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Supernatural

I can't handle this.

"So what's this hunt about?"

"Two teens jumped off a 30 story building in New York City." Ash explained. "A few days before the girls' friends said they both got a new boyfriends but nobody had seen him."

"Still not seeing any red flags."

"I'm getting to that the police went around to where the girls were hanging out lately and apparently they had been coming into a bar and after about an hour they seemed to be talking to someone…but no one was near them."

"Red flag." Sam smirked.

"Alright, so what are we thinking here?"

"I don't know. We'll have to scan the roof, bar, and maybe their apartments."

"How come the apartments?" I asked.

"Maybe their phantom stalker came to their place first."

"I see…Let's blow this pop stand shall we?"

"Are you sure you don't want to sit this one out? Maybe have a few days off?" Sam suggested glancing over at Leo.

He was standing by the jukebox flipping through the songs drinking a beer. I looked over at him and smiled fondly.

"As much as I would love to stay with…" Dean gave me a curious look, "…stay here. Hunting comes first so let's get to it."

"Actually…can I talk to you two outside for a second?" Dean asked not looking at Sam and me.

"Sure Dean." Sam said.

I was confused to say the least. We walked outside and Dean leaned up against the hood of the car and now that I really looked he seemed worn out.

"Maybe we should all sit this one out."

"What?" I asked stunned.

"Let's go see the Statue of Liberty or run up the steps Rocky ran up."

"Are you on crack? We have a job to do."

"I'm tired Memphis."

"So take a nap, I'll drive."

"I don't think he means that kind of tired Mem." Sam said sadly.

"Dean, what's going on?"

"I read something in Dad's journal…Something about Sam."

"What was it, Dean?" Sam asked.

"No…" I said softly.

"What?"

"No! I don't want to hear it. I don't care. I'm going on this hunt you two can stay here but I'm leaving."

"Memphis, Sam's are brother don't you think you should know what I read."

"No, I just said I don't want to hear it. When did you even find this out anyway we don't even have Dad's journal."

"Yes I do, I picked it up in the storage place when I got my things from Cassie."

"I was with you, I didn't even see it."

"I wrapped it up in my clothes so neither of you would find it."

"Dean…please what is it?"

Sam looked completely terrified. Not only does he have visions and once he moved a whole bureau away from a door but now he has something else to handle to. It wasn't fair.

"I'm leaving." I announced before Dean could say anything.

I walked back into the bar, grabbed my bag, and went over to Leo. My brother called my name and followed me inside but I ignored them.

"Leo, can I have your car?"

"What? Why?"

"Because my brother's are staying here and I'm going on a hunt."

He handed me his keys, "Do you want me to come with you?"

"I need to be alone right now but thank you."

"No problem."

I started for the door but Dean grabbed my arm.

"You have to listen to me."

"You kept this secret for like a month so you can keep it for a little longer. I'll call you when the hunt is over."

I started again for the door but this time Ash gently put a hand on my shoulder, "Please take someone with you."

"I hunted for years by myself."

"Yes, but you weren't angry then."

I smirked, "You'd be surprised."

I walked out of the door and headed for Leo's car. It wouldn't be my first choice of a car because it's a freaking Volvo but whatever it has wheels and I have keys. I got in and started the car but Sam ran out of the bar and straight for me. I hit the brakes and got out.

"Are you insane?" I yelled.

"Please don't do this. Please don't leave."

"I can't handle this right now! Dad's death, you two coming back into my life, J.C.'s marriage, and now this? No, I can't do it. I need to get away. Just for a little bit."

"We're a family Mem, we're supposed to face these things together."

"I've been on my own for years, Sam. I can't just stop being independent." He looked heartbroken, "Sam, this isn't the end. I'm coming back. Right after this hunt I swear I'll be back."

He nodded and I knew he was still upset. I pulled him into a hug and whispered in his ear.

"You're my brother and I love you more than anything. Whatever Dean has to say I'll help you through but not yet. I'm not ready yet."

"Okay. Promise you'll be careful."

"I promise." I pulled away from him and got back in the car. I put the window and smiled, "Punch Dean in the arm for me, will ya?"

"Sure thing Mem. Love you."

"Back at you little brother."