It fascinates me. How could I be attracted to someone I hardly know? Someone I haven't seen since grade school. I've already made my choice. I won't change my mind, even if it means giving up the entire world. Just as long as I have you, Sugu Kun.

Broken hearts don't stay broken. It's like being stabbed. You feel like you wanna die. But it's all over so fast…as time passed…it hurts a little less everyday and you'll go on living your life like nothing happened…and you'll get over me…Sou Kun.

Yeah, am sure of it. But at this moment…for your little brother, it hurts so much more than I thought it would.

Could you be hurting as much as me? No, right? You're fine, right?

Yes…it's just physical pain…surface scars…that's what you think, Oniichan. Yes…older brother. No matter what I do, you always end up as a brother to me. No matter how many times we have done it. No matter how many times you marked me, Claim me…I always consider you as family. My brother, my Oniichan.

A heart is like a double-edged sword. The more you hate someone, the more you hurt yourself. Don't be like that, Sou Kun. I forgive you. There's nothing really to forgive. You've done nothing but to love me. Let's go on with our lives and be with each other again. Here's your key, Oniichan. See you this weekend.

Sou crumpled the letter when he brought it tightly to his chest. Goh. Tears streamed down his face. He'd forgiven me. I will do as he says. We will be like what we were before. Everything that happened in the past would just be blur. I would be there for you like before, little brother. He smiled despite his tears.

Suguru was puzzled when he got a strange note from his soul mate. They are finally going to meet at last! But what's with the red silk scarf for? Reading the note and looking at the scarf.

Sugu Kun,

Let's meet inside the theater at 7pm, bring the scarf. Can't wait to see you!

Your Balloon Soul mate

I must have rummaged through my entire closet wondering what right outfit to wear on our date. Yes, it's gonna be dark, what I wear won't matter. But we might go somewhere else after the movies.

I picked my purple silk shirt and slacks. I guess, this will do, I fidget nervously in front of the mirror. I brushed my teeth five times today, when Yan-Yan crawled in the room. I finally decided I should go before I miss our date.

It was dark. He frequents this place am sure, he knows it won't be crowded as if he reserved the entire area just for the two of us tonight. I was nervous kept looking at the people below at the lodge.

After fifteen minutes, a hand touched me on the shoulder. "The scarf, Sugu Kun." An incredibly sexy voice whispered , his lips brushing my ear.

I reached for it in my pocket and handed it to the voice behind me. "Trust me, Sugu Kun." He said, as the silk scarf became my blind fold.

We were at the balcony and it's only the two of us there, I didn't see him or notice him when I got there. I heard a noise and I felt a body next to me.

"We meet at last, Suguru." He whispered, and a hand engulfed mine. I gasped when his lips brushed my ear once more.

I squeezed his hand, "T-Thank you for the song." I said, nervously.

"It's all for you, Sugu Kun." He whispered again. It's Goh. Am sure of it. But I will play his game. Am not gonna lose him this time.

When he leaned close to whisper something again, as I felt the heat on my neck, I whirled my face to meet his, his lips landed on mine, and I quickly captured it. It was supposedly to be just a peck. He was my first kiss. But he moaned and deepened the kiss. Penetrating my unexplored territories, when his tongue met mine, I moaned this time. Melting in his arms. A hand splayed on my chest. And started unbuttoning my shirt. I moaned, sinking on the seat in complete surrender. Fingers explored my body, touching and pinching my nipples, my arms flew to my unseen partner, gathering him in a semi embrace. Goh couldn't help himself, Suguru offered himself to him like a gift. And he is willing to open it up.

I was letting out small groans of pleasure as he pinched and squeeze my nipples. Suddenly I felt a draft when his mouth left mine and went down on my chest, fingers were replaced by lips and wet, hot tongue, sucking on my small buds. I panted and moaned. My eyes rolling back behind my blindfold. "More, more." I groaned.

Goh reached for Suguru's belt, when he didn't get any resistance, he went on and unzipped Suguru's pants and touch him through the fabric. I let out a gasp, buck my hips, following his touch.

"You want this? Tell me, I want to know." The sexy voice asked, trailing hot kisses up his neck. Suguru nodded, answering him with urgent kisses, the other man groaned, and plunged his hand inside the waiting present. Suguru was already hard, and wet. Goh was delirious from the desire running through his veins, Suguru looked so delicious now but he didn't want to rush it, knowing that the other man is still a virgin.

When Goh started massaging him, Suguru let out hot breathes and small moans, "Shh…babe…don't be too loud." Goh whispered, silencing his groans with his own lips, sucking and devouring Suguru liked some delectable feast.

"Please…" Suguru whispered in his unseen partner's ear.

Goh wanted to but he didn't want to hurt him. "Are you sure?" he asked.

When Suguru blindly found his belt and tried to touch him, Goh let out a loud groan, Suguru kissed him, "Hmm…not too loud, babe." Suguru said, with a chortle. Goh unzipped his pants, and guided Suguru's hand to his erection and he reached out for Suguru's, they groaned at the same time as they pleasure each other.

No one noticed the lovers, as if they were in another time. Goh wanted more, he licked Suguru's neck, "I want you, Suguru." He said, devouring his neck.

"Take me, am yours." Suguru replied, not thinking what's it's going to be like, not thinking it's surely is gonna hurt a lot.

Goh hesitated, this time, it's Suguru who guided his hand, moving his body closer to his unseen partner. Goh lifted the smaller boy on his lap, removing Suguru's pants.

When sticky finger teased his entrance, Suguru made small moans and lowered his head at the crook of Goh's neck, sucking the other's man's neck, marking him. Goh gasped and put his finger slowly.

"Tell me if it hurts, I will stop." Goh said. Suguru nodded.

Goh prepared Suguru for bigger things to come, putting two fingers slowly and Suguru groaned even deeper, Suguru is so hot and tight, but Goh didn't want to rush him, he plunged his face to Suguru as he placed a third finger inside the hot and tight boy.

"Please, I want…"Suguru whispered.

"You want me to stop?" he asked, was about to take out his fingers, when Suguru stopped him, shaking his head.

"I want you. Please." Suguru replied.

Goh kissed him hard, if Suguru only knew how much Goh been dying to hear that from him. He lubricated and widened the hole more and when he felt him ready, "Are you ready? Tell me if it hurts okay?" Goh asked. Suguru nodded and felt himself being lifted up a bit. And something warm and hard poking at his entrance.

Slowly, Goh penetrated him, they both let out a groan. Gently, Goh started his rhythm, Suguru was letting out small groans of pleasure, digging his nails on Goh's shoulders. It went on and on, kissing and sucking on each other as if they couldn't get enough of each other.

"Sugu Kun…am c-coming.." Goh whispered, Suguru devoured his mouth and Goh let out his seed inside the keyboardist. When it was done, they stayed that way for a bit. "Thank you, Sugu Kun." Goh whispered in his ear, and took hold of the other man's erection, "Now it's your turn, babe, cum for me." Goh whispered, as he licked the keyboardist's neck, and started pumping the other man's erection.

It was the most glorious feeling Suguru ever felt, he was so hard, he gripped his unseen partner, "Please." Suguru begged.

"Take your time, babe, take your time." Goh whispered.

Suguru felt himself being lifted back to his seat, and then hot wet mouth devoured his erection. "AHhhh…" The keyboardist groaned.

And then Goh hummed…Suguru bit his lips to keep from screaming. Gripping Goh's arms so tightly. When Suguru's head slumped down on his shoulder Goh knew he is about to cum and he sucked the keyboardist harder, licking and devouring him whole. When Suguru gripped him again, he eased up a bit and felt the keyboardist released his juice.

Satisfied and spent, fully clothed now. They were kissing and necking when Suguru reached out and was about to take off his blind fold.

Goh stopped him, "Not yet, babe, soon. Promise. We will meet again. Wait five minutes, babe." Goh whispered, and kissed him passionately before he let Suguru go.

Suguru couldn't believe that something did happen, not when he was undressing and feeling all the cum and sticky semen all over his body. And the red marks all over his body, yes, he did made love to Goh. He was humming their tune when he went in the shower. We will meet again, and I can't wait to be him again, Suguru smiled.