uhh romantic Angst is all I got for you. Also if any of you would like to draw me some Cybele Concept art or Cybele/Hiccup concept art, my submit box on sweethaddockboy . tumblr . com is totally open just an fyi fyi because I totally can't draw but that would be super cool lol. Anyways, its 2 am and I've taken two nights to write this. ENJOY and leave COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK and stuff like that and nice, here ya go

Three days in and everybody found themselves charmed by the dragons. Though they were still afraid to be near them. They stayed inside the caverns of the large ice cave most of the time, leaving Hiccup and Valka to advise the dragons to stay away from the visitors who got jumpy and even pulled out their daggers. Hiccup made sure all lethal weapons were put away, as so the dragons never got severely injured or killed.

The Bewilderbeast especially amazed the crowd. Hiccup had been lounging on one of the pricks on its head when Valka had come to show them. The Bewilderbeast had took little notice, as not to let the boy on his head fall off- which he'd come to like. He'd talk to the giant dragon sometimes, vent away, thinking the dragon was listening- and so he was. The young man had grown on him since his arrival. Though these visitors seemed bothersome, especially to his little human friend who liked to sit on his quills under the sun.

"You know, I think Astrid has come to grow fond of ye'," Gobber noted as he, Stoick, Snotlout, Fishlegs and Hiccup sat alone.

"Fond of me? Fond how?" Hiccup asked, musing a smile. Sure, he remembered loving Astrid with lovesick passion. Though that was so long ago, now he didn't seem to remember what his younger self ever saw in her. Perhaps he just couldn't see past his wife or perhaps she was just his best kept option at the time.

"You know, dumb head, like she's interested!" Snotlout chimed in and Hiccup laughed.

"Why are you laughing? Its not far off, considering you're strong and quite good looking!" Fishlegs encouraged and Hiccup shook his head.

"Its not that, it's just that it's all too bad. I guess I forgot to mention it but I'm married, after all."

"Married?" All the men asked and looked at him a little surprised and confused.

"By spirit, according to her but yes. She's a… how do I put it? Mother nature but not exactly. She's like a witch, volka, fairy mix. That's why I left in such a hurry the other day. Her island was attacked while she was there resting during her monthly cycle, she got hurt. Thankfully others were there to help and take care of her. And she's quite beautiful… most beautiful girl I've ever seen really." Hiccup laughed softly, a small smile on his lips. Stoick had an almost mimicked smile on his own.

"And I never thought I'd see the day… Will we get to meet her?" Stoick asked, hopeful.

"Surely. If you don't leave within the next few days. She's rather likeable really." Hiccup shrugged and the guys laughed. "You'll like her, I do think so."

"I bet she's lovely," Fishlegs assured and Hiccup smiled his way.

"Just so."

Astrid, Ruffnut and Valka were weaving some tweed together, making new coasters for placing food on. They were just chatting, girl talk you could say and the boys were right. Astrid was smitten, though Valka didn't have the heart to tell her. She felt maybe it was best she find out for herself.

"He's just so… not what I expected. He and I were working out together the other day and he taught me this skillful new way to throw my axe- Where did he even learn all of this?"

Valka laughed and shrugged. "I couldn't tell you. Probably Eret or Jay."

"Who's Jay?" Astrid inquired.

"Very close friend of his. The two are practically inseparable when they're together." Astrid nodded and Ruffnut sighed.

"You know… That Eret guy is a dream. Hiccup is cute but Eret… wow. He's so perfect!"

Valka laughed. "Seems Eret took rather an interest in Astrid, though I'm sure you can charm your way to his heart if you tried."

Astrid giggled and nodded, elbowing Ruffnut. "I don't knoooww I still think you and Snotlout would make a better match."

The day week wore on and things got better, at least for Cybele it did. She and Jay returned, refreshed with the feeling of what felt like a home to them. Cybele was relying on Jay to help her up the hill though, as she was still weak from twice the amount of blood loss, due to her cycle and the wound. They limped all the way up, Jay encouraging her and telling her stupid little jokes to make her smile. He had always been so kind to her, sweet on her. Though she knew better than to think he had other intentions over friendship.

They finally reached the entrance and snuck in, going over to wear the bonfire was. Jay and her released each other and Jay pulled out a knife before running and pulling Hiccup back, knife to throat. Her surprised Husband bit the hand and twisted the arm before flipping the threat to his life over. Jay winced, landing on his stressed back.

"What a bitch, you have to threaten me every time you see me?" Hiccup accused, staring at his best friend unapologetically. Jay gave a breathy laugh before getting up and collapsing on Hiccup, technically hugging him. Hiccup leaned in on him and wrapped his arms around him. "Mmmm I missed my lover."

"Missed ya too," Jay replied, looking up at Hiccup before they both started laughing. "So, who's the in-crowd and where did they come from?" Jay asked, pulling apart. Cybele had replaced Hiccup on the log he was sitting on, watching Astrid from the other side, looking at her husband with a dreamy-eyed look. She didn't like it, in fact it raged jealousy through Cybele's veins.

"They're old friends and family of his," she chimed in, looking up at the two. Hiccup laughed and nodded and Jay took an empty seat, the one next to Astrid, and Hiccup took Cybele's hand and pulled her up, before sitting and pulling her back down into his lap. She gave a sweetly wicked smile before pressing her lips firmly to his, firm and present. He pulled away and rested his head on her shoulder.

"What was that?" He muttered, and she shrugged, leaning back against him. Valka though, watched from beside Stoick- She did it to throw off Astrid, and she could see Astrid had been ripped to pieces suddenly, she was angry. This girl had waltzed in here and claimed Hiccup as rightfully hers when Astrid thought she was the one to be rightfully his. Yet here they were. Though, Jay had started up conversation enough to distract the others from the scene, Valka saw and Valka knew what was going on. Cybele never had a visible threat to her love, so she never had to worry.

"Jay, Cybele, you were never properly introduced," Valka spoke up calmly. Cybele looked up from the rings on her finger that she was playing with.

"Hm? Oh, I'm Cybele- or as the boys like to call me, 'mother nature,'" She stated, smiling softly, running a hand through Hiccups hair as he smiled in her neck, head nuzzled into her side. He was tired before, but now he was more tired, plus he had a place to rest.

"And who are you, exactly?" Astrid asked, trying not to be bitter. Though she felt like somebody had slipped a rug from underneath her, slapped her in the face.

"Hiccups wife-"

"By spirit and soon to be ceremony. Very exciting. Oh, did you bring any more of your stuff?"

"Well I packed it, I don't know if Jay brought it."

"I did, I did," Jay intercepted. "I had Toothless bring it to the house because it's a little difficult to carry a tiny girl and two bags the size of her."

"I'm not that small!" She defended, crossing her arms and everybody laughed at the argument. Hiccup smiled and remained half asleep on her.

"Pretty tiny," Jay added. "And Hiccup is practically asleep. Come on, where's my excitement?"

"I don't know, check the woods and try not to get eaten. That's always a good rush to the veins."

"Smartass," he muttered and Hiccup looked up and glanced over.

"Not my fault you came late-"

"How's Eret?" Valka cut in, not wanting to hear them bicker.

"He's alright. Not dead, hanging in there, got a couple whips on the back but it's not too bad. I stopped it before it got too bad, using some sleep potion pocket sized witch over there gave me."

"Pocket sized witch…" she mused, in a soft, slightly angry tone and he smiled sweetly, getting up and kneeling before her.

"I love you."

"I'm taken."

"But I love you."

"Good." She smiled and he smiled and they did a very fake, very quick peck to the cheek before pretending to be repulsed and Hiccup laughed, a real laugh that the crew before them hadn't really seen since they got here, or really ever. He was never this happy and stoick cracked a smile.

"I've never seen him so happy," Stoick spoke up and the three looked over.

"You must be his father. You have his eyes," Cybele told Hiccup. "And his good looks. He seems nice."

"He's… well, not half bad." Hiccup laughed and Astrid couldn't help but feel a little repulsed. And it didn't help when they'd all retired for the night, Hiccup and Cybele being amongst the last. Astrid though had stayed up the latest and was headed back to her room, though she could see a lamp light on from under his door and she could hear voices from the door two away from her own.

Cybele was undressing, taking off her dress and her corset. She turned to look at him. "Well she obviously must mean something to you! I can feel it, there's more than what you are telling me!"

"More than what I'm telling- Its been six days! And I visited you 5 out of six!"

"A lot can happen in six days Hiccup! And you were around for an hour, then what were you doing?" Cybele defended. "What happened?"

"Nothing! Why can't you believe me?"

"Because I feel like-"

"Well can you for once believe that your feelings aren't supernatural and maybe it's just you being insecure." She was down to her black undergarments, turning on her heel, dropping the dress to the floor and looking at him furiously. "Don't give me that look."

"Have I ever been wrong? You think this is just some… insecurity?!"

"Yes! Why can't you-"

"Because I can differentiate my supernatural and my natural being. Okay? I know that something is up and you have something for her-" She began to say, rather loudly, tears pooling in her eyes when suddenly he frustratedly grabbed her by the hip and pulled her close.

"Does anything in our known universe shine brighter than the sun?"

"Excuse me?" She asked, looking at him confused and angry.

"Does anything in our known universe shine brighter than the sun?" he repeated and she shook her head a slight no. "Then if the sun is the brightest thing, any wise man would know it is better than any star. Only fools chase stars, and stars die quick, the sun is eternal. You are my sun, you outshine any star, you're eternally committed to me and to think you even considered doubting it hurts. Unless you consider throwing an axe in her direction a romance behind your back then I'd never."

Cybele nodded, searching his face but failing to meet his eyes, she was panting, holding onto his bare shoulders, because she felt like she might collapse if she let him go. So perhaps she was blinded, perhaps she didn't see the difference when came to him and another girl. Perhaps it was the one thing she overlooked and that was his commitment. And she felt his green eyes watching her, felt his hands present on the small of her back, could feel his pulse under her palm and suddenly she felt very small beneath him. She wanted to cry, she wanted to collapse. And she did, collapsing into him. He took her into his arms, holding her close, holding her in his arms, picking her up and placing her on the new bed that he and Jay had put in (and oh so comfortable but that's besides the point).

She curled into him, sniffling, trying to calm herself, but she broke down crying, not even having been able to slip into her night dress. She was just crying, vulnerable and half naked on her bed, in her husband's arms. And when she were younger, she might have felt the notion romantic but now it felt pathetic and upsetting. She had hurt him. She had upset him. She made him believe that she didn't trust him.

"I'm so sorry," she whispered, sobbing into his chest. He rubbed her shoulder, kissed her head.

"Its okay. We all make mistakes and so you were mistaken. Its nothing to fuss over, dear." Sure he was upset, but how could he possibly stay so mad at her? She shook her head and looked up at him, she knew he was upset, she could tell from how he was tense and how he gave off that upset feeling, it was right down to the way he talked even.

"I wr-wronged you," she managed out, trying to collect herself, trying to breathe. They never fought, especially over something so petty. She didn't like it, didn't like the idea of him yelling at her or him being so upset with her or her being angry with him. It didn't feel right, in fact it felt very wrong.

"And you didn't mean to." He insisted and she was no longer crying, though she was still breathing hard. She looked up at him and this time she met his eyes, nodding slowly. He smiled slightly and nudged her nose up before pressing a kiss on her lips. And she swore she felt her breath slip away at very brief kiss, the very short yet very sweet kiss. She moved a little closer and he kissed her again, except this time, they held each other and she pushed him down on the bed so she lay on top of him. And they kissed for what felt like hours, they longed for each other in ways they forgot, its been so long and so much had happened since they'd last really, truly slept together as man and wife should.

And really, she missed him, his gentle touch. She missed his hotty kisses, his messy hair, his pleasurable touch, the way his fingers lit fire to her skin. Really, she undeniably let him in and somehow, by the end of the night, it's as if everything was fixed and nothing happened, they never were hurt.

soooo yea! That's that. Again R&R, consider maybe drawing some concept art or LEAVING FIC REQUESTS on the same blog. I'll totally take both. I write the requests, I'll do anything that ranges Hiccelsa/Hijack/Hibele or Asteret

so nice nice that's that idk I'm super duper tired