Henrik drove up to the entrance of Brassiere Monroe

"Roxanna would have love this coming here for her birthday" said Rebecca

"Maybe next year" said Henrik

The two entered the restraunt

"Table for Mr Hanssen" said Henrik

"This way Sir" said the waiter

"Henrik this is set for four people"

"Yes I booked it a month ago, when you just arrived for me, you, Roxanna and John"

"Oh Henrik" said Rebecca as she rubbed his arm

"Order what ever you would like" said Henrik

"Don't worry I tend to, hospital food is rotten" said Rebecca as she looked at the menu

"So any ideas"

"Between the chicken and the steak"

"Well I'm going for the chicken"

"Looks like a steak for me followed by the chocolate surprise"

"Ready to order" said the waiter

"Can I have one Chicken Fajitas and can I get a medium rare steak and a chocolate surprise with extra gummi bears" said Henrik

"Of course Sir" said the waiter

"Thank you" said Rebecca

"So how are you feeling" said Henrik

"Sore, when I turn sometimes" said Rebecca "what about you"

"Slowly but steady, Amy's missing you like mad"

"I'm missing her too, how is she"

"She's fine, Jac is taking care of her tonight" said Henrik " she and Emma made you this"

Henrik handed her a card which read 'Get well soon Mummy' in her daughter's handwriting below was a picture of what looked like her lying in a hospital bed and beside her was a small figure that looked similar to Jac

"No guess who drawed Jac Naylor" said Rebecca this made Henrik laugh

"Rebecca I must ask you something" said Henrik

"Sure" said Rebecca

"Did Roxanna have a son" said Henrik

"How did you know" said Rebecca

"Something that Dr McKendrick said in theatre, about Roxanna having a son and him being John's first trail patient"

"Yes, Roxanna has a son Luke but John wasn't his doctor, my dad was"

"Why didn't she tell me"

"Henrik, Luke is dead"

"What"

"Luke, is Roxanna's and David son ten years ago Luke was injured in a RTC which left him paralysed from the neck down over the years Luke started to be able to walk on his own but always need help, Roxanna and David was desperate for a cure. My dad was working on the same trial that John is working on now years ago and promised Rox that this surgery could save him, my dad killed Luke and my mum because he used them as Guinea pigs because once you save one you can't stop"

"Johns using your dads trail"

"Yes, more like adapting the trial"

"So where is your dad"

"Prison for medical manslaughter, he serving life"

"That's why Roxanna bought you back"

"Yes, Roxanna knew I am the only one that can save him from himself"

"So what do we do"

"Stop him, Henrik there is something else"

"The night I got injured I held the knife to John Gaskell's throat, my dad gave my mum looked in syndrome just like John Gaskell gave Roxanna locked in syndrome"

"How do you know" said Henrik angrily

"He told me" said Rebecca

"I'm going to kill him" said Henrik

"Henrik, that's not the answer, we need him to save Roxanna first"

"So I meant to sit here and pretend everything is fine" said Henrik

"Yes, he can't know that you know the truth, Henrik please keep this between us" said Rebecca " I promise soon this will be all over and we move on"

"Okay, only for Roxanna" said Henrik

"Thanks again Henrik" said Rebecca as the waiter delivered their food

"I have to ask you something" said Henrik

"Sure" said Rebecca

"Do you still have feelings for John" said Henrik

"Henrik, its difficult" said Rebecca

"Its a simple yes or on Rebecca" said Henrik

"I don't know"

"You don't know Rebecca tell me why"

"Because Rox, the trial" said Rebecca

"You know that's not what I'm asking"

"What that everytime I see him I fell like a giggling schoolgirl, or that every time he uses his brain to discribe something medical it like university all over again or the fact that if I stand a few inches away from him I lean forward" said Rebecca

"You and I both know the answer"

"Yes, Henrik I do I love the man that John has grown up to be he's still the same young man i fell in love with but its so hard that Amy hasn't spend any time with him, that years ago I refused his proposal that I want him, me and Amy to be a proper family and that fact he's hurt Roxanna" said Rebecca as she started to cry

Henrik pulled her in for a hug

"He fells the same way, he loves you as well" said Henrik "we must get you back to Holby or Jac will go mental"

"Sure let's go" said Rebecca

The drive back to the hospital was silent as Rebecca had fallen asleep, after arriving at the hospital Henrik carried asleeping Rebecca bridal style

"Mr Hanssen, I was two minutes away from calling Ms Naylor" said Freida

As Henrik placed Rebecca back on to her hospital bed

"What did Ms Naylor find when she done the tests" said Henrik

"I would rather have Jac explain" said Freida

"Please, tell me"

"She has a number of old surgical scares as like she was used like a Guinea pig for an experiment" said Frieda