Enjoy this chapter I have been waiting for a while to write this.
FinchelLove!
I love you KezGron
This Chapter is such a tease.
I do NOT own Glee!
God how I missed those lips on mine, it feels like it's been forever since we kissed, yet it feels so natural kissing him. He sets my skin on fire wherever it is that he touches me.
He is trying to grind against me but my covers are in the way so I push away slightly. He groans from the lack of skin to skin contact.
I look at him and smile a cheesy smile.
He just stops and stares deeply at me as if there was nothing in this world that mattered most, it was an amazing feeling.
I pull the covers up and I motion my head for Finn to get under them with me.
He does it quickly as if he is afraid that I will change my mind. That won't likely happen.
I like having him here.
In my room.
In my bed.
And especially in my arms.
He can stay here with me as long as he wants; I know that I will want Finn for the rest of my life. I hope he wants me the same way.
He puts his arms around me and rests them on my ass as if that is where they belong. I don't mind it because I want him to keep them there. I put one arm around him and the other one on his chest where his heart is and I notice that it's beating really really quickly.
"Finn! Your heart." I gasp.
"Hmmm, yes Rach, this is what you do to me. No one has ever made me feel this way." He begins to suck on my ear and moves his kisses to my neck and starts to bite my neck and he nips my bottom lip.
I give in to him and I begin to move my body closer to his and it feels amazing.
I feel when he begins to get excited and we haven't even begun grinding.
I have so much power over this man. I will use this against him.
I want to make love to Finn but I know that it is too soon.
But that doesn't mean when can't mess around. I just want things to be clear between Finn and I.
"Hey, uhh, mmmm, Finn?"
"What is it Babe? Is something wrong?" he stops what he is doing and I protest.
"You don't have to stop what you are doing. Continue and I will do all the talking." Before I finish talking he is back at working his magic on me.
I moan out quite loudly and he is proud of himself because I see that adorable half smile of his cross his face.
"Finn? Please. Oh Godddd! Don't stop but I need to ask you a question." By this point his hand is already under my shirt working his way up my boobs. I'm extremely turned on right now and I've never felt this way. I can't even remember what the question is anymore. Maybe I should stop him so I can concentrate and then continue this amazing make out session with Sexy Finn.
"Finn ok. As much as I'm loving this I can't seem to concentrate while you have your hand up my shirt and while you're attacking my neck."
"Ok I'll stop but we will continue this because I can't seem to keep my hands off you." He is right he might've stopped attacking my neck but he was still pinching and massaging my left breast. It was distracting but not too much.
"Ok I don't want you to freak out. Are we a couple now because I have really strong feelings for you Finn, I have never been in a situation like this before. I've only ever had one boyfriend and we know how that turned out. I have never had a boy come into my room and I especially have never had a boy in my bed or in the position we are in at the moment. I want to be with you Finn, maybe it's just me but I feel like we will be together for the rest of our lives." He doesn't say anything and its starting to scare me. He even pulls his hand out from my shirt and by now I am freaking out.
"Finn. Hello, Earth to Finn. Say something please."
He reaches over for my hand and holds them in both of his, looks me straight into my eyes and he smiles a real smile and he opens his beautiful mouth, "Rachel will you be my girlfriend?"
I begin to laugh and I smack him on his arm, "You scared me Finn I thought you were going to run out of my room after what I said."
"No Rach, I want to be with you as well and I have never had a girlfriend before so this is also all new to me."
I look at him with a look that I consider full of lust and say "Shall we continue where we left off?"
He doesn't say anything he just picks me up and pushes me down on my bed and he climbs on top.
I giggle at how gentle he is being with me "Finn I won't break so don't try to hold back."
"I'm not holding back, I just want to take my time with you."
He kisses my forehead, my left eye then my right, he kisses my nose, my left cheek then my right, then finally he kisses my lips and he tries to pull away but I bite down on his bottom lip. That makes him groan and stay there.
"Rachel I know we are both virgins and I would love for us to lose our virginity to one another but I also know that now isn't the time so if I'm going to fast just let me know and I will stop." He is such a gentleman I couldn't have asked to be in love with someone else. Wait did I just say that I love him? No that can't be, it might be my hormones so I will ignore that.
"Its ok Finn I know you would never make me do something that I didn't want to do. And yes I'm not ready to make love but we can mess around. I also would love for us to lose our virginity to one another. I know it would be epic." I look at him and I kiss him deeply that it takes my breath away and when I pull away from the kiss I feel slightly light headed.
"Wow, what a kiss." He looks so content at this moment and I know I do as well.
He hovers his body over me and looks down at me.
Then he does something that I would have never expected.
He slowly grinds his body on me.
I open my eyes wide and I make my mouth into an O.
He notices that it's turning me on and he continues doing it until I am done suffering so I stop him and pull him by his neck and he begins to laugh against my chest.
He begins to nip my neck once more and I rub my hands up and down his back I feel all his muscles in his back and it is so darn sexy I can barely control myself.
He moves his hands under my shirt and I take his shirt off.
He unhooks my bra quickly and I'm shocked at how good he is at this.
He looks me in the eyes and it's as if he is asking me for permission to take my shirt off and I nod. I see him lick his lips while he is looking at me and I do the same.
I feel his penis move a bit against my inner thigh.
I don't think I want to wait to make love to Finn I think it will come sooner rather than later.
He pulls my shirt off and is gazing at me with what I feel is love.
Such an amazing feeling that love is.
I never thought it would feel this deep.
I want Finn.
I want him forever.
I know this feeling will never go away.
He is the one for me.
There is no one else out there for me.
I want him.
I want him.
I want him.
I LOVE HIM.
I truly LOVE Finn Hudson and I am not the least bit ashamed by that.
He is working his magic on my boobs. One hand on my left boob and his mouth on the other. He has me moaning out his name and gripping the sheets.
"Finn, ohh Finn.! I'm ready. I'm ready to make love to you!"
