how many rumors of me sleeping with different girls have spread in media.

I was the greatest actor in Hollywood. I was at the peak of success. People adored me. Girls craved me.

Just like I always wanted.

But I felt lonely.

I felt empty.

And so I decided I will make Bella fall in love with me.

I came back. But after coming here, I realized leaving was the biggest mistake I've ever done.

She was hurt.

She hated me.

She was in love with me.

Esme, as usual, was right. I told her everything. So, she helped me. She told me to go back, disguised. Make Bella forgive you.

And everything was going pretty good. But my butthead of a friend Jasper decided to open his big mouth making Bella hurt even more.

And here I am. Thinking the best ways to make Bella forgive me.

And all I can do is hope.

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