I think I might have feelings for Castiel.

I didn't want this to be true. Even if I did have feelings for Castiel, it could just be a simple crush. It's not going to turn into some love story that Rosalaya is hoping for. I held my head in both of my hands.

"No that is not going to happen."

Images of Castiel came popping into my head. I instantly blushed. I just have to keep these feelings to myself. No one should know. I even have to keep Nathaniel on check.

It has been raining non-stop since I got to school. The rain felt like it was in sync with my mood. I felt gloomy because of everything happening. I was walking home, umbrella in hand, when I felt someone pull me back with great force.

I was taken back when I realized I was in the arms of someone. Who ever it was still had an arm wrapped around my shoulder.

"YOU IDIOT!" That voice. "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU WALKING INTO TRAFFIC!"

"Huh?"

I looked in back of me. The "No Walking" sign was lit up and cars were coming and going. Then I looked up and the person who saved me. Castiel had an angry look in his eye. I was still processing what was going on.

He let out a huge sigh. "At least pay attention to where you are walking."

"Was I just about to walk into that?" He flicked my forehead. "Hey! What was that for?"

"For almost getting killed."

He got up just before helping me up. The rain seemed to have worsened seeing as we were both drenched. I guess I owe him.

"Hey, my apartment is close. Wanna stop by?"

He leaned in. His face was now inches from mine. I could feel his breath as he spoke.

"I require a shower and my clothes to be dry."

I widened my eyes. He's too close. My heart began to beat even faster. I just know that I am blushing.

"St-Stupid."

I turned and began walking ahead. I could feel Castiel staring at me.

We arrived at my apartment a few minutes later. I realized then that this will be the first time that Castiel visits my place for the first time. I hope I didn't leave anything feminine out.

I walked in and Castiel followed behind. He started looking left and right.

"Um, the shower is right here. Leave your clothes so that I can dry them."

I pointed to the extra bathroom that my apartment has.

"Have any clothes that'll fit me." He grabbed my shoulder sleeve. "Your small build probably won't fit me."

"I'll go look at what I have and bring you a towel."

I brushed his hand from my shoulder and walked away from him.

I wasn't sure what I was going to give him. I got some sweats that might fit him. As for a shirt, none of them will fit him. I grabbed the shirt and a towel and headed back to the bathroom.

I lightly knocked on the door. I heard the water running so he might have barely gotten in the shower.

"Come in."

Castiel called out. I opened the door expecting Castiel to be in the shower, but I was wrong. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Castiel. He had no shirt on. He had his pants unbuttoned and unzipped. I stared at him too long.

"Take a picture. It last longer."

I threw the towel at his head.

"Idiot."

"Not my fault that you won't get to look as good as me. You might as well have been born a girl."

He was right. He was good looking. Handsome as my mom put it. He was muscular and fit. I looked away. The steam of the shower hid my embarrassment from Castiel. I crossed my arms across my chest.

"I'm perfectly fine the way I am. Not everyone wants to look like a huge jerk."

"He has one hell of a mouth there."

Castiel grabbed my face with one hand. He pinched each end of my mouth closer, making it look like I was puckering my lips.

"Jush go take your shower."

I yanked my face out of his grip and turned away from him. I grabbed the doorknob to leave when Castiel stopped the door from opening.

"Why not save water and join me."

I quickly turned to face him. I glared at him with embarrassment.

"As if I would do that with you."

"So you would do it with any other guy but me."

"That's not what I meant." I handed him the sweats that I was still holding in my hand. "Quit joking around and get in before you catch a cold."

I left the bathroom and ran straight to my room. I closed the door behind me and I slid down the door. My hand was on my mouth. My heart was racing like it would pop out of my chest at any moment.

I don't know why I like to tease him. He gets that embarrassed look in his eye and it just makes me want to tease him even more.

I looked down at my hand that was holding on to his face. There's something about that guy that also makes me want to make him mine. Mine to control. Mine to keep.

I clenched my hand over my heart. I could feel it beat fast. His presence is enough to make me also want to hold him.

I finished undressing and walked into the shower. The warm water felt nice against my cold skin. It didn't take long for me to finish. I dried my hair and then the rest of my body. I walked out holding my still wet clothes in hand.

Skylar finished showering too. He was walking around with the towel around his neck. His hair was still wet. It looked like he was getting the laundry ready.

"Oh good. I just was about to call you for your clothes. Just toss them in there."

I did as I was told. After I loaded my clothes into the washer, he turned it on.

"Guess I'm stuck here until my clothes are dry."

"If you wanna go for another shower, then you can leave and I'll bring you your clothes another time."

The end of his lip raised to give me a sarcastic smile.

"Where did you learn how to act like a man?"

"Well, I've seen you do it, figured it wouldn't be too hard."

This sarcastic little boy. I'm beginning to like him more and more. He is like the little brother that I never had. My parents would love him.

The doorbell rang. Then an annoying voice called out.

"SKYLAR!? I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE. I CAN SEE YOUR LIGHT ON!"

Damn! Why is Rosalaya here.

"You and Rosa have gotten pretty close. You do know that she has a boyfriend?"

"Tsk, of course I do. She has something on me that made us friends."

"You don't like her do you?"

When I said that, my heart skipped a beat. It's like I didn't want it to be true.

"Nonsense, she is like a sister to me. A sister who wants to dress me up like her doll."

Yup that is definitely like her to find new subjects for her models.

"Well, I better let her in before she kicks your door down."

"Wait, don't let her in."

Castiel was headed towards the door to let Rosalaya in. I know that if she sees Castiel here, she would bombard me with all her fate and destiny talk.

"What's wrong? She will end up inside one way or another."

He was right. She has a way to get in even if I didn't give her a key to my apartment.

"That's not the problem." He was almost to the door. I ran as fast as I could to stop him, but I lost my footing. "Ah!"

Last second Castiel turned, I was falling towards him. I crashed face first into Castiel. I ended up on top of him, AGAIN. Only this time, we ended up with our lips locked in a kiss.

I think I'm doing a good job in keeping up with the chapters. They might not be as frequent as I had hoped...but it's better than waiting weeks for it. I hope you like it so far, OH AND THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME FUNNY COMMENTS! You guys rock!