As Jim pounced on John as they reached the bed, he could feel something of Johns down south poking into his stomach. 'Oh Dear John, already? Is that a British army browning L9A1 in your pocket or are you just pleased to see me?'
Jim grinned.
'Oh fuck off Jim, you git' John said, smiling through the embarrassment.
'As if you can talk' he said, scanning Jim's body.
Jim went quiet, peacefully thinking and ten minutes later, he rolled over to meet Johns gaze. 'John? I want you in me tonight'
John's eyes widened, understanding how big a deal this is.
'Are you sure Jimmy? I don't mind if you're not, I'm quite big, if you remember, he said, biting his lip. '
'Of course I remember, how could I forget?' He winked. 'But I've made my choice let's do it.'
John sighed, giving up because despite John topping, he knew Jim would always have the power over him so he may as well do as he says.
'Fine Jim' he sighed, 'go start preparing yourself, I need to have a quick shower.'
Jim was glad he won that battle, and as he got himself worked up, John walked back in, a small towel the only thing protecting his modesty.
Jim turned over, onto all fours. John added more lube and worked himself in, as Jim was getting impatient.
As soon as he entered, Jim stopped a scream exiting him as he bit into a pillow. Jesus John was big, maybe they were rushing things. But he would feel empty without John in him now, he knew that, so he said nothing.
As John slowly moved in him, the pain began to subside.
Jim was soon screaming john's name, reaching an orgasm high that he'd never thought he would be able to reach. 'Jesus Christ John' was all Jim could say as John reached his own climax.
Jim lay, snuggled into Johns arm, ad whispered in his ear 'if you tell anyone we cuddled or snuggled I'll have to kill you, wouldn't do much for my rep, that' he joked, too tired to do anything else.
As John fell asleep, Jim began to imagine what would happen tomorrow. He was meeting Sherlock without telling John. He couldn't hurt him again. Never.
But what if he didn't come back? How would John cope? He's already said that he couldn't live without him but he didn't want to be the reason for John's unravelling.