A/N: That was quick! Okay here you go; you asked for it, you got it!

Oh and here are the answers to the questions that you asked to me (IWormthruBooks24)

twilightdaydream: I'm glad that someone has finally asked that question. Well it will partially explain by the end of this story. And a lot in the next story (the sequel) But let's just say that there was a big misunderstanding and now Edward wants to hurt Bella (sorry ExB lovers!)

Questions directed for Bella:

x-o-nobody2love-o-x: Like Wormy said above. It's sort of a secret. But basically, everything was the same throughout the whole series (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse) but now this is what happened after all of that. This is basically the story of me finding out that I was documented and recorded of. Its sort of scary to think about it. But after Edward proposed to me, let's just say that everything changed. (for a little bit more info read answer above) Also for both questions, You might want to re-read chapter 9, it gives some hints.

Oh and for info on the Sequel to this story! Have you ever wondered what ever happened in between, before and after Bella's entries? In this story you can find out Edward's secret for wanting to kill Bella, What lead up to Bella being on the run and so much more! Think of it as a Behind the Scenes. Probably going to be a little longer than this one, maybe even more thoroughly written.

Without further ado, I give you Chapter 10!

Geez! I never knew it was so hot in Texas!! What the heck did I do to the sun to make it want to torture me? Really! Some people are just so cruel these days.

Well leave it to me to get totally lost in a big city. You'd think that living in New York for a day would help me in big cities. No such luck. I mean how much worse can my day get? Burning sun at lunchtime (oh that reminds me that I need to eat,), nowhere to go. Geez. Life is cruel these days. I'd be lucky if I found a place that was at least half air conditioned.

But other than the smothering heat (darn you sun!) I am pretty much a happy person now. Edward thinks I'm still in Northeast America. I'm still loaded with cash. And I just found this new Hawaiian sun block! Life is good right now, except for that sun.

Sorry about all of this blabber about the sun. Its just right now, I'm thinking about Jacob. My sun. I have always loved him (not like Edward though, never like Edward) and I really just want someone to talk to right now. You have no idea how lonely being on the run feels. I mean of course you do if you actually have been on the run from blood-thirsty vampires before. But I highly doubt that.

So here I am, just wandering around Texas waiting for a bus ride to New Mexico. I really have nothing to do except come on here and complain about my awful life. What fun. But its not like you guys dislike it. But I can tell you think it's a joke. I mean why else would people be writing 'Oh I like it, it seems real!' in their reviews? But let me tell you that this is real. This is a true thing happening at 1:32 pm on June 18th, 2008. Well, I can't help what you believe. But whichever you choose, I hope you're safe. I don't want to wrap you up in my crazy shenanigans just because you chose to learn my story. That's not fair. Besides, I know about all of you crazy fantasizing girls out there, so why in the world would you want to get killed by Edward Cullen?

That stopped you dead in your tracks huh? Well, that's what I have lived with ever since Stephanie Meyer stepped into my life. (A/N: hint hint)

Sorry If I'm like bumming you out with my depressing thoughts but I really don't have anything else to do besides rub myself with my new Hawaiian lotion! Well, my stinky 'ole bus is here, so I must leave you. Next time you'll hear from me I think I just might be in Arizona. So if live here, why don't you call me up and we can meet! Get it? Got it? Good!

Yours(and Edwards) Truly,

Isabella Marie Swan

A/N: Okay so I added a little hint in there for you confused ones, you smart ones just might be able to figure it out. Oh and that comment about the reviews, just keep in mind that that wasnt me talking and also, the ones who say that are my best reviewers so yeah! Thanx for reading! Love, Wormy