[Sujk]

I knocked on Jazz's door again to see if she was ready to leave for dinner tonight. I heard her yell to come in, I opened the door and the scent of cherry blossoms entered my nose. Whatever she was wearing smelt amazing. I looked at her and couldn't help but smile. She looked dropped dead gorgeous, she was wearing this form fitting deep purple dress, her blue hair was perfectly curled with spirals that fell down her shoulders.

She turned towards me posing her outfit with her arms out, "so...what do you think?" she asked shyly.

I opened my mouth but couldn't think of words to say, "Amazing…" I told her. I walked up to her and took her hand and raised it up to slowly turn her around to take in her full outfit. "Wow," I whispered.

She giggled with a hand over her mouth. Damn why am I just realizing how stunning she is. "so..where are going today?" she asked.

I grinned, "It's a restaurant that you may or may not know about. I want it to be a surprise though. And let's just say, it's a pretty popular place," I explained.

"Hmmm. A popular place eh," she smiled, "well I'm excited,"

We walked down to my car and I voluntarily opened the door for her on the passenger side, she laughed and shook her head at my gesture. Once I got in the car we made our way down to Tokyo, the place I was taking her to was a litter further out in Tokyo, more closer to the wealthier area of the city. I glanced over to Jasmine, she was looking out the window trying to figure out where we were, and I could tell she's never been in this part. I turned backed to the road and grinned to myself.

When we made it to the restaurant we both got out the car, Jasmine looked over at me wide eyes.

"Is..this the restaurant I'm thinking it is?" she asked.

I laughed, "I'm pretty sure it is," I extended my arm out, "welcome to Aragawa,"

Her mouth dropped in disbelief, "oh my god," she gasped out, "this place has been all over the travel channel and the food network. I can't believe I'm standing outside this place," she gave a big smile showing her pearly whites.

"Well, you'll finally get to experience it, now let's go eat shall we?" I said as I placed an arm around her waist and began escorting her to the entrance. We walked up to the host at the podium, "Reservation for two. Name, Sujk," I told the man.

He looked down at his paper and wrote something down; he glanced at Jazz and back at me making a face.

I eyed him, "Something wrong?" I asked sternly in Japanese.

"Treating the house keeper out to dinner?" he said back speaking Japanese as well "McDonald's is on the other side of town," Jasmine raised a suspicious eyebrow confused at the sudden language change.

I gritted my teeth slightly and leaned in to grip is collar, "You best shut the fuck up or so HELP me I will destroy everything you love."

The host gulped and brushed himself off and led us to our table. "What was all that about?" Jasmine asked as we sat down.

"Nothing serious," I waved it off.

"You sure? Because you look like you're ready to kill someone,"

I relaxed a bit not realizing my body was still stiff, I let out a light laugh, "I'm sure, let's just say I wish you had a pot of hot tea on you."

She put a hand over her mouth trying not to laugh to hard.

A waiter came by to give us our menus and asked if we wanted anything to drink. I asked for a Chuhai with lemon and Jasmine ordered a sweet tea. Once the waiter wrote our orders out and left Jasmine looked around in awe. "This place in amazing, I feel like I'm going to meet the queen of England or something," then she looked at the menu booklet, "I'm kind of scared to look at the menu," she said sheepishly.

I laughed "Why?"

"I mean, I know you're paying but… I get intimidated by high prices of food," she half joked.

I smiled at her, "Its ok, you can get whatever you want."

"The place is pretty famous for its beefsteak and they are pretty amazing," I explained to her.

"Oh I know, I've heard all about it on TV," she said as she began looking at the menu.

Some moments later the waiter came back with our drinks and asked if we were ready to order. I ordered the Semi king beefsteak and shrimp cocktail. It took Jasmine a few minutes to figure out what she wanted, it was kind of cute seeing her frantic on what to get but she finally decided to get the Regular beefsteak entrée.

"So…" Jazz started to say as she took a quick sip of her sweet tea, "What is it that you to talk to me about,"

I sighed, "Well, I just want for us to really get to know each other. For real this time, so I just figured I tell you more about me and well…my screwed up life."

She rested her elbows on the table and brought her hands up to rest her chin on them, "Well I'm all ears," she told me.

I sighed and began to tell her about my mother and father and how their marriage was arranged since my father never willingly pursued a wife of his own. Then I continued to explain the incident that happened that caused her to run away. Jasmine made a surprised face after I told that part.

"Your father just willy nilly brought another bitch in the house in FRONT of your mother?"

"yeah…" I said lowly. I continued on to tell her that I tried to run after my mom after she ran away to make her come back but failed. "I was so confused and a little hurt with the situation, I was too young to fully understand if what my father did was wrong or right. So I was stuck with my father and continued to be raised by him. Which obviously was a terrible influence on me."

"What all did he do when he raised you?" she asked.

I licked my lips, "Well, he always told me that being in love or liking someone made you a pussy and that he never wanted to see such actions from his own son. And being the only child I was I was exposed to all of the adultery that he committed from him groping the house maids to slapping the asses of his female 'secretaries'. I didn't know what to do then, I was just a kid."

"wow, your father really was terrible…."

"Yeah he was," I was going to say something else but was interrupted by the waiter coming back with our food, we both thanked him after he sat our plates down. Jazz began making a few cutes to her beefsteak and looked back up to me. "So I have a question," she asked.

"Hm?"

"Have you ever….liked or loved someone before?"

"Sort of," I took a sip of my drink, "it was more of an innocent crush though, I was probably in the 5th grade and there was this girl named…Kiyomi I want to say, but either way I did like her. I would give her dandelions as a token of my liking to her and she would smile and accept my gifts. But things got bad once my father took notice of my behavior, it was around Valentine's Day and I took the extra effort to hand make her a card. I was in my room at my desk trying to perfect the craft I was doing until my father came in. I tried to hide my project but I wasn't quick enough, he glared at my crooked handwriting that had said; 'be mine Kiyomi' I remember him saying "what the hell is this shit" I was too scared to explain so he snatched my card and tore it up," I got a little quiet as the scene played in my head perfectly, "After that he told me that 'no son of his is going to be a pussy of a man,"

Jazz gave an apologetic look, "wow I'm so sorry that happened,"

I shrugged it off, "its ok, not your fault,"

"Did you continue to talk to Kiyomi?"

"No, after being shot down by my father I was too scared to show my affection, and I just stopped talking to her, she would wave at me but I would pretend I never noticed her which made me feel awful." I let out another sigh and took a few bites of my food, "I'll never forget on Valentine's Day when we were passing out cards, I decided to not bring any for obvious reasons and I saw this other kid give Kiyomi a handmade card, she had gave this big smile and gave him a hug and a soft peck on his cheek. I couldn't bear looking any longer so I just became that loner kid with almost no friends."

"damn…"was all Jazz could say.

"Yeah, after that I just got worse and worse. Once I got into high school you can pretty much say I was a full blown player, it was also when I started having sex. I'll admit, I LOVED the feeling but having the mentality I had I never felt regret or compassion towards the girls I messed with, so I was completely numb to the crying they would do when I pushed them away."

"I take it its safe to assume your father really approved of you by then," Jasmine said.

I scoffed, "Totally! He was one of the head leader guys at the school so when the word got around about me sleeping with different girls he got wind of it and treated me much differently, he would comment me on my actions and say how much of a man I am he even let me join him to the strip clubs he always went to, and I'll admit, I enjoyed it. But it was mainly because I was spending time with my father more than ever. And as I got older I continued on with my behavior because it was who I was by then. One day my father called me into his office, he was so proud of me by then that he gave everything to me in his will along with a large share of his profits to my bank account. And after that…everything just felt complete to me. All I wanted was my father's approval and that's what I had got. I guess you could say I was indeed a spoiled brat with a luxurious life in a way,"

Jazz raised her eyebrows taking in all the information I told her "wow, that's a pretty crazy life. So, where's your father now?"

I gave a weak smile, "Interesting story, he died in an ironic way, He was with one of his favorite prostitutes and he apparently got to excited at his climax and died of a heart attack, but knowing him that was probably the way he wanted to go. He was up in age anyway," Jazz made a weird face, it looked like she was unsure to laugh or not, I let out a light chuckle, "It's ok, you can laugh,"

She let out a slight giggle feeling relieved, "wow that's pretty sad though,"

"Yeah," but then I got more serious, "but it did make me rethink my life, was that the way I wanted to leave this earth too? I would always question to myself, but I liked the spontaneous sex so much I didn't care anymore,"

"Do you care now?" she asked suddenly.

"Oh defiantly, I was a fool to think being like my father was a good life to have,"

"Well good, at least you did what he never did. And that was changing for the better."

I smiled at her, "Yeah. That's true,"

"So…Do you have any idea where your mother may be?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "I wish I did, I hope she's still alive. I just want to give her a hug and tell her that she deserves better in life."

"Hmm, so I'm just curious, if your father didn't love your mother then he must have had liked her enough to…create you right?"

"Eh not really, mother really wanted a kid and I'm sure father just took it as a chance to have unprotected sex,"

"Ah yeah that does make sense…"

It got a little quiet between us as we continued our meals so I looked back up to Jasmine, "So…Tell me about your life Jasmine. I'm really curious,"

She smiled a little, "Well it's nothing crazy like yours but I had a pretty decent life. I grew up in Santa Monica California for a while. Back in high school I was a little different from the girls, my music taste, and style taste was different than the girls around me. I was more into heavy metal and rock while the other liked rap and hip hop, and I was seen as some alien for being different. Which gave me a few enemy's for it."

I frowned, "They obviously weren't open minded to your uniqueness," I commented.

She just shrugged, "I suppose and it was mainly from the black community, they would tease and call me white girl. I felt like I needed to become a stereotype just to be accepted,"

"Well, I like you just the way you are,"

She smiled and blushed a little, "Well I appreciate that Sujk," she smiled, "But it wasn't all too bad though, it got a little better once my friend Katt came to my school, she was from Florida and she had a style just like mine. She liked heavy metal and dyed her hair in crazy colors just like I do. Once we met we instantly became the best of friends,"

I smiled, "That's awesome, and so what made you come live in Japan?"

"Katt and I always wanted to live here, so since we were young we literally saved each and every dollar for plane tickets and a place to live. It wasn't easy obviously, so we pretty much pulled 3 different jobs and had very little free time to do anything asides sleep. But that wasn't the only reason, I've always wanted to expand my horizons and visit foreign territory. Especially Japan because I lived for the J-rock scene. I even took up some Japanese classes as well."

I raised an eyebrow, I was pretty impressed. This girl was so ambitious, and I found that very attractive. We continued to talk a little more until our food was gone; I asked her if she was interested in dessert.

"Hmm I do remember seeing a strawberry sundae I would like to try," she said.

"Well we can get that; I might try one as well,"

One the waiter took our plates I gave him our orders for dessert he noted it and told us it will be ready in a few moments.

"Man this place is so beautiful," Jazz said again as she looked around the she looked back at me, "You must love being able to afford this place all the time,"

I shrugged an arm, "Contrary to popular belief it's a very lonely life for me, sure I may have cooks and assistance to do stuff for me but…now that I think about it. I hate it, because I don't deserve all of it. Hell I didn't even work for it. It was all given to me. Like the spoiled child I am, I honestly would rather live in a regular single family house,"

"Why don't you just do that then?"

"I'll still be alone though, no matter what I'll still be living by myself. Most women wouldn't want to marry me because I'm sure they know my history or just want me for my money."

Jazz bit her bottom lip slightly, "Well….I'm sure it can't be that bad….?"

I just smiled at her; I can tell she was trying her best to be optimistic for me, "Yeah your right,"

Five minutes later our desserts came to our table, the sundae had two scoops of vanilla ice cream topped with strawberry syrup, whipped topping, a cherry, and assorted strawberries decorated around it. It almost looked too good to eat.

"It looks so cute!" Jazz smiled, "I feel I need to take a photo of it,"

I chuckled as began on my frozen treat; I could hear the snap sound from her phone. She seriously did take a photo of her food. Can she get any cuter? I looked up and asked her if she liked it.

"mmmmm I love it!" she said while taking in another spoonful.

I laughed and pointed at her nose, a little bit of whipped cream got on her, "Ya got a little something on your nose I told her,"

She laughed blushingly and whipped it off, "Silly me,"

"You know Jasmine…you're really adorable, and I mean more than looks. Everything about you is just…amazing,"

"Awe, thank you," she smiled, she licked her lips and got quiet for a moment, possibly thinking of what to say, "I guess I should admit that I still do find you very…. attractive," she looked away feeling embarrassed.

I couldn't help but grin, little did she know I was glad she still found me attractive. Because I wanted her and only her attention. "No need to get shy on me Jazz," I said with a deep tone, I could tell she liked the way I spoke to her because I caught a hint of her body shivering.

She looked at me smiling with her eyes; damn she had some beautiful eyes. She had this slick look to her face that looked so fucking sexy. "I just….miss the way you use to touch me Sujk," she whispered. "And I kind of want it to happen again, without the drama of course,"

I fixed my gaze into her eyes, "Oh trust me, I promise to not cause any issues,"

She gave this sexual side grin and picked up one of her strawberries with whipped cream on it and placed it in her mouth sucking the cream off and pulled the clean berry out her mouth giving it a slight 'pop' noise. All while keeping this seductive gaze on me. "Glad to know," she purred.

What she implying something? Because if so I loved where this was going!

I bit on my bottom lip, I loved me a good tease "Damn," I whispered.

She giggled again, and licked some whipped topping off her finger; I swear her actions were so erotic I couldn't take it any longer. I picked up one of my strawberries, "Here, take a bite," it was a nice big and juicy one too. She smiled and allowed me to feed her the berry, her perfect lips wrapped around the fruit slowly and she started into my eyes with lust. I swore I thought I heard her let out a subtle moan, she pulled away and gave me a smile. That, was, so, fucking, HOT.

"Mmm, I swear you got my mind racing woman," I placed my hand under the table to feel onto her thigh.

She placed her hand over mine, "I also have another confession Sujk,"

"mm yeah? What's that?"

She leaned in closer to me with our lips inches apart, "I love when you dominate over me, and it turns me on so fucking much," she whispered hotly.

I gave a toothy grin and slowly placed my hand onto her soft locks and lightly gripped on it, "mm like that,"

She gasped with approval, "hells yes," she purred.

I bit my lip again while getting lost into her sexy eyes, I could feel myself starting to get aroused, but this wasn't the place I wanted to be for that. I quickly looked around to find our waiter, "Check please!" I cried out.