CREATION AND BIRTH OF LOVE(Melanie)

Even though I was in great pain I decided to go and check up on Jesse. She was after all pregnant and that little baby was my niece or nephew. I was excited somehow I felt I was going to already meet that little bundle of joy.

I opened the door very quietly and slowly because one I didn't have much strength and second if Jesse was falling asleep or already asleep I didn't want to disturb her or the baby.

I picked my head in and saw Jesse crying. This worried me. Was she hurt? Was something wrong with the baby? Or was it pregnancy mood swings? I didn't know but I decided to check up on her. It was my aunt duty.

"Hey Jess you okay?" I asked as I walked in with obvious difficulty. "Melanie omgosh be careful,here let me help" Jesse said as she was trying to get out of bed but I told her not to move and I managed to sit on the near by chair.

"Melanie you should be the one not moving. You need your rest" she said. I just smiled and told her I had to come and see the new baby forming in her. "Hiiii baby I'm your Auntie Melanie...awwww you waki or doing meemeez huh? I began to ask as I rubbed Jesse's tummy.

"Please stop" Jesse said in a sadden tone. I looked at her and saw pain in her eyes. Was she regretting being pregnant?

"Mels iiii. ...I'm not pregnant" she yelled and started crying again. I looked at her and her tummy. This couldn't be true. I had many questions to ask but right now was not the time. She needed a hug, so I hugged her.

"There there Jes iits okay. Your not evil if you lied about a pregnancy then I'm sure you have a good reason to have done so" I said as I hugged her tightly. She looked up at me and wiped her tears away.

"When I had the miscarriage the doctor said that I could never really get pregnant. Some disease Missy had passed on to me where I can't carry a baby for more then two months. He said that if I ever got pregnant again that in a matter of days or weeks ill lose it. My fainting was a result of the symptoms he said I would have. He said that in any pregnancy test it would show up positive but in reality my egg because it was fertilize it was stuck and I would have to have a heaver period to knock it out. The sperm is just like glue but there was never any actual life forming yet. I'm sooo sorry Mels. I honestly just remembered I could not give the miracle of life until well until I started my period a couple of minutes ago. I should of told Sam way before this all happened and I should of protected myself but well it just happened without any planning." she said.

I took a deep breath and told her I understood. "I didn't tell Sam because I couldn't bear it. You should have seen her Mels she was so happy. And then I thought I could convince her not to go after Missy for the baby. I only did it for her I swear I didn't do it out of selfishness to keep her by my side. I was even thinking of just leaving her after all this drama vanished so she could be happy with Carly. Before she dropped Freddie at his house she told me that as soon you get better we would all be returning to New York. I would love to return. I would love to marry her like she offer but I can't keep up this lie. And if I tell her the truth she might hate me and go after Missy. Not truly having her love is painful having her hate will just kill me. Seeing her go after Missy no I don't want that either. Melanie what do I do now?" she begged for an answer.

Jesse had done all of this out of love. To protect and keep Sam happy. But she didn't want her forcefully. Wait does she know about Carly? It seemed like she could read my mind. She handed me Sams phone.

"She accidently left it here" she said. I took it and there was a text from Carly.

They are all telling me that a baby changes EVERYTHING well guess what Sam? I still love you and always will with or without a baby. 10 miles or 1000 miles apart still my heart beats for you. Nope doesn't change ANYTHING sorry-Carly.

This must all be very painful for Jesse. "Ill handle Sam don't worry about it Jesse. You have my word that she will not hate you"I said firmly.

"But you got a scholarship to my school which is in California not in New York where Sam is planning on returning to?" I said. Jesse had worked so hard for that scholarship. Was she really going to give it up. It was a one of a life time chance especially since she was a senior.

"For Sam yes to keep her safe I would" she said without even hesitating. Wow was I could think. This girl loves Sam with such an intensity I wished I could one day have.

"I wish I could one day love and give myself to that special someone like you do and of course it would be nice if that all was returned as well" I said. It was true I always fantasized about love and id seen and heard people talk about it but I've never felt it.

"Your beautiful Melanie I'm sure you'll find that special someone one day. There is sometimes pain but love its something unexplainable something you don't learn from just a textbook" she said with a smile. I just laughed at her and she gave me a puzzled look.

"Jesse,I'm Sams IDENTICAL twin sister. Your head over heels for Sam so you saying I'm beautiful is kinna bias" I said and laughed again.

She gave a small laugh and shook her head." I see you and Sam as your own separate individuals. I always have. Sam is Sam and you are you? She said and smile.

Now I was the one with the puzzled look. "Really?" I asked and she nodded. "I've also noticed today that your beauty also extends to your inside as well. Beautiful both inside and outside" she said and covered my hand with hers. Her hands were warm and soft. She touched my hand but I felt she was also touching something else.

"Look I don't want to bring back sad topics but I'm still stuck in the whole love thing. You've been deeply hurt by love so many times how can you still believe in it" I asked. She just gave me a kind and understanding smile."love is magical Melanie. Like I said before it can at times be painful but it keeps you so alive I can't give up on what keeps me up so alive. That is also why I can relate to what Carly and Sam are going through. Carly knows what love is. I saw it in the text. Love magical love"she said and squeezed my hand.

I felt envious and sad. Love I have never felt. Sure I loved my mom Sam of course my dad but never romantic love. It was all still a mystery to me but somehow I felt it was approaching me.

"Are you okay with Carly taking Sam away?" I asked I was actually curious about how love worked. "There are people who confuse love with obession,hard core lust ect. But true pure love will always give one strength. Like I said it is magical. If you love someone their happiness is what would matter to you the most. Look Mels love is a feeling that well your going to have to feel and experience yourself for you to actually understand it Carly is sure of Sams love. She trust her and that is why even though a baby is involved she still loves her.."she said and I notice her yawn.

"You better get some rest. And well thank you Jes" I said. I was glad I had looked out for her and made sure Carly and Sam didn't hurt her so much.

"Sure thing Melz and thank you to you to" she said and closed her eyes. She looked so peaceful in her sleep. Yep she looked like an angel. An angel I wanted to protect. Wait me protect? Usually I was the one being protected. Wow

I was going to leave and that's when I noticed that my hand was still underneath Jesses. I slowly removed my hand and greatly regretted it when I could no longer enjoy the warmth of her hand. I shook out the disappointment and walked out of the room.

Wow Jesse was truly a special person. Wait was she just a special someone or THE special someone Jesse said would give me the feeling of love. Oh no!!!

K what do you guyz think

No baby but wow

Jesse and Melanie

Will this cause Sisterly Rivery?

Will Jesse Love her back?

Ahhhhh tooooo many questions lol

Oh yeah the disease Jesse got was cured when she got it so Sam didn't get it

But she had she was left with a permanent consequence

And I made the disease up 2