A/N: Hey guys, trying to keep the updates going. I was a little distracted with my best friend having her baby & this chapter gave me a hard time so I am a little late! I hope you guys enjoy and a big thank you to my friend and partner in crime- Moonbebe! We got this! :)

Chapter 10

Callie must have drifted off because she was awakened by Arizona's voice. She couldn't make out what she was saying but felt her hand crushing hers. Callie sat up very slowly but did not pull her hand away from Arizona's. She was dreaming and obviously it was not a good one. Callie did not know if she needed to wake her, she could feel her shaking, but she remembered hearing a department shrink saying to never wake someone from a nightmare. Or was that the PTSD talk they had? Dammit, she couldn't remember.

"No, I don't want you to do this. You're hurting me."

Callie almost felt like she was intruding in this moment. Arizona may feel embarrassed about this. She had to wake her up.

"Pete, you're hurting me. What's wrong with you? Why are you doing this? Please..."

Callie felt stunned. What the hell was going on? Was she reliving something that happened? Son of a bitch Pete, what the fuck did you do? She had been keeping the big secret from Arizona and now it looked like Arizona was keeping something very big from her. She wanted to kill Pete all over again.

"Pete, please, I said no."

Callie could feel herself shaking. This was so unexpected, she had always thought that they were so happy. Pete had turned into another person around her and apparently she wasn't the only one. She waited to see if Arizona would calm down and decided if she said anything else she would wake her up.

Silence filled the room and Callie held her breath. She could feel the tension easing from Arizona's body and was so thankful. She settled back down and pulled Arizona against her. She was torturing herself with this but right now she had to hold her. How could anyone hurt her, especially Pete? He was supposed to love, honor and cherish her but the bastard had hurt her. In this moment she was so glad that he was already dead or she would have to kill him herself.

Callie did not know how long she had been lying there but knew it was pointless to try to sleep. Her heart was broken for Arizona. She had been through so much and things were not going to get any easier. Son of a bitch, what a mess. Callie wanted to take it all away and make good memories for her. She was too special not to be cherished and loved but she was also straight. That was the big problem and she had no idea how to get past it.

The early morning light was coming through the blinds and Callie shifted to see the alarm clock. It was almost 6:15 and she knew they would have to get up soon, or at least she would. She didn't want to wake Arizona but she also had to pull her arm out from under her head. She took a deep breath and pulled her arm away.

The sudden change in position made Arizona moan and pull Callie's arm tighter around her stomach. The closeness did not go unnoticed, Callie gasped when the front of her body came into full contact with Arizona's back. She could feel the deep even breaths and smell her hair, this was so not good. Callie knew she had been a saint with not acting on her feelings but this was too much. Just one second of feeling her and she would stop. She buried her face against Arizona's neck, damn this felt so good. She had to stop but she couldn't. Her left hand came up to move Arizona's hair away from her neck and she pressed her lips to the skin there. Her body was taking over her brain and she let it. Her right hand moved under the tank top and rested on the warm skin of her belly. Arizona's body had changed so much in the month since the doctor's appointment and she was even more beautiful than before. Callie cupped her hand lovingly along the growing skin and gave in to the moment. She felt the tears coursing down her cheeks but did nothing about it. She loved this woman so much and didn't know if she would ever get the opportunity to tell her. How did she always end up doing these things to herself?

Callie wanted to stay this way forever but she knew this was wrong. She was totally taking advantage of Arizona but before her common sense could kick in, she felt Arizona shift and press back against her body. The moan that vibrated through Arizona's body was the sexiest thing she had ever heard. Was she responding to her touch? Callie tried to will her body to remain still but Arizona pressed against her again. Losing control of her emotions, she pressed her hand against the warm flesh and held on for dear life. The last of her restraint was fading fast. She had imagined this moment so many times but it had never been this good. She wanted to kiss her so bad, she felt like she would explode if she couldn't feel those lips pressed against hers.

Callie tried so hard to not let her emotions run away but Arizona was pushing her hips back and moaning. That was it, she couldn't hold back anymore. Callie rested her palm against Arizona's skin and dipped her thumb inside her belly button, this was unbelievable. Her breath was coming out in short choppy pants and she felt extremely close to orgasm. This kind of reaction and they had barely gotten started. Using her left hand she fisted Arizona's hair and turned her face toward hers, she had to taste her. She could feel the soft breath hitting her lips and her arousal was too much to handle.

Arizona moaned and Callie licked the skin under her bottom lip. Their lips were centimeters apart and they were breathing the same air.

"Pete, I'm so glad you're back. I don't like to fight."

Callie felt herself flinch. What the fuck? Arizona was still asleep and she thought she was with Pete. Callie had to get up and get the hell out of there, she felt like she was going to be sick. Moving as quietly and slowly as she could, she got out of the bed and hurried into the bathroom. She barely closed the door before she burst into tears. How had she been this stupid? Falling for a woman like Arizona was the stupidest thing she had ever done and now what the hell was she going to do? What if Arizona remembered what just happened but thought it had been Pete and she couldn't figure things out or hold herself together? Callie knew she would not be able to look at her face or console her if that were the case. She could not believe the mess she had created. This was going to hurt Arizona so bad. She had to get out of here before she suffocated. Callie pulled the door open and walked through the living room. After spotting her purse and clothes, she moved quickly to the door. Leaving was not the best way to handle this but right now it was her only option. She needed a cigarette and a friend. She only had one person in mind and knew she would be up. She lit her cigarette as she hit the speed dial.

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