Okay so you know how they are adding Edgar to the Insurgent movie? Yeah well he's starting in this fanfic :) I quite like him a little ~savingpoppunk
You know how some bullies have a reason and others don't?
That's how it is with Peter. He has a reason. He has for over a year.
He's my ex.
No one knows. Only Caleb.
We had a year and a half relationship. My side was torture, his side was fun.
You see, Peter was my first boyfriend. One day I caught him cheating on me, so I fired back, I cheated on him with this guy named Edgar. Peter later told me that he loved me but he hated that way I was. I didn't believe him and continued to date Edgar behind his back.
Peter found out I was still dating Edgar and became abusive. He continued to be like that until he forced me to break up with Edgar. After I broke up with Edgar, Peter wouldn't let me out of our relationship. My brother then called the cops on him and he was in prison for a few months.
About 4 months ago Peter was let out. He still continues to do the things he does to me to make me regret it all.
I found out about month before he was let out the girl he was cheating on me with:
1. He never broke up with her.
2. She committed suicide a week before my brother called the cops on him.
She died because of him. She died to get away from him. She died to get out of that relationship, because she found out that he was cheating on me with her, he was using her. He was using me.
Peter never knew I cut, he never knew about my suicidal attempt, he never knew I used to wake up screaming and crying at night because of him, he never knew about me being scared to sleep. He never did and no one will ever know.
The only reason I live today is:
1. Caleb
2. My mom
3. Bands
Edgar was a good guy, he cared. He knew I was in a relationship and he knew about all the things Peter did to me. Edgar took me to my first concert and it's one I'll never forget.
I told Peter that I was going to New York with my brother for the weekend, but I was going to see All Time Low.
I played in bed thinking about all of this I started at the white ceiling. I was lost in my thoughts.
Sometimes I still think about Edgar and where he could be. If he was waiting for me to come back. If he was single or taken. I still think about the way his clear blue eyes looked at me. I still think about the way his blonde hair felt as I ran my fingers through it as we kissed.
Tomorrow would have been a year we were together but I was only with him for 5 months.
The next day in math I sat in my same spot I sat in everyday, back corner of the class.
"Um hi?" I heard a familiar voice say. I froze I started down at my random doodle in my notebook.
"Ah, come in, come in." I heard Mrs. Mathews say. "Class please welcome our new student, Edgar"
I couldn't believe it. He was right there once again. I looked up and smiled.