Things Changed I Changed
5 Months Later
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A/n – For those of you who have sensitive eyes do you read the next few sentences. I have a few things to address. You have been warned.
1) I swear someone posts one more thing on this story that ISNT related to the story I will report you; I have very little patience with time wasters
2) Yes Vampires cannot faint. But they also cannot have sex. Their hearts don't beat. Which means that if their heart doesn't beat, no blood is being pumped around, which means no excited penis, which means it can't enter. Get my drift? So stop criticising me, and criticise someone else! It's my story, and it has nothing to do with you unless you are, me, a NICE reviewer, or someone looking to publish me.
Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. – Author Unknown
Giving up doesn't always mean your weak, sometimes it means your strong enough to let go – Author Unknown
5 Months later
And so a month split into two months which then escalated into five. Five whole months it took for me to clear myself up. And for five whole months I neither fed nor spoke. With no one to speak to, I had no reason to speak and with no need to feed, I didn't.
Alex. I'd hated him when I'd first met him, he'd called me a baby and a vegetarian. Said that he would never be able to cope, said that he wished he'd never left. Wished he could be free. And now he was. His spirit was free to run across the Earth till the end of time. I missed him. He was the big brother I never had, of course at one time it had been Emmett, but they'd left and I found a better alternative, Alex. Who was now dead because of me. Maybe it was my fault? Maybe I am doomed to lose everyone I care about; Edward, Alex, The Cullen's, Renee, Charlie. Maybe it's my curse.
Jen still texts me once a week telling me where they are and what's happened, encase I want to meet up with them. This was how I knew I'd find them back in Forks with Jen and Tom.
Carlisle was working as a doctor. Rosalie and Emmett were in Alaska somewhere posing as college students. Tom and Jen had gone back to Forks school enrolling Tom as Alice's cousin and Carlisle's child. Alice was Carlisle's ward after her parents died a month ago. And me and Alex had taken a 'long' vacation to see his grandparents. And Jasper? Well Jasper had been enrolled as well with Edward, Edward posing as Alice's brother, but they would be staying at home till today Monday, when they would rejoin school, Carlisle had told the school they had measles.
Measles? I'd almost laughed when Jen had told me that, almost.
So here I was standing outside Forks school, just behind some bushes. A quick check home had steered me in good stead, a change of clothes and a bike from the garage and here I was. No one had been home, yet Jaspers, Edward and Carlisle's scents hung in the air mixing with Jen's, Alice's and another one I recognised vaguely as Toms. Wringing my hands as though I was stopping them from throttling me. The bell had just rung signalling the end of the day, they'd be out in seconds and then they'd catch my scent.
And I was right, not five minutes later they walked out, all together. Sighing I stepped out from behind my bush and waited. They didn't even notice me; their gazes were directed at the not so small figures around my prized baby and another slightly older car. They walked together forming two groups the boys in front with Jen, Alice and Tom behind. I grinned slightly as I noticed Alice and Jen both wrap their hands around Toms to keep him from joining Edward and Jasper.
Sighing I watched as Jasper engaged the biggest looking boy in a conversation. Words flew backwards and forth at whispers to quiet I couldn't even hear them. Then the biggest looking boy shook his head and snarled slightly, that I could hear. Jasper tried to lay a hand on him and he shook it off, shaking. His body quivered as he tried not to shake to violently.
A gust of air blew behind me sending my scent flying forwards and they stiffened all together. The boy stopped shaking and stared at me and together, as though they were all one, The Cullen's turned as well. My eyes flicked from Jaspers, to Toms, to Alice's to Jens and finally to Edwards. His light golden eyes, with a slight tint of red. His eyes widened before his face became impassive.
Not what I expected but there you go.
Slowly I glided forward, my footsteps pounded in my ears. The gazes of the others sent shivers down my spine. Within seconds I'd reached them. Avoiding my friend's gazes I turned instead to look at the faces in front of them.
They were all dark. All different. Their faces all looked rugged, even the girls. They were quivering, but that wasn't what scared me. Their eyes, every single pair, were a deep brown, much like Charlie's had been, and like Charlie's they seemed to bore into my very soul.
"Isabella?" The boy who had spoken seemed to be the eldest, almost to old for school, he looked to be about eighteen, maybe nineteen. His eyes were set into his face and bags lingered under his eyes suspending them in shadow, much like my own. His nose was slightly out of joint as though it had been broken, once or twice. All of this however only added to the attractiveness of him.
"Yes. Now, what's with the fight?" I moved forward as I spoken, baring my teeth slightly. He didn't seem put off, on the contrary he moved closer as did I. By now I was level with Edward and Jasper at the front.
He shook his head as he moved back scrunching up his nose slightly. I mirrored him, I suppose. He smelt terrible, went dog hung on the air around him.
While waiting for someone to answer me I looked around. The girl with the scraggly pigtails at the back caught my eye; it was my friend from the cafeteria. Jeepers. Another head seemed to have been added onto her, she was now taller than me, but a lot. I moved forward a few more paces before darting back.
"Wolves," I answered my own question.
The girl snorted a repulsive sound. Her eyes rose up to look at me, they were brown, the same as the others, yet they sparkled with warmth, warmth buried deep down and maybe a hint of accusation? She knew. They all knew. They knew who I was. Isabella, that hadn't been them talking about Isabella Peirce, but Isabella Swan.
Another person's life came flashing back, big brown eyes with crinkled skin around the edges, Billy Black. And another face, younger, fuller, the same brown eyes sparkling with warmth and love, Jacob Black. Almost like a second family to me.
Edward Cullen's Point Of View
Isabella's eyes widened in realisation of something, but I couldn't tell. I couldn't read her mind, I didn't want to, and even if I did I couldn't. Her mouth opened and closed several times before shutting. Seconds past as she and the only female wolf in the group stared at each other silently communicating.
"Jacobs your father," it wasn't a question rather than a statement.
One that seemed to shock the wolf girl more than she wanted to let on. "Obviously," muttered the girl sarcastically. Once again her eyes sweeped the cars park, only minutes had passed since school had finished and students were only starting to pour out of the building.
Stupid bloodsuckers, I want thins over and done with, though the one who just turned up is almost pretty, for a leach, I snarled. How dare they? True Bella was not mine and probably never would be mine after what I'd put her through, but that dog had no chance with her!
Maybe we should go, we're getting to much attention, and father wouldn't want that, he almost skinned me alive last time, shame. I hope it hurt.
"We should leave now, but we need to continue this, and soon," the boy whose thoughts I just read spoke and glanced at me glaring slightly, "come over the border tomorrow lunchtime at one, I'll meet you and we'll finish discussing this." He gave a curt nod turned and left.
Bella Swan (Pierce) Point Of View
The boy who had spoken turned and left the others followed quickly leaving us, vampires, alone in the clearing. "I'll meet you at the house in an hour Jen?" It wasn't really a question, but it felt like one.
She nodded and gave a slight smile, which I returned. Turning around I barely acknowledged the others accept a slight smile in the direction of Alice. Without looking back I walked towards the bike, started it and sped away.
The grave yard was my destination. Of course graves are sad places, and I needed happy thoughts, but who could have happy thoughts at a time like this?
All my old memories were being brought to the surface, another life, someone else's life, my life. A life with Charlie, with Renee, Edward, the Blacks.
Tim passed in the graveyard as I stood over my father's grave. A hour passed before I moved, I blinked before turning around and walking away, forever.
The house looked exactly like it used to, maybe a few things were different, but what did that matter. Pushing the door open I looked into my old home. I found them all sitting in the front room waiting for me, Jen, Alice and Tom sitting on the biggest sofa with Jasper standing behind Alice. Edward and Carlisle stood opposite the door; Carlisle leaning against the wall and Edward on the single seat.
"So what happened?" Alice was the first to talk her voice filled with anger and sorrow "you just left us! We were mourning Alex and you just left! Saying you would be back! It's been months!"
I stared round at them for a moment and none of them could meet my gaze. Cowards.
"I left, I thought, I spent time away, I came back, nothing really," my voice was cold.
Yes they were upset over the death of Alex, I was still. But they didn't need to act like it was my fault!
Even though it was.
End Chapter. Review?
Now, I have a few options, the one with the most votes wins! So please let me know in a review?
Bella is nice and sorts everything out and they sort things out with the wolves
Bella is nice and sorts everything out they fight with the wolves and someone dies, (possibly Edward then Bella is upset e.t.c?)
Bella is evil, they sort nothing out and she leaves and never looks back
Bella is evil, fights with the wolves by herself and dies.
You have no idea how much my mum hates me. I didn't post on here all the holidays. AND I STILL got under 40 in two subjects. And I haven't even got most of them back yet! You know what really sucks? They were the two I needed decent marks in Chemistry and Maths. But nooo, I had to get 77 percent in freaking English (may I add 4th highest in my year?) but what use is that? But I thank FF for improving my English!
I hope you didn't mind the rant, above, but ya no, sometimes people overstepped the mark.
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