A/N: Fast enough for you? :P

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto! If i did T.O.P. from Big Bang would be in it and he would be my sexy ninja ;)

*OMG I WAS SPELLING COLLEGE WRONG* oops i changed it XD

That night, I fell asleep peacefully, but my dream was a wreck.

Sakura's Dream

"Sakura, what are you doing?" Sasuke growled to me.

I was standing in a beautiful meadow. Moonlight bathed us and I felt at peace, yet I felt as if something horrible was about to happen. I was wearing a pink suit with short pink skirt and shorts underneath it. It felt like something I would wear to run or something. My eyes flickered to Sasuke and I smiled to him. He looked so amazingly gorgeous. He wore this shirt with the top open and his muscles were out for the world to see. It was secured around his waist with this ridiculous purple bow, yet as expected, he managed to make it look sexy. His pale face glowed with the moonlight, but his eyes held a hatred that I would never expect him to look at me with. He looked like a cold god statue – amazingly handsome yet strikingly cold, holding an unmatchable power and an aura of strength.

"Sakura, go away," he growled and glared at me hatefully.

I just laughed – why was I laughing? Sasuke was being mean, why did I laugh?

"Sasuke, why would I do that?" I asked playfully.

He glared at me and sighed, "You know already that it will not work."

What was he talking about? I had no idea, but I kept talking, "Sasuke, you did love me once right?"

He looked up to the moon and muttered, "Possibly."

I smiled contentedly and said, "If I were to die, I would want to die by the person I love."

He gave me a sharp look, "I will not do that, if you want to die, kill yourself. I will not pointlessly kill anymore."

I looked at him questioningly, "Why does it matter? You are already a traitor, what difference does it make if you kill me?"

I had no idea what I was saying, and I felt myself pull on fingerless gloves. I then ran to Sasuke and my fist felt amazingly strong.

"Kill me," I whispered as I landed my fist onto him.

As I flew my fist at him I released the energy, and I was sure it hit. Sadly, it did not and I felt him catch it in his palm. I felt his bone break, but his face remained blank.

"Show me emotion," I growled and he glared.

I then jumped away and watched as he wrapped an arm around Karin's (who seemed to appear from no where) waist. Her red hair flew around her, and I watched as he stared into her eyes. In my dream I smiled, but I felt sick inside. I saw as his eyes went from cold to loving and caring. My heart felt a bit heavy as I watched him pull her closer. She wrapped her arms around his neck and suddenly they were in front of me. I took a deep breath to clear my chest.

He brought his lips to Karin's and they kissed. I felt my tears roll down my cheeks, yet I still had a small smile on my face. I could feel it; my heart was going to break. I took one more look at them. Sasuke was staring at me with complete disgust this time. My heart broke, and suddenly Sasuke was standing next to me. He grabbed me by the collar and pulled me up to him.

As a loud chirping noise filled the air, he whispered, "I do not love you."

I smiled sadly and as his hand flew through my heart I whispered, "I know."

My eyes fluttered shut and I felt the blood pour away as he removed his bloodied arm. My heart was broken. Sasuke had both physically killed it and he had let me experience that indescribable pain called heartbroken.

I felt the tears roll down my cheeks and I gave a joking smile, "Congratulations Sasuke-kun. You broke my heart."

I woke up with a jolt. I was panting, and I felt sick. My stomach churned, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Sasuke would never do something like that, right? I suddenly got a text from Ino saying:

You wanna come to the grad party? Graduation is in a week already I can't believe it! We're almost to college!

I ignored it and lay back in bed. It was already 7:30 and I didn't feel like getting up to get ready. Finally a couple minutes later, I got up to help Naruto make toast, because I could hear him failing at it.

"Sakura-chan! How did you do that?!" he asked as I took the bread from the toaster.

I rolled my eyes and answered, "Magic."

He stuck his tongue out at me, and I sat down remembering my dream.

"What's wrong Sakura-chan?" he asked sitting down with me.

I waved my hand and smiled, "Nothing."

He gave me an odd look and said, "Ok…we're going to be late so we better start heading out now."

I nodded in agreement and got ready for school.

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When I got to school, I kept a close eye on Sasuke. He would never cheat on me, but I was afraid he would get jumped by Karin.

"Sasuke-kun," I whispered to him as we walked away from the school grounds after school.

"Yes?" he asked.

I then smiled and said teasingly, "Sasu-cakes?"

He let out a playful growl and asked, "What?"

"You suck!" I giggled.

He raised an eyebrow at me, and I laughed.

"Catch me if you can!" I called out to him.

He crossed his arms and shook his head as I ran off and away from him. I felt like a little kid, but it felt nice to be running around. As if I knew that it would be a rare moment where I actually would have time. I was already a senior and graduation was already a few days away. College wasn't far off, but I didn't want to think of that. I wanted to be with Sasuke and just have fun.

He quickly caught up to me and pinned me to the ground.

"Tch…you're slow," he said.

I laughed, "You're just a freak."

He pouted, "But you're dating me…"

I smiled to him and kissed his nose, "Love you too!"

I slipped out from under him and pushed him so he rolled over.

"Play dead!" I commanded.

He smirked and jokingly closed his eyes with his tongue hanging out. I then sucked in a sharp intake of breath as I remembered Orochimaru and Kabuto.

I sat down next to Sasuke and asked, "Do you remember anything from the time when you were poisoned?"

He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"No. I wish I did though."

I shuddered slightly; death was not something that I had wanted to see even if it was the murderer of my parents. I felt Sasuke's arms encircle my waist as he drew me close to him. I let out a small sob and pressed my face against his chest. I felt so small and so fragile. What if he went away? What if Sasuke left me? My life would seem pointless and I would be lost. Would Sasuke ever leave me for another girl?

I pushed myself away from him and looked into his eyes.
"I love you," I told him.

He smirked to me and cockily asked, "Who doesn't?"

I just rolled my eyes and hit him. I wiped away the last of my tears, smiled to him, and asked him, "Promise we'll stay together forever?"

He smiled to me and looked far off as he said, "Promise."

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Graduation was so much fun, and my dream was forgotten. I was smiling and chatting with my friends and making plans for the summer. I was trying to find Sasuke, but he seemed to just disappear. I started to get worried, but I forgot about it. Sasuke was probably fine and I was just freaking out. I started to talk to Ino again. We took pictures and planned a party later on.

I left Ino to find Sasuke again. I was going to ask if I should go to Japan for college or stay, but I couldn't find him. I wanted him to tell me that he loved me and couldn't bear to see me leave. Yes, I know, cheesy, but I wanted to hear it. After a while, I just left the crowd and field. I looked around campus for him. I finally spotted him sitting over on a couple of benches located in the corner of school. He looked a bit bored and looked very smart (and hot) in his graduation gown with his hat slightly falling into his face. He got up and stretched. He didn't seem to notice me yet, and he looked so gorgeous. I was about to walk over to him and yank that hat of his off to see his whole charming face, when Karin suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

"Hi Sasuke!" she said cheerfully.

He just looked over to her with a bored expression. I smirked triumphantly; Sasuke-kun was too good for her.

"So…anyways…what do you want to do later?" she said sensually and put her arms around his neck.

When I saw his arms slowly wrap around her waist as if it were normal, I felt my gut twist in my stomach. His face changed from bored to mischievous. I wasn't jealous right? I mean it's not like we were in a relationship right? Oh right, we were. I blinked, how could I have forgotten that? It was probably because I thought Sasuke wouldn't do anything with another girl. I took a breath to try and clear this heavy feeling in my chest. What was I supposed to do now? Act like the jealous girlfriend type? Pretend like I didn't see it? Break up with him? No, it was just a hug, nothing is wrong with a hug. But the thing that happened next broke me.

I watched painfully as her lips rose to meet his. Then, she kissed him. And he started to kiss her back. He held her tighter and she pulled him closer. I could hear her moan and I felt my eyes sting. My heart clanged and felt as if someone was clenching it with a cold hand. I didn't seem to have enough breath, and I couldn't see. Everything was blurry and I ran away. The cold hand clench harder and I could barely breathe. I would have to confront Sasuke about it, but I couldn't then. It was too painful.

I cried and cried when I got home. I yelled at Gaara and even Naruto. I didn't answer my phone once. After I stopped crying, I realized how stupid I was that I was crying over a guy.

He was just a crush. He was just some pathetic crush, I kept repeating to myself over and over, but I didn't believe it.

I then realized that he must have been doing it for a long time and that I was just probably another girl he used for pleasure. All those hesitations, it wasn't that Sasuke was scared to say love or things like that no; it was because he was lying. I then made a decision. I was going back to Japan. I started to pack my things and when Naruto came in to ask what I was doing I told him that I was going back home.

"Why?" Naruto asked surprised.

"Because I have to rethink my life," I replied simply.

Naruto's face then darkened, "Is it about Sasuke? I can beat him up for you, you know."

I gave a sad laugh, Naruto, cocky as ever, "No, Naruto-kun don't tell Sasuke-k-"

I stopped; I couldn't call him that anymore, "I'll talk to him myself. I'll tell him right before I leave. I don't want him to try and sway me, because I know he could even though what he did was unforgivable."

Amazingly Naruto just nodded and said, "I'll book a flight for you. I'll try and get it as early as possible."

I hugged him and whispered, "Thank you."

When Naruto left I then started on my application form and finished packing. Naruto came back to tell me that I had a flight next week and I thanked him again.

Before I knew it, it was the day before my flight, and Sasuke had been trying to reach me the whole time. I called him to meet me in front of the lake we had hooked up; I had to tell him that I was leaving.

When I got there, Sasuke had a worried expression on his face.

"Sakura," Sasuke said in a worried tone, "I've been trying to get a hold of you this whole week. What's going on?"

I looked up at him. I couldn't believe that he could act like that even though he probably was with Karin the whole time. I looked at his perfect lips. They were same lips that I kissed, but they were also the ones that Karin kissed. I stared harder at his faultless lips. They were very shiny…either Sasuke had been kissing Karin or another slut before he got here or he decided to randomly start wearing lip gloss. My heart started to fall apart.

I took and deep breath, "I'm leaving."

Sasuke looked confused, "But you just got here. Why'd you call me here then?"

I shook my head, "No, I mean I'm leaving back to Japan."

Sasuke blinked, "Why?"

I gave him a fake smile and thought, Don't ask me why you bastard. You're the reason I'm leaving. You and your perfect-ness that smothers every girl into loving you. And you just can't resist them all so you have to make out with each and everyone of them. Or maybe Karin is just special and you don't have the heart to break up with me.

"I got an acceptance to a college there, and I want to see it again. So we have to break up."

"What? No, you could visit it! You could go and we don't have to break up. I could visit you every year or something. Please, we don't have to break up."

I shook my head, "No, Sasuke. I'm sorry, but it won't work anymore."

"Why? Where's my suffix?" he asked playfully, yet a bit serious.

I looked to the ground. I never realized that the suffix meant so much, and I choked out, "Because relationships usually aren't real when you're at our age. Especially not long distance relationships."

"Ours might though," Sasuke said, trying to sway me.

I shook my head, "It's not just that. I –"

I paused and looked to the ground. I wasn't sure if I should tell him or not. I then drew a deep breath and confessed, "I saw you on graduation day. With Karin. I saw you kissing her. I can't believe you Sasuke. I knew that a girl like me wasn't good enough for you, but for you to do that while we were still in a relationship and then kiss me even after you kissed her…it's just purely…lust. I was right; you are a cold hearted jerk. Only caring about if you get what you want or not, and making sure that you can have it. To you maybe I was just another one of your play toys."

After I said that, the cold hand clenched even harder. I felt it clench harder and harder until finally my heart broke even more. That pain was unbearable, and I couldn't breathe again.

Sasuke looked shocked, and he said, "But it's like you said, you're not like all those other girls. I didn't mean it, Sakura. I'm sorry. I was stupid; please I realized that you are the perfect girl for me."

I shook my head and said, "No, what you did was unforgivable. I just hope that you and Karin have a good relationship and that you don't break her heart into little pieces like you did mine; no one, not even her should feel that pain."

"No, Karin was just a girl that I used; because I was too stupid to see what I wanted was in front of me already. I've always seen it, but I just haven't realized it; you're different from everyone else. You are beautiful, wonderful, amazing. You are original, you are you."

I gave him a sad smile. I could never hate someone, it just wasn't in me, but it would take me some time before I could forgive him. He leaned his face towards me. I started to panic; he was planning to kiss me.

I put a finger on his lips, "No. Don't kiss me. Don't think a kiss will change anything."

He looked hurt as I removed my necklace. I took his hand and put my necklace in it. I closed his hand and looked at him with my stinging tear-filled eyes.

"Goodbye. Now, I can have my heart back, it's not like it means anything to you now. It's all broken and shattered," I said jokingly with my watery eyes then continued. "Maybe we'll meet up again, and maybe you'll be a better person. I just hope that you'll be able to be a truthful person, and you find someone you can love. And please, if not for their sake then for mine, do not break their heart."

I then ran away, and never looked back. If I did, I was sure that I would stay. I had to go back to Japan though; I had already made up my mind. The hardest part was trying to make myself believe that I did not hear those last words:

"Sakura, I love you and only you."

A/N: IT'S DONE :D there is a sequel though which i have not yet made a title for O.o

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