BEFORE YOU READ!... The song in this chapter is called 'I know you by Skyler Grey'. Thanks for Reading xo
10.
Spencer
I woke up to a empty cottage. Ashley had went down to the lake to focus on her music. I looked around and noticed all the empty beer bottles, I didn't think I drank that much. Ashley probably thinks I'm a drunk. I grabbed a bag, and started to put them all in. Picking up my work files putting them away in my briefcase. I went outside to put the recycling out, when Ashley was coming up from the lake.
"Finished the album already?" she laughed, and shook her head no.
"I did however get some songs done, but not as much as I need" I nodded, lighting up a smoke.
"Did you just get up?" she asked.
"Yup. Its called a weekend off, I'm aloud to wake up this late"
"okay then, well I'm going to go inside. Have fun smoking your cancer stick" She spoke while heading inside.
Something tells me she isn't too happy with me. I don't know what I did or say to make her upset. I wasn't really wanting to talk about each others feelings, but I didn't want her upset at me all weekend either. I rolled my eyes, throwing my smoke and went inside.
"Ashley?" I looked everywhere and didn't see her. I walked up stairs to the bedroom, where I found her laying down.
"Hey" I said leaning against the door frame.
"Hi"
"Whats wrong?"
"Just tired" I walked over laying down beside her, propping my self up looking over at her.
"Liar, tell me"
"Nothing, don't worry about it." She got up from the bed, walking to change her shirt for a sweater.
"Okay then" I got up and went back downstairs, I didn't have to deal with this shit.
I opened the fridge pulling out some stuff for a salad. I didn't want to eat anything heavy, and I was craving salad. When I turned around Ashley came into the kitchen to grab a drink, and went out to the deck. I finished making my salad, and went out to sit beside her.
"So are you going to stop being a fucking child and tell me whats wrong?" I said as I took a bite of my salad.
"What happen to you Spencer, why are you such a bitch" I looked over at her, I knew that would get her to talk.
"I was always a bitch, just never to you"
"Well I'm so happy you feel comfortable showing me your true colours"
"Your welcome" She rolled her eyes, taking a sip of her drink.
"I wrote a song today want to hear it?" I took a bite so I could think about it, was I ready to hear what she wrote. If I knew Ashley, I knew her song was probably going to be about me.
"Sure, why not" She nodded, getting her guitar and coming back out.
"Here it goes" She started to strumming, and her eyes were glued onto mine.
"I believe, I believe there's love in you
Grid locked on the dusty avenues
Inside your heart, just afraid to go
I am more, I am more than innocent
But just take a chance and let me in
And I'll show you ways that you don't know
Don't complicate it,
Don't let the past dictate
Yeah,
I have been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
So please, I know you baby
I know you baby
So please, I know you baby
I know you baby
I believe, I believe you could love me
But you're lost on the road to misery
And what I gave to you
I could never get back!
Don't complicate it,
Don't drive yourself insane
Yeah,
Say what you will but I know that you want to stay!
So please, I know you baby
I know you baby
So please, I know you baby
I know you baby
Chemicals rushing in,
I know it's you that I belong to
I'm fighting like a cannonball in the air
Crashing into who I belong to
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I have been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
Please, I know you baby
I know you baby
So please, I know you baby
I know you baby
So please, I know you baby (The shadows of your heart are hanging in the sweet, sweet air)
I know you baby
So please, I know you baby (The secrets that you hide, control us and it's just not fair)
I know you baby
The shadows of your heart are hanging in the sweet, sweet air (I know you baby)
I know you baby
The secrets that you hide, control us and it's just not fair (I know you baby)
I know you baby"
"I see" I got up from the table walking inside, I place my bowl on the counter. I went into the fridge getting my self a beer.
"Say something Spencer" I kept drinking my beer, I didn't know what she wanted me to say.
"I'm guessing that was about me?" she nodded.
"Spencer I just want you to talk to me, or to someone."
"About what! You all think I need to talk or change! I am fine!"
"You aren't the same Spencer! You use to be this kind loving soul. Now you are this bitchy, drunk, who doesn't give shit about others!"
"I'm sorry that I don't want to be what others want me to be! If you don't like me then take a hike!. I didn't ask you to be in my life!" I smashed the bottle against the wall.
"What about Kyla, or Aiden. Fuck what about our nephew! Think about Arthur!" I turned around and looked at her.
"Don't ever fucking say that name to me again!"
"What, you mean Arthur. The boy who is named after the two most amazing people in everyone lives. The man who saved my best friend life, and a women who was like a mother to Kyla and I!." I shoved Ashley against the wall.
"Shut up!" I yelled.
"Then just tell me what happen, because losing your parents wouldn't make you like this"
"Just stop, I'm asking you to just stop Ashley" I was begging at this point, I didn't want to talk.
"Fine" I let her go, walking over grabbing the broom.
"Thank you."
"Spencer?"
"Yeah?"
"What ever happen, I'm sorry that it did."I looked over at her.
"Why do you think something happen to me Ashley, maybe I just don't want to be hurt anymore. Did you all ever think that maybe between you leaving me, and my parents dieing that I just had enough of getting my heart broken?"
"Is that the case, if so then maybe you should deal with your anger issues"
"No. I got over losing my parents, and over you. It was hard to do it, but I came to a good place about both of them." I took a seat on the couch, looking down at my beer bottle. I felt the couch move next to me, Ashley was sitting next to me.
"Then what made you close up Spence, what made you run away from everyone." I looked over at her, she had tears still coming down her cheeks.
"I got pregnant"
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