Told you I would get it up fast. :D I finally did it.
So when Allen is at this 'camp', stuff is going to happen and it's going to get dark, guys; it's going to get really dark. So I hope I don't lose any followers and you readers, but I don't want you to read anything that you don't want to or that you would/could be triggered by. This is going to dip heavily into; self-harm, self-abuse, depression, and tragedy. I don't want anyone who could be triggered by this to read it if they could fall back into doing any of this or anything like that. (trust me, I know, I use to self-harm a lot; and am still struggling.) NO more confession. Read it if you want to (I sincerely hope you do) but I won't hold it against you if you don't. No complaining though if you do read it, I warned you so please don't complain.
Disclaimer:
I do not own DGM
Chapter 10
Day one
Allen's POV:
Allen was jerked awake by what sounded like an air horn. He spun and tumbled out of his bed. Looking up he saw that Krory was awake and already freshly showered, he had been awake way before the air horn had sounded. Howard was gone, and so was Noise. "Where is everyone?" Allen asked.
"Noise is eating food, and Howard…who knows where that guy is." Krory said. "Here, I'm to show you around."
Allen took Krory's out stretched hand and followed him out. The camp was bustling around with many other people, who all looked like they had woken up before the air horn. They were all freshly showered and were laughing and eating food. "This doesn't seem much like Hell on Earth." Allen grumbled.
"It is though," Krory said with a nervous glance around. "Those people are on the Camp director's good side."
"That looks like everyone," Allen stated.
"Well, that isn't everyone." Krory stopped and pulled Allen into an ally way that was in between to cabins. Krory frowned a little when Allen yanked his arm from his grasp. "Don't trust the majority of the people that are here, they're good at pretending that they're your best friend."
"What about you and Noise?" Allen asked, "You two trusted me easily."
"Of course we did," Krory said simply. "We're already on the Directors bad side, so what is there to lose?" Krory left the ally way and led Allen farther down the dirt path. "We tell people in hopes that they hear the truth before the liars get to them, and try to turn them against us. We hope that one day they'll believe us over them, hasn't worked yet though." They came to a stop in front of a concrete building, "Here we are," motioning to the building he said, "These are the showers, extremely cold when you first get into them but then they warm up okay. It does look like a lot of people have used them already, so your water is probably going to be cold."
As if on que, a guy ran out shivering and was covered in goosebumps. Seeing Krory the guy slowed for a brief moment, "Careful kid, that guy is known as the vampire, he killed his family and the court sent him here. Almost killed a guy in his last cabin before he was sent to solitary." And with that the guy was gone.
Allen looked at Krory with a raised eyebrow.
"I didn't kill my parents, you have to have them pay in order to stay here, the fight between the guy…I gave him a bloody nose. The real reason on why I was sent to solitary was because the guy was Jasdero, and he's Earl's nephew so that's why I was sent to solitary." Krory said with a shrug.
Seeing how Krory bluntly stated it and the small smile on his face Allen guessed that he didn't regret it, "You don't regret it?"
Krory laughed, "Hell no, when you met Jasdero you'll understand." Handing Allen a towel Krory said, "Here take this, take a shower, and we'll go back to the cabin so you can get dressed."
Nodding Allen took a quick shower, Krory was right, the shower was freezing, especially in the mountains. It numbed him and gave him a brain freeze. But he couldn't help but stay huddled on the ground and let the water numb him, he didn't want to be here, he missed Tyki. Allen let himself have his crying session and then he shut off the water. When he was drying himself off he looked down at his body and instantly regretted it, bruises covered him from Cross, memories came flooded back. His tongue ran over his lip where it was split. Allen shook himself out from his memories and forced himself into worrying about how to position the towel so that no bruises were showing, but it was impossible. The bruises covered him from head to toe. "Hey Krory?!" Allen waited for Krory's response, but it never came. Maybe Krory had left him, the thought worried Allen and sent him into a bit of a panic.
But then he heard something that made him go around the building to inspect it. He followed it to the back of the showers, it was Krory on the ground. A gang of boys stood around him, their feet hitting him and they were spiting on him. Krory looked up, his face was bloodied, a split ran down from his temple, and his lip. His hair was messy and his clothes were ripped. His eyes seemed to tell him to leave.
But Allen shook his head and stepped forward, his towel wrapped tightly around his waist. "Hey!" he yelled.
The group of boys froze, their heads turned in unison towards Allen. Allen gulped and lifted his head up. "what is going on here?" he asked. The sentence, show no fear, ran through his mind over and over again.
A guy stepped forward. He had a dark tan and had dark black hair that was layered. Dark make up rimmed his eyes making them stand out. He was dressed in a tank top and black skinny jeans. He opened his mouth but was interrupted by a long blond haired guy that also had a dark tan and was dressed in a tee-shirt and skinny jeans. "Who the hell are you?" The blond guy snapped.
The dark haired guy turned a glare upon the blond, "Jasdero," the dark haired guy warned.
Oh so this is Jasdero, Allen thought, well he looks every bit like a pansy.
The dark haired guy walked towards him, a charming smile spread across his face. "Hello," the guy said as he led Allen around the corner of the building. "my name is Devit."
Upon closer inspection Allen could see that Devit was attractive. He had muscles that swelled and stood out from his tank top that seemed that like it had to stretch across his abdomen and chest, it was amazing because he was muscular but slim. His dark black hair seemed to have highlights of a lighter black and maybe even a dark brown, and his lips were thin but mesmerizing. "I'm sorry you had to see that." Devit continued, his voice was sleek and had a husky touch to it, it made Allen want to close his eyes and purr.
"I'm glad I saw it," Allen forced himself to snap, but it came out weak sounding.
"Oh?" Devit asked with a grin. "And why is that?"
"Krory is my friend," Allen said as he swallowed and leaned back against the building. He instantly wished that he hadn't because the wall was freezing against his bare skin. But he forced himself to stay.
The grin was wiped from off of Devit's face. "Trust me," Devit said as he leaned forward. Allen pressed himself even more against the wall and cursed himself again for leaning against it. "He is not your friend. He raped a guy." Devit leaned away and spread his hands. "and don't get me wrong. I don't have anything against gays, in fact I could go either way; it's the raping that bugs me, though. So I say that he deserve what he's getting right now."
Allen's body numbed, he didn't like the rape either. "I don't care." Allen said as he stepped closer to Devit, which forced Devit to take a step back. "Let him go."
They stood there for a bit, and then Devit grinned again. "As you wish." Walking towards the back, Devit yelled for them to let Krory go. Turning back to Allen, Devit nodded and said, "Until later." Then he was followed by the group of guys. Krory later rounded the corner, staggering. "What did you promise him?"
Allen glared at him, "Nothing."
"Allen, that's not good," he said, stumbling closer, "that means he has an interest in you." He said with an outstretched hand.
Allen walked away, "Don't except me to save you again, and don't ever touch me." Allen left a confused Krory behind as he went to go and change into clothes.
It was about mid-afternoon when Devit appeared in the doorway of his cabin. "Hello hero," Devit said, "Earl wants you at the head cabin." He explained before Allen could ask what he wanted. Allen followed Devit out. People smiled and waved at Devit. Truthfully Devit didn't seem all that bad, but his brother, Jasdero, well he seemed annoying.
"Here you go," Devit said as he opened the door for Allen. An unexpected blush cursed Allen as it swept across his cheeks, the smile that was on Devit's face widened ever so slightly.
The blush darkened and Allen stomped into the cabin. "Whoa, whoa, who's trying to break my floor boards?" said a voice that had a smile in it.
"Sorry," Allen grumbled as he took a seat, across a desk, sat the camp director, Earl.
A smile that was pleasant enough, but made Allen's insides twist up, cut across Earl's face. "Here," he said as he handed Allen a few papers, "we just need you to fill this out. Devit, can you just wait outside?"
The sound of Devit leaving made Allen's fear jump up into his throat. The door swung shut letting Allen know that he was gone.
"These are just forms that tell us a little about you're self." Earl said with that same smile on his face.
Allen looked through the pages, filling them out as he went. They asked the basics, his name, where he was from, if he was allergic to anything, if he had problems at school, problems at home, problems with anything else really, his fears, what he liked to do. Then he hesitated, sexual preference. He stopped his pen poised over the questions, then he wrote out the answer, straight. That was too personal of an answer to put for him down honestly. Not when everything that has happened, has happened because of that.
"Thank you," Earl smiled as he gathered up the papers, "you can leave now."
Allen stood up and left the main office, Devit was standing outside of the cabin, a cig between his lips. Seeing that it was Allen he grinned and jumped up from off the wall. "How was it?" He asked as he blew smoke away from Allen and into the wind.
He offered Allen the cig, but Allen politely declined. "It was okay." He answered as he walked towards his cabin. Devit slung an arm around his shoulders. Surprisingly Allen didn't feel the need to shrug him off like he usually did with other people. He was comfortable around him.
"What do you say to sneaking out of your cabin ten minutes after lights out and meeting me by the showers tonight?" Devit whispered into his ear.
Allen stumbled in his walking but Devit held him up. "W-why? What's happening?"
"Well," Devit said as he turned and walked in front of Allen, elegant and not stumbling as he walked backwards. "It's more like a bit of a party; don't be disappointed though, it's as best as the cabin parties get."
"So not to good?" Allen asked with a laugh.
Devit laughed as well as he returned to Allen's side, "No not to good." He agreed.
"I don't think tonight would be the best," Allen said in apology.
"Okay, that's fine," Devit said with a smile as he dropped him off at his cabin. "I'll see you tomorrow then."
Allen was smiling when he walked into his cabin, but his smile was quickly wiped from his face as he saw Krory who was glaring at him. "Allen," Krory started.
But Allen just ignored him; he went to his bed and got under the thin covers. He closed his eyes and soon he was asleep.
Kanda's POV:
It's been two days since Daniel has taken Kanda from out of the hospital, and it still seems like Daniel is alone. Kanda refuses to talk, or its physically impossible for him too; Daniel didn't know which one exactly. All he knew was that Kanda was plagued. He didn't know what had happened exactly but he still remembered how Kanda had looked when he had first come home. He had also reeked of sex. At first he had thought that it was just a bad lover who was abusive, that was until he saw the way that Kanda had shrunk away from his father. If this was rape than he was cursing himself ten times over for 1. Not punching Kanda's father in the face as hard as he could and 2. For giving Kanda a bath. He should have rushed him to the hospital to get evidence and put Kanda's father in jail. But he had washed the evidence of any sexual assault down the drain.
Right now he was cooking in the kitchen; he was flipping a pancake when two arms, that were thin, encircled him around the waist. It was Kanda. Daniel was troubled. Kanda never did this, although he didn't protest it, he was a little unnerved by the sudden change in character and with the way Kanda refused to talk. "Hey Yu," Daniel said softly as he put the spatula down and turned around to return Kanda's hug. Kanda's appearance had changed also, he had lost weight, and his dark blue eyes now seemed huge in his small face. His hair was longer than Daniel ever remembered it being before. Daniel softly turned Kanda around and gently started to braid his hair. Everything he did with Kanda was always softly and slowly. But Daniel was going to treat Kanda and do everything he could to make up for the terrible way he had treated him all those times before. Tying off the braid, Daniel hugged Kanda slowly from behind. He rested his chin on Kanda's shoulder. "You ready to eat?" he whispered.
A very slight shake of the head, told Daniel that Kanda wasn't hungry. "Babe," he tenderly sighed out. "You need to eat, it's been a while." A slow hesitant nod came from Kanda. Which told Daniel that Kanda was willing to eat. "Here," Daniel pulled out a chair. "sit."
Kanda sat and silently waited. His feet swinging and his gaze stayed unfocused on the floor where light that was streaming through the kitchen window rested at. He was dressed in an oversized shirt that was slipping off from his shoulders. His thighs were pale and thin. The hint of plaid boxers peeked out from underneath the shirt. Placing a pancake on a plate, Daniel put the plate in front of Kanda. Daniel watched him as he picked up a fork and cut up the pancake. Nothing else had been added to it.
Getting up Daniel went to the fridge and poured some milk. Turning around he saw that a third of the pancake was already gone. A smile spread across his face as he sat down and put the milk in front of Kanda. He ended up feeding the rest of the pancake to Daniel and then he drank half of the milk. "Good job," Daniel smile as he hugged Kanda. Turning he washed the plate, when he turned around he was already gone. Wandering to his small bedroom he saw Kanda, asleep on his bed, the TV was on playing some TV show. Daniel put his shoes on and went to go and pick up their school work.
Allen's POV:
Allen found himself at the corner of the showers, all he had to do was walk out from around the corner and he would be at the back of the showers, but a high voice stopped him.
"So Devit," the voice said. "I think I know a secret about you." She voice sang.
"Oh?" came the amused voice of Devit. His voice sent chills up and down Allen's arms and made a strange pull happen in the lower region of Allen's stomach. "Well tell me, Road, what is it?"
Road answered, "You have a crush on someone?"
"That's right," Devit said, unashamed of the fact, "But do you know who?"
"That's the hard part," Road said, she sounded like she was pouting. "I've only heard this from Jasdero, and you know how he is, can't remember names to save the life of him."
"I'll tell you," Devit said.
"You will?!" Road squealed with delight.
"Yes, but you'll owe me a favor later on," Devit said. "Deal?"
"Hmmm," Road thought it over. "Okay, deal!"
"He's name is Allen." Came the soft reply of Devit.
The air horn sounded, sending Allen spiraling from his sleep. Although he was being forced awake, he woke with a smile.
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