Hey guys sorry if this chapter is too short and stinks. I'm just having some writer's block with this story...if you think this is bad, just go read my other story Courageous. I promise it's not as bad. Please, no bad reviews.
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Chapter 8 - Diary
I finally look on the tablet that Dr. patrison gave me. It has a blank folder named "Beatrice.13577289". Frowning, I open the folder and glance at the contents.
A diary entry I wrote.
My mother's death certificate.
My death certificate.
I click on the diary entry and a digital document pops up.
-/-
I don't know what to do. I'm all alone. Tobias left, and Caleb just leaves me...alone.
It's like he doesn't want to see me anymore.
All I've got to say is this: the Bureau, divergent, and Jeanine Matthews has ruined my life.
When I go with Caleb, I'll let him life. He deserves something better. I don't. Because I shot Will. I will pay for what I did. Then I will finally be free.
-/-
I thought I was getting an exit ticket. A way to be able to leave.
But I didn't.
All I got was another broken lifetime.
Without Tobias.
All alone.
I wish I had someone to lean on, someone to love.
But I don't.
I'm all alone.
Unless I get back together with Tobias.
No, no. I can't.
I shove that thought into the back of my mind and roll onto the bed.
I try to sleep, but that one thought keeps coming back to me.
Get back together with Tobias.
He's an idiot, but he did love me. Or so he said.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Would anything be same?
Yes.
Would everything be different?
Yes.
It would be the same, while being completely different.
I'm not going to die, and neither is he.
But first, I am going to go to California.
And then I will decide.