Hello! Sorry it has been a while!

My exams are finished (finally!!), but I'm doing work experience at the local hospital and it is soooooo tirering!

Also I fixed the little glitch in chapter 7! (I said pan instead of baseball bat!)

So enjoy!!

Disclaimer: These get more pointless everytime! we all know who I am not!

The last 2 months had been hectic to say the least.

After we had gotten engaged, Edward and I had discussed details. I wanted to be turned before I was 20 and if that was to happen we had 3 months to do it. We had agreed that I would be changed one week after our wedding and much to my delight Edward had agreed to be the one to do it.

We had decided to let Alice have her fun and plan the wedding but we had to give her guidelines. We wanted it to be small and for safety reasons we only wanted the family there.

It had been a hard decision to make, but in the end it was too dangerous to let anyone else come to our wedding. If Charlie or Renee were to come to our wedding and see that none of the Cullens had changed in appearance it was possible to raise suspicion, but if you were to mix this with the fact that a week later I was going to 'die', it was just a risk we couldn't take.

To make this possible we had to choose someone in the family to get a license to marry us. Emmett was out of the question before it was even asked, I shuddered to think what my wedding would be like if he performed it. Carlisle had to walk me down the aisle, Rosalie was better with me now but she wasn't so good as to do me any favours, we decided Esme would prefer to watch then to perform the ceremony and Alice was planning the wedding. This only left one choice as to who would do this particular task.

Jasper. He was trustworthy and sensible and Edward and I both felt comfortable about him doing it. When we asked him he said he would be happy to do it. This meant that it was one less thing to worry about.

Alice was glad we had that part of our wedding sorted, but all she wanted was to know about location. She said it was impossible to plan until we decided.

There was only one place I could think of. It was a place that was special to us both and when I asked Edward what he thought; he said he could think of no place better.

Our meadow.

Of course Alice was happy as soon as she knew was able to start planning. So our wedding was taken care of, there was only one thing left to plan. My change.

The basics were simple. After the wedding, the family was relocating to the Cullens hidden mansion that was surrounded by forest for miles. There Edward would change me and we would hide out there for a while, just until I was ready to face civilisation again. So that part was fine, it was the harder things that had to be decided.

Edward and I had talked to Carlisle about what the rest of the world would think happened to me. We decided that I would have to 'die' in a way that would leave no body. A fire was the easiest option. It was odd to talk about how I was going to 'die', to make the decision between house or car fire.

I tried not to think about what all of this would do to the people I loved. Charlie and Renee would be devastated, losing their only child. How will they cope? I stopped this train of thought, I couldn't think about it.

In the end we decided that my car was going to crash into a tree and catch fire. We would leave some hair or some other remains that will allow for the police to confirm I was in the car. We would wait for all of this to be set up before we left for our new home, the Cullens leaving, unable to be near the place I was 'killed'.

"Bella? Bella!" Alice's voice snapped me back to the present.

"Hah?" I replied.

Alice shook her head. "Bella, you have less than 15 minutes until we are meeting the rest of the family, so unless you want to be late I suggest you help me put on your dress."

I put my arms up in air and Alice slip the dress over me. When the dress was in place I put my arms down and Alice buttoned up the pearls that ran down by spine.

"Ok, are you ready to look?" Alice said with a squeal. All morning I had been refused the right to have a look in the mirror. Alice had promised when she had finished her 'masterpiece' I would be allowed to look.

I turned around to the body length mirror and gasped. I didn't even recognize myself. My plain brown hair fell in silky waves around my face. My dress hugged my curves in all the right places. The dress itself was exquisite. The top of my dress was beaded with hundreds of diamonds (Alice had spared no expense with my dress) that flowed in a pattern that swirled around until my waist. A piece of white material crossed over just below my chest and continued to wrap around towards my shoulders and the small of my back. The bottom of the dress flared out around the ground beneath me, it was embroidered in a pattern similar to that of the diamonds. It gave my body a statuesque figure. My face had simple make-up, Edward had asked Alice not to hide my skin, but my eyes were lined in just the right amount of black with a sliver shaded eye-shadow showing just above my eyes. I wore a shade of lipstick that was just the slightest bit pink.

"You look beautiful." Carlisle said as he walked into the bathroom. He gave me a hug before turning to Alice. "Are you ready?"

I turned to see that in the short minute I had spent looking in the mirror; Alice had changed into her bridesmaids dress. Her dress was an emerald green halter neck, made of silk that fell perfectly over her pale skin. The neckline plunged to her waist and it was met with a row of diamonds that wrapped around her waist. The bottom half of her dress was plain in colour, with the fabric split from the hem up to her thigh.

"Yes." She replied with another squeal. Carlisle took one of my arms and Alice took the other. They lifted my feet off the ground and speed down the stairs.

We had come back to the Cullen Mansion to get ready before the wedding and I looked around the living room for what was sure to be the last time. We walked out the door into the front garden.

Standing in the middle of the lawn, was Jacob.

He looked at me. "Suprise."

Don't worry I am writting the next Chapter now and it will be up either tonight or tomorrow night!!!

Sorry about the beginning being so boring, but i had to tie up any loose ends!

Thank you for reading!

P.S: Bella and Alices dresses will be on my profile!

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