A new chapter! ^^ I hope you all will like it :D
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Misaki walked and walked, he even didn't notice where did his feet take him, until he bumped the wall.
"Ouch, it hurts…" he complained. Suddenly he realized that he was already in the station, where Usagi-san once brought him back when his brother demanded him to stay with him.
Why am I here? For what that my feet take me here? What am I hoping for? It's not that Usagi-san will go here and bring me back again….
"I'm not handing you over," the memories just came up again.
"I won't let you go anywhere,"
"If you don't want to cause me any trouble, then stay with me,"
Ah, why did I remember that again…. Usagi-san has forgot that all….Right now, I'm just being a nuisance for he and Yuuka-san…
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At the same time, Usagi-san already arrived at the station. There, he saw Misaki standing alone and spacing out. To see Misaki again, he suddenly felt like he wanted to hug him close.
"Misaki!" he called out, but there was another voice that calling out that name too. Then he saw someone he knew very well approaching Misaki.
Why is him here? They came here together?
Usagi-san tried to walk as fast as he can toward them, but he bumped into someone else.
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"Misaki!" Misaki hear a voice called out his name, when he turned around, there stood Usagi-san's brother, Haruhiko.
Huh? I think I hear Usagi-san's voices…. Maybe I'm hallucinating again…..
"Haruhiko-san, why are you here?" asked Misaki
"For some business. I never thought that I'd meet you here, Misaki." Haruhiko was aware that Misaki was different than usual. He seemed to be sad.
"What happened?" Haruhiko demanded a reason for Misaki's sour face, eventhougt he was pretty sure that it must have something to do with Akihiko.
"Huh? Nothing really….." the younger man pretended that nothing was going on.
"You can't fool me, Misaki….. If there's nothing, then why are you here?"
"I'm just…. Visiting my brother," Haruhiko knew that Misaki won't tell him anything and it'll be awkward if he continued asking. But he was sure enough that something might happened between Misaki and Akihiko.
"Well, since we meet here, why don't we go for tea?" offered Haruhiko.
"Um…alright," then Misaki left without knowing that Usagi-san was there.
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"Sorry, I'm in hurry," explained Usagi-san after he help to pick up the luggage that fell to the floor when they bumped into each other. But when he finished it, he can't find Misaki and Haruhiko anymore, they had gone.
Ck, where did they go?
Somehow, Akihiko felt really bad, he really wanted to find them as soon as possible. He was somewhat angry to see Misaki and Haruhiko together, but he still hasn't figured out the reason for him to be angry.
They must be somewhere around here….
The novelist moved his feet and went to find them, eventhough he didn't know why himself.
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Haruhiko and Misaki found a café and sat down. Misaki remained quiet and seemed that he has no spirit at all.
"Something really did happened, right Misaki? You seemed troubled,"
"I already told you, it's nothing, Haruhiko-san," Misaki tried to avoid the topic, but Haruhiko won't give up that easily. He wanted to know everything about them, so he can get a chance to have Misaki all to himself.
"It's about Akihiko, right?" he guessed it
"….."
"Misaki, if it's that troubling you, why don't you just leave him? He forgot all about you already, so why don't you just forgot your past and accept me instead? I promise I'll love you more than he did, Misaki…." Haruhiko made a move and hold Misaki's hand.
"Haruhiko-san, I've told you before, i…."
"Or is it that you dislike me?" Misaki knew, Haruhiko was being serious here, so he thought that he should answered him seriously too.
Usagi-san finally found they talking in the café. He walked near them and what he heard the next is….
"I like you, Haruhiko-san, but….." Misaki answered seriously, but he didn't notice that Usagi-san was there.
"If you like me, then go out with me, Misaki," it seemed like Haruhiko didn't notice Usagi-san also.
It was quite a shock for Usagi-san. His feeling was mixing up inside. He wanted to go in and punched Haruhiko, if he can. But then, the word "outsider" just stuck at his head again. He just can bit his lips out of anger and left.
"Haruhiko-san, please let me say it to the end. I like you, but…. I don't love you. I'm sorry. The one I love is Usagi-san and only him…" confessed Misaki
It's embarrassing, it's embarrassing…. But I think I need to state it clear to Haruhiko-san….
Haruhiko made a painful expression, but then he gave a bitter smile.
"You refused again, huh? But no problem, someday, I'll make you fall in love with me, Misaki. I'll show you my seriousness again and again before that day come."
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Usagi-san checked in to the hotel. After he got into the room, he sat quietly beside the window, looking outside, wondering what should he do.
What should I do next? Go back to Tokyo? Or…
He opened his cell phone. In these days when Misaki's not around, he tried hard to remember about his past and he explore every inch of his condo. As the result, he found a lot of Misaki's photo in his cell phone, but it seemed that it was taken secretly.
What is it supposed to mean? And what is that feeling just now? It's like….. Jealousy….
"Am I really jealous? Why?"
No, it can't be. It's not normal to feel jealous because my friend being lovers with my half brother, right? Maybe I'm just angry because my precious friend get together with the brother that I hate? My precious friend? To me, Misaki is my precious friend?
The memory of Misaki from the very first time Usagi-san opened his eyes after the accident until now appeared at Usagi-san's brain. Then he looked into his cell phone again.
To me, Misaki is…..
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Another chapter is done . yay! I hope I get the inspiration for the next chapter faster so I can upload it soon….. Lately I really aware that I'm too slow, I began writing this story last year, it's been one year and I just managed to write 10 chapter….. I apologize for that….