Special Friday Chapter 9 Shizaya Highschool AU Pairing; Shizuo x Izaya, boyXboy dont like, dont read please no hate~ 'Love? That's what he said right?..' The sound of a clock ticking could be heard a distance away. 'He did..but to me why? Wait did he even mean that to me or only because of the sex we had? Wait that wouldn't make any sen-' he thought as he light up another cigarette taking a big inhale. "Shit! What am I thinking?" Shizuo said as he was outside his place smoking. "The fuck do I care if he just said it because of the sex?!" Yelling as he finished his cigarette, stomped on it, and reached for another "But that wouldn't make any sence...I mean unless he's trying to make me mad?" Shizuo said to no one as he noticed his box of cigarettes was empty. "Well fuck. Guess I should get back...maybe he's awake now?" He said as he made his way to his room. Opening it to reveal Izaya still passed out in a white long sleeved shirt with a few buttons undone. 'He's still asleep?' Shizuo thought as he made his way to the bed sitting down on the edge carefully so the other won't wake. 'How long does he even sleep for?' He thought as he looked over Izaya. Seeing his neck covered in hickies and bite marks. His hair a mess from the sex they had just awhile ago and his white creamy legs covered in a few marks as well. Shizuo couldn't help but grin at the marks he left and ran his fingers over Izaya's legs where he left marks. 'Heh..never would have guessed it'd feel this good to catch him.' He thought as he was brought back as Izaya shifted a bit from the touch "Ah...he's probably cold." Shizuo said as he got up to fetch a blanket from his closet. Throwing it over Izaya and sitting back down. "Now what?" He said craving another cigarette. 'Well it hasn't been more than a hour or two?..' He thought back at what they had done and blushed 'Dam I never thought I'd have sex with the flea..' He thought a bit embarrassed as he was always saying he hated the flea and wanted him dead. 'B-but I guess it wasn't that bad...and besides..' He thought looking over Izaya again ' it felt great...' He blushed harder as he admitted to liking Izaya in a sexual way and a question popped up that he forgot to ask the informant 'Who even dressed him like that?' Shizuo had realized he never questioned why Izaya was in a dress as he found him and who exactly got him in it. 'Then again I bet he wouldn't tell me huh?' He thought as he got mad at the fact someone touched him 'Well he better tell me in the morning!' Crawling into bed next to Izaya 'He owes me that much!' Shizuo placed a hand on Izaya's cheek "Yeah..you better tell me the bastards who touched you, you dam flea." He said as he placed a kiss on Izaya's for head and wrapped his arms around his thin waist. Mumbling how he'd get them back until he passed out.
'Hmm..I feel so warm..' Cuddling into the warmth 'My beds never felt like this before. I wonder if its the new so-' he was brought out of thoughts as he heard a low growl and opened his eyes "Shizu-chan?" He said as he looked up to the sleeping blonde who appeared to be naked. Izaya lifted the blanket they shared and stared down. 'Ye-yep...he's naked' he thought looking back up with his face red as a tomato lifting his hand to cover his blush 'huh? When did I?' He thought as he stared at the long sleeved shirt he was now wearing. 'This isn't mine...' He noticed as the shirt slide off his body showing his right shoulder. 'Then it must be-' he looked up at the sleeping blonde 'Shizu-chan's...this must be his!..then he changed me-' being more embarrassed as realizing Shizuo had cleaned him and dressed him in his own clothing, he turned redder. "Th-then it w-wasn't a dream!" Izaya said a bit loud getting a tight squeeze from Shizuo and a "Shut up" as he feel back to sleep. He covered his mouth as to make sure he wouldn't say anything that loud outloud. 'S-so..we actually..had sex?' Izaya thought as he started remembering all that had happened last night. Feeling happy as he remembered all of Shizuo's soft touches. 'He was really gentle with me...even as my first time...I didn't think it'd be this gentle' Izaya thought as he looked up at Shizuo. As he remembered it all he quickly turned from happy to panicked. 'Wa-wait! There is..there is no way I could have..' He thought trying to convince himself that he hadn't 'N-no! There's no way I would have let that slip! Not even if we did have sex! I wouldn't have said..' He thought as he recalled the words that he had exactly said before passing out. "I LOVE YOU" Izaya curled into Shizuo's chest "Shit! There's no way.." He whispered to himself "...there's no way I...did he hear?" He said placing his forehead on his chest feeling it go up and down and hearing his heart beat. 'Hopefully he di-' Izaya couldn't finish his thought as he fell back to a deep sleep tired from the event that had happened last night. Not quite sure if he should be happy he finally confessed. Or feeling worried on how Shizuo would react.
~Time skip~ "Hmm...there" Shizuo said as he placed eggs on a plate next to bacon and some toast. Going towards the table and placing it across from another plate that had the exact same amount of food. "Now that cooking is done" he said taking off the appron and hanging it. "Just gotta wake up-" he froze upon seeing a figure leaning on the wall from the hallway staring at him. Realizing who it was he relaxed and laughed a bit. "So." He said making his way over "..how long have you been standing there staring? Izaya-kun?" The figure moved a bit and walked forward to show himself in a long sleeved shirt that fit him perfectly as a dress. 'He looks good in my shirts' Shizuo thought as he stared down at Izaya taking note of all the marks on his pale skin. 'Maybe...next week at school won't be so bad?' He thought as how Izaya would try and explain to everyone about the marks he now had. "I-i just woke up..." Izaya said as Shizuo approached him "...an I wasn't staring!...I just..um.." He said mumbling the rest while looking down his cheeks turning pink. "Hmm? Oh. Well then if you weren't staring than what would you call what you were doing just awhile ago?" Shizuo asked in a mocking tone holding in his laughter as Izaya said "Th-thats!." Seeing Izaya turn even redder as if trying to find an answer he only thought how cute Izaya looked when he didn't know what to say. 'He really is cute...when he isn't putting on one of his faces he hides behind.' Shizuo thought as he heard a low growl come from below him. He looked at Izaya who was facing down "You hungry?" He said receiving a nod from Izaya he lead him to the table. "I made eggs and bacon" he said as he sat down across from Izaya "Oh and toast." He said as he picked up his fork. Staring up to see Izaya red in the face and nodding "You know if you don't like it you can tel-" he was interrupted as Izaya said "I-Its not that!" Grabbing his fork "J-just...thanks for the food!" He said as he started to dig in. Shizuo stared for awhile until he started eating too.
'Hah its kinda like last night' Shizuo thought as he remembered Izaya stuffing his face with fatty tuna. 'Does he always stuff his face when he's embarrassed?-' his attention was brought back as he heard Izaya coughing. "Izaya?" He looked up across from him was Izaya choking on a piece of toast his face turning redder from embarrassment or from lack of air but Shizuo didn't care to find out as he got up quick throwing his chair to the ground. "Izaya!" He ran to the others side patting his back gently but hard enough to help him cough up the piece of toast "Izaya! You idiot! I told you before to not eat so fast!" Shizuo said as he grabbed a cup and filled it with water. Rushing back to Izaya handing him the glass and watching him gulp the water quickly. "Tsk, you idiot..." He said looking away hearing the cup being placed on the table he looked back and asked "Are you okay? Do you need more water?" Izaya was breathing uneven as he answered "N-no i'm fine" he said as a drop of water was running down from the side of his mouth. Izaya picked his hand and rubbed away the water with the sleeve of his shirt. "I-i said I'm fine..you ca-" Izaya was caught by surprise as he felt Shizuo caress his cheek and say "Just be careful? Okay?" With that he took his hand away and walked back to finish his food. 'What was?...' Izaya was a bit lost at Shizuo's kindness but continued to eat as well. This time slower so he wouldn't choke. Staring up a bit every now an then 'He was really worried?..D-does that mean he heard me?' Izaya stared back down at the empty plate 'N-no stop fooling yourself Izaya! Its...its just him being kind for what happened yesterday.. Right?..' He thought as he saw a hand close "Wah!?" He yelled as he pushed back a bit. "Hmm? I was just going to take your plate to the sink." Shizuo said as he picked up the plate and the cup walking over to the sink. 'Wh-what's wrong with me?...I I need to calm down!' Izaya thought as he felt his heart beating faster. 'He didn't even touch me! He just was...too close' he thought as he placed his hand over his heart 'Just calm down!...W-we already had sex..so what more can happen?' With that Izaya calmed a bit and opened his eyes. "You okay?" Shizuo said as he stood face to face with Izaya, staring in his red crimson eyes. "You getting sick or something?" He reached and touched Izaya's forehead with the back of his hand and leaned in to feel his as well. "Um...well you don't feel ho-" he opened his eyes and say Izaya bright red babbling something. "Hu-" he stared coming closer "Ahh!" Izaya screamed like a girl as he hit his head with Shizuo. Knocking him out cold.
"N-no! Sh-shit! What did I do?!" Izaya said as he was leaning over Shizuo who was knocked out on the floor. "Dammit..Shizuo wake up! Wake up!" He said as he was shaking him and was ready to slap him as he heard the other grunt. "Ugh..." Shizuo said as he opened his eyes a bit. "The fuck happened?" He said sitting up while rubbing the back of his neck shortly as he felt pain "Fuck!" He grunted touching over his forehead. Before he could move much he was tackled to the ground. "Sh-Shizuo!" Yelled Izaya as he was now on top of Shizuo holding his head in his arms. "I-I thought you weren't gonna wa-wak-" Izaya said as he started sobbing on Shizuo. "Iza-Izaya! What the hell!" He yelled as the one on top jumped. "Ah! I..I'm sorry Shizu-chan!" Izaya yelled as he hugged Shizuo's head harder pressing him closer to his chest. "I-I didn't mean to hit you! Its..its just.." He started as he turned red. "G-get off!" Shizuo yelled as trying to get out of Izaya's grasp. "Shi-shizuo?" He said as looking down thinking he got him mad only to see Shizuo bright red. 'Huh? What..why is Shizuo red?' Izaya thought as he let go of Shizuo's head landing on his lap. "Shizuo? Are you oka-ah!" Izaya moaned a bit as he felt something below him hard. Looking down and realizing he was on top of Shizuo's lap and over his member, he turned red. "Ah...um I'm sorr-" mumbling as he tried to get off as quick as possible but was pulled by two strong arms. "Dammit Izaya!" Shizuo finally saying something as he was still looking down, his hair covering his eyes and his blush. "I-...I'm really sorry! I didn't notice I was..." Izaya said as he brought his hands up to cover his face. Feeling two hands grip his sides. 'Ahh! D-don't d-do that Shizu-chan' was all he thought as he tried to keep in his moans turning them into whimpers. 'He..he's too close..' Izaya thought as his body started heating up. 'Dam how can this flea make me like this?!' Shizuo thought staring down at his grown member feeling tighter in his boxers and sweats. 'Shit...what am I gonna do? I don't think it'd be good to take Izaya up for a second round if he's not healed yet..' Shizuo thought as he heard Izaya holding in his voice. 'Dam stupid flea! This is all your fault! If I wouldn't have found you in the gym and hadn't brought you home I wouldn't be feeling this way!' Shizuo lost in thoughts started gripping on his shirt Izaya was wearing and on him as well. "Shi-shizuo...that hurts.." Izaya said softly 'oh yea he's still on top..' He let his hands relax more knowing he could hurt Izaya. 'Wait why am I worried on hurting him? He told me I've never and will never be able to hurt him last nigh-' he remembered the events and started questioning himself. 'Wait..we did have sex an all but...that wouldn't mean anything to him right?...I mean he's probably just messing wi-' "I LOVE YOU" Shizuo remembered those three words Izaya had said and remembered he was thinking about it yesterday as well. 'If he said said that...then' he pulled Izaya closer getting a light moan from him and stared into his eyes. "Izaya" he said in a serious tone. Izaya stiffened at the call of his name but still responded. "Y-yes?" He said trying to cover his face with his hands only to be blocked by Shizuo's. "Do you love me?" At that moment Izaya froze and his eyes widened as Shizuo stared straight into them. 'Shit! He heard' was all Izaya could think as he spaced out. "Izaya, do you lov-" he was cut off as he felt hands being pushed away and weight being lifted from his lower section. "Hey! Iza-" he got up and pulled Izaya back but was stopped as he caught a glimpse of him. "D-dont touch me!" Izaya yelled as he turned his back on Shizuo. "What the-! Hey Izaya what the hell is wrong?!" Shizuo yelled back confused as why he reacted like that and to why he was crying. 'I have to get away! I can't let him know! He wasn't ever suppose to know!' Izaya thought as he turned his back to Shizuo feeling tears roll down his face. 'I should just get out of here. I need to get out!' Izaya made his way to Shizuo's room and started rummaging through the closet. "Izaya!" Shizuo yelled as he slammed the door seeing Izaya taking his stuff and throwing it all over the place. 'The hell is wrong with the flea! Why is he crying and going through my clothes?...wait..is he trying to leave?' Shizuo thought as he stared at the clothes going left and right. "Izaya" he said in a softer tone making his way towards him. "We need to talk" he said reaching for him only to be slapped away. "Izaya! We need to talk so stop throwin-" Izaya turned around and stood up "We have nothing to talk about" he said as he made his way towards the door. Shizuo was shocked by the sudden serious tone but was back once he saw the other trying to leave. "You're wrong! We do need to talk!" He yelled grabbing onto his shirt that Izaya was wearing. "Oh really?! Shizu-chan! What a is there to talk about huh?" Izaya yelled back as Shizuo let him go. "W-what? Do you want to talk about the weather? Or about breakfast?! Oh I know maybe Shizu-chan wants to make fun of me for getting trapped and dressed up?!" He said as he turned around to face Shizuo. His tears still falling down nonstop. "Oh, oh! I know! Shizu-chan wants me to say that I love him!" Izaya said with his hands on his hips. "Well if you want that! Then hear you go!" Izaya said as he took in a big breath "I LOV-" be fore he could finish he was slapped across the face. He felt pain on his right cheek as he was staring away. He brought his hand up and started laughing. "Oh! Were you unsatisfied Shiz-" he was brought to a pause as he felt Shizuo's hands wrapped around his back. "Shizu-" he tried to move by was held too tight to move even his hands. "Shut up!" Shizuo said as he held him tighter. "Shut the fuck up flea!" He yelled as he held Izaya in a tight embrace making sure he couldn't leave. Izaya too shocked by the sudden slap to the face and forced hug just stood still. 'What is he doing?' Izaya thought as he gave into the embrace and placed his head on Shizuo's chest 'What is it...that you want? Shizu-chan.'
'Dammit how can I get him to tell me?! Shit this is harder than I thought!' Shizuo thought as he held Izaya not as tight since he notices Izaya relaxing in his arms. He sighed louder as he pushed back a bit to see Izaya's face on his chest. "You know.." He started "um..I'm sorry for slapping you...its just I didn't know how else to calm you down and.." Rubbing his then back of his neck nervously thinking Izaya would snap again. "I-I know it was a bit harsh! But um...well I didn't really know what to do.." Shizuo waited as he felt Izaya would try to either punch him or yell but instead got Izaya to cuddle into his arms more. "Its fine" Izaya mumbled "Thanks. I didn't think I'd lose it that bad" he said looking down. "Yea..well" Shizuo said not knowing where to go but remembered what was the cause and he cleared his throat. "Ugh..um well? So do you?" He said a bit shaky "Huh?" Izaya said looking up a bit confused. 'Oh wait..is it about my confession?' He thought as he stared at Shizuo who was looking away with his face pink. "W-well you know.." He said still facing away 'ah..so he really does want to know how I feel? But why? Doesn't he hate me?' Izaya thought as he balled up his fist. "F-first" he said getting Shizuo's attention "D-do you still hate me?" He asked looking Shizuo straight into his eyes. Shizuo gulped and turned red as he spoke "W-well..I-I don't hate you..I m-mean I never did. N-no! What I mean to say is ugh! Dammit why do I suck at words!" Shizuo hit his head only to feel pain from Izaya's headbutt from earlier. "What I mean to say is! Well since you've always been mine but I was never able to actually have you I couldn't really-" he stopped as he looked down to see Izaya with a confused face "Shit...look" he said running his hand through his blonde hair "J-just tell me if you love me or not! Dam flea. I already know what I feel but...I just want to make sure about your feelings.." Shizuo finished as he looked away to embarrassed to look at Izaya. 'Silly Shizu-chan' Izaya thought as he stood on his tippy toes 'I've always been in love with you' he leaned forward to kiss Shizuo on his cheek making him turn his head. "W-what w-was that f-for?!" Shizuo said as he let go of Izaya and touched his left cheek that Izaya had placed a kiss on. With that Izaya giggled. 'Well it seems he doesn't hate me after all!' Izaya thought as he continued to giggle and smile brightly. "Ne~? What will Shizu-chan do if I said yes?" With that Izaya turned around to leave. 'I always have...but its best you don't know' he thought as he reached for the clothing he collected but was pulled by Shizuo and the clothes dropped to the ground "hu? Shiz! Mph!" Izaya was cut off with a kiss. 'What? What is he doing?!' Izaya thought as he tried to fight back but was futile as Shizuo gripped him by his waist and held him in place. Izaya started moaning a bit and his body becoming weaker as the kiss deepened. 'N-no! Shizu-chan doesn't..he just wants to help' Izaya kept telling himself as he felt Shizuo lick his bottom lip. 'I-im not that easy Shizuo' he thought as he kept his mouth shut. Shizuo seeing Izaya fight back did the same. Getting more impatient he lowered his hand and squeezed Izaya's bottom "Ah! Mmm" Shizuo took his chance as Izaya opened his mouth to moan and explored Izaya's mouth with his tounge. Grabbing him more and lifting the shirt Izaya was wearing 'I...I can't fight back' Izaya thought as he placed his hands around Shizuo's neck deepening the kiss. They pulled away only when they both ran out of air panting at the lost of air. They stared at one another. "Izaya" Shizuo said as he pulled Izaya closer rubbing their groins together. "Ah..ah Shizu..Shizuo." He held tighter on Shizuo as he felt needy for more. "Say it" Shizuo said throwing Izaya a bit back but received a small chuckle. "D-do you really want to hear me say that so bad?" Izaya questioned receiving only a nod as yes from let out a sigh "Why?" He looked down and dropped his hands back to his chest. "Why do you want me to say it? Won't it make you sick?.." He said as his black hair covered his eyes as he mumbled the rest. "Hearing that from someone you hate?" Shizuo grabbed Izaya's chin and made him look up like how he had done to him. "Because I don't." He said as he leaned in "..hate you..Izaya I love you" he said as Izaya stared at him with his eyes widen in disbelief. "Y-you lo-love me?" He said as tears started to form. "Yes. I love you." Shizuo said as he leaned in to capture his lips. Pulling back and placing kisses where the tears that feel from Izaya's eyes. "I-I...Shiz-Shizuo.." Izaya said as he started crying again but this time didn't run instead he hugged Shizuo. "Its okay Izaya." Shizuo said as he rubbed his back "its okay." He repeated as Izaya cried his eyes out. 'He! He actually! Love me! Me!' Izaya thought as he cried 'I I always thought he hated me! B-but he actually loves me! I-Im not the only one who feels this way no more!' He continued crying until his eyes puffed up. "You calm now?" Shizuo said as he looked down. Izaya nodded as he rubbed the last tears away. "Good. Here." He said leading Izaya towards his bed sitting down and placing Izaya close to him. "You're eyes are all puffed up!" Shziuo stated as he poked Izaya's eye and then replaced it with a kiss. "You look kinda funn-" Shizuo chuckled a bit but stopped as he heard Izaya whisper "I love you Shizu-chan"
'Hmm..I feel so warm..' Cuddling into the warmth 'My beds never felt like this before. I wonder if its the new so-' he was brought out of thoughts as he heard a low growl and opened his eyes "Shizu-chan?" He said as he looked up to the sleeping blonde who appeared to be naked. Izaya lifted the blanket they shared and stared down. 'Ye-yep...he's naked' he thought looking back up with his face red as a tomato lifting his hand to cover his blush 'huh? When did I?' He thought as he stared at the long sleeved shirt he was now wearing. 'This isn't mine...' He noticed as the shirt slide off his body showing his right shoulder. 'Then it must be-' he looked up at the sleeping blonde 'Shizu-chan's...this must be his!..then he changed me-' being more embarrassed as realizing Shizuo had cleaned him and dressed him in his own clothing, he turned redder. "Th-then it w-wasn't a dream!" Izaya said a bit loud getting a tight squeeze from Shizuo and a "Shut up" as he feel back to sleep. He covered his mouth as to make sure he wouldn't say anything that loud outloud. 'S-so..we actually..had sex?' Izaya thought as he started remembering all that had happened last night. Feeling happy as he remembered all of Shizuo's soft touches. 'He was really gentle with me...even as my first time...I didn't think it'd be this gentle' Izaya thought as he looked up at Shizuo. As he remembered it all he quickly turned from happy to panicked. 'Wa-wait! There is..there is no way I could have..' He thought trying to convince himself that he hadn't 'N-no! There's no way I would have let that slip! Not even if we did have sex! I wouldn't have said..' He thought as he recalled the words that he had exactly said before passing out. "I LOVE YOU" Izaya curled into Shizuo's chest "Shit! There's no way.." He whispered to himself "...there's no way I...did he hear?" He said placing his forehead on his chest feeling it go up and down and hearing his heart beat. 'Hopefully he di-' Izaya couldn't finish his thought as he fell back to a deep sleep tired from the event that had happened last night. Not quite sure if he should be happy he finally confessed. Or feeling worried on how Shizuo would react.
~Time skip~ "Hmm...there" Shizuo said as he placed eggs on a plate next to bacon and some toast. Going towards the table and placing it across from another plate that had the exact same amount of food. "Now that cooking is done" he said taking off the appron and hanging it. "Just gotta wake up-" he froze upon seeing a figure leaning on the wall from the hallway staring at him. Realizing who it was he relaxed and laughed a bit. "So." He said making his way over "..how long have you been standing there staring? Izaya-kun?" The figure moved a bit and walked forward to show himself in a long sleeved shirt that fit him perfectly as a dress. 'He looks good in my shirts' Shizuo thought as he stared down at Izaya taking note of all the marks on his pale skin. 'Maybe...next week at school won't be so bad?' He thought as how Izaya would try and explain to everyone about the marks he now had. "I-i just woke up..." Izaya said as Shizuo approached him "...an I wasn't staring!...I just..um.." He said mumbling the rest while looking down his cheeks turning pink. "Hmm? Oh. Well then if you weren't staring than what would you call what you were doing just awhile ago?" Shizuo asked in a mocking tone holding in his laughter as Izaya said "Th-thats!." Seeing Izaya turn even redder as if trying to find an answer he only thought how cute Izaya looked when he didn't know what to say. 'He really is cute...when he isn't putting on one of his faces he hides behind.' Shizuo thought as he heard a low growl come from below him. He looked at Izaya who was facing down "You hungry?" He said receiving a nod from Izaya he lead him to the table. "I made eggs and bacon" he said as he sat down across from Izaya "Oh and toast." He said as he picked up his fork. Staring up to see Izaya red in the face and nodding "You know if you don't like it you can tel-" he was interrupted as Izaya said "I-Its not that!" Grabbing his fork "J-just...thanks for the food!" He said as he started to dig in. Shizuo stared for awhile until he started eating too.
'Hah its kinda like last night' Shizuo thought as he remembered Izaya stuffing his face with fatty tuna. 'Does he always stuff his face when he's embarrassed?-' his attention was brought back as he heard Izaya coughing. "Izaya?" He looked up across from him was Izaya choking on a piece of toast his face turning redder from embarrassment or from lack of air but Shizuo didn't care to find out as he got up quick throwing his chair to the ground. "Izaya!" He ran to the others side patting his back gently but hard enough to help him cough up the piece of toast "Izaya! You idiot! I told you before to not eat so fast!" Shizuo said as he grabbed a cup and filled it with water. Rushing back to Izaya handing him the glass and watching him gulp the water quickly. "Tsk, you idiot..." He said looking away hearing the cup being placed on the table he looked back and asked "Are you okay? Do you need more water?" Izaya was breathing uneven as he answered "N-no i'm fine" he said as a drop of water was running down from the side of his mouth. Izaya picked his hand and rubbed away the water with the sleeve of his shirt. "I-i said I'm fine..you ca-" Izaya was caught by surprise as he felt Shizuo caress his cheek and say "Just be careful? Okay?" With that he took his hand away and walked back to finish his food. 'What was?...' Izaya was a bit lost at Shizuo's kindness but continued to eat as well. This time slower so he wouldn't choke. Staring up a bit every now an then 'He was really worried?..D-does that mean he heard me?' Izaya stared back down at the empty plate 'N-no stop fooling yourself Izaya! Its...its just him being kind for what happened yesterday.. Right?..' He thought as he saw a hand close "Wah!?" He yelled as he pushed back a bit. "Hmm? I was just going to take your plate to the sink." Shizuo said as he picked up the plate and the cup walking over to the sink. 'Wh-what's wrong with me?...I I need to calm down!' Izaya thought as he felt his heart beating faster. 'He didn't even touch me! He just was...too close' he thought as he placed his hand over his heart 'Just calm down!...W-we already had sex..so what more can happen?' With that Izaya calmed a bit and opened his eyes. "You okay?" Shizuo said as he stood face to face with Izaya, staring in his red crimson eyes. "You getting sick or something?" He reached and touched Izaya's forehead with the back of his hand and leaned in to feel his as well. "Um...well you don't feel ho-" he opened his eyes and say Izaya bright red babbling something. "Hu-" he stared coming closer "Ahh!" Izaya screamed like a girl as he hit his head with Shizuo. Knocking him out cold.
"N-no! Sh-shit! What did I do?!" Izaya said as he was leaning over Shizuo who was knocked out on the floor. "Dammit..Shizuo wake up! Wake up!" He said as he was shaking him and was ready to slap him as he heard the other grunt. "Ugh..." Shizuo said as he opened his eyes a bit. "The fuck happened?" He said sitting up while rubbing the back of his neck shortly as he felt pain "Fuck!" He grunted touching over his forehead. Before he could move much he was tackled to the ground. "Sh-Shizuo!" Yelled Izaya as he was now on top of Shizuo holding his head in his arms. "I-I thought you weren't gonna wa-wak-" Izaya said as he started sobbing on Shizuo. "Iza-Izaya! What the hell!" He yelled as the one on top jumped. "Ah! I..I'm sorry Shizu-chan!" Izaya yelled as he hugged Shizuo's head harder pressing him closer to his chest. "I-I didn't mean to hit you! Its..its just.." He started as he turned red. "G-get off!" Shizuo yelled as trying to get out of Izaya's grasp. "Shi-shizuo?" He said as looking down thinking he got him mad only to see Shizuo bright red. 'Huh? What..why is Shizuo red?' Izaya thought as he let go of Shizuo's head landing on his lap. "Shizuo? Are you oka-ah!" Izaya moaned a bit as he felt something below him hard. Looking down and realizing he was on top of Shizuo's lap and over his member, he turned red. "Ah...um I'm sorr-" mumbling as he tried to get off as quick as possible but was pulled by two strong arms. "Dammit Izaya!" Shizuo finally saying something as he was still looking down, his hair covering his eyes and his blush. "I-...I'm really sorry! I didn't notice I was..." Izaya said as he brought his hands up to cover his face. Feeling two hands grip his sides. 'Ahh! D-don't d-do that Shizu-chan' was all he thought as he tried to keep in his moans turning them into whimpers. 'He..he's too close..' Izaya thought as his body started heating up. 'Dam how can this flea make me like this?!' Shizuo thought staring down at his grown member feeling tighter in his boxers and sweats. 'Shit...what am I gonna do? I don't think it'd be good to take Izaya up for a second round if he's not healed yet..' Shizuo thought as he heard Izaya holding in his voice. 'Dam stupid flea! This is all your fault! If I wouldn't have found you in the gym and hadn't brought you home I wouldn't be feeling this way!' Shizuo lost in thoughts started gripping on his shirt Izaya was wearing and on him as well. "Shi-shizuo...that hurts.." Izaya said softly 'oh yea he's still on top..' He let his hands relax more knowing he could hurt Izaya. 'Wait why am I worried on hurting him? He told me I've never and will never be able to hurt him last nigh-' he remembered the events and started questioning himself. 'Wait..we did have sex an all but...that wouldn't mean anything to him right?...I mean he's probably just messing wi-' "I LOVE YOU" Shizuo remembered those three words Izaya had said and remembered he was thinking about it yesterday as well. 'If he said said that...then' he pulled Izaya closer getting a light moan from him and stared into his eyes. "Izaya" he said in a serious tone. Izaya stiffened at the call of his name but still responded. "Y-yes?" He said trying to cover his face with his hands only to be blocked by Shizuo's. "Do you love me?" At that moment Izaya froze and his eyes widened as Shizuo stared straight into them. 'Shit! He heard' was all Izaya could think as he spaced out. "Izaya, do you lov-" he was cut off as he felt hands being pushed away and weight being lifted from his lower section. "Hey! Iza-" he got up and pulled Izaya back but was stopped as he caught a glimpse of him. "D-dont touch me!" Izaya yelled as he turned his back on Shizuo. "What the-! Hey Izaya what the hell is wrong?!" Shizuo yelled back confused as why he reacted like that and to why he was crying. 'I have to get away! I can't let him know! He wasn't ever suppose to know!' Izaya thought as he turned his back to Shizuo feeling tears roll down his face. 'I should just get out of here. I need to get out!' Izaya made his way to Shizuo's room and started rummaging through the closet. "Izaya!" Shizuo yelled as he slammed the door seeing Izaya taking his stuff and throwing it all over the place. 'The hell is wrong with the flea! Why is he crying and going through my clothes?...wait..is he trying to leave?' Shizuo thought as he stared at the clothes going left and right. "Izaya" he said in a softer tone making his way towards him. "We need to talk" he said reaching for him only to be slapped away. "Izaya! We need to talk so stop throwin-" Izaya turned around and stood up "We have nothing to talk about" he said as he made his way towards the door. Shizuo was shocked by the sudden serious tone but was back once he saw the other trying to leave. "You're wrong! We do need to talk!" He yelled grabbing onto his shirt that Izaya was wearing. "Oh really?! Shizu-chan! What a is there to talk about huh?" Izaya yelled back as Shizuo let him go. "W-what? Do you want to talk about the weather? Or about breakfast?! Oh I know maybe Shizu-chan wants to make fun of me for getting trapped and dressed up?!" He said as he turned around to face Shizuo. His tears still falling down nonstop. "Oh, oh! I know! Shizu-chan wants me to say that I love him!" Izaya said with his hands on his hips. "Well if you want that! Then hear you go!" Izaya said as he took in a big breath "I LOV-" be fore he could finish he was slapped across the face. He felt pain on his right cheek as he was staring away. He brought his hand up and started laughing. "Oh! Were you unsatisfied Shiz-" he was brought to a pause as he felt Shizuo's hands wrapped around his back. "Shizu-" he tried to move by was held too tight to move even his hands. "Shut up!" Shizuo said as he held him tighter. "Shut the fuck up flea!" He yelled as he held Izaya in a tight embrace making sure he couldn't leave. Izaya too shocked by the sudden slap to the face and forced hug just stood still. 'What is he doing?' Izaya thought as he gave into the embrace and placed his head on Shizuo's chest 'What is it...that you want? Shizu-chan.'
'Dammit how can I get him to tell me?! Shit this is harder than I thought!' Shizuo thought as he held Izaya not as tight since he notices Izaya relaxing in his arms. He sighed louder as he pushed back a bit to see Izaya's face on his chest. "You know.." He started "um..I'm sorry for slapping you...its just I didn't know how else to calm you down and.." Rubbing his then back of his neck nervously thinking Izaya would snap again. "I-I know it was a bit harsh! But um...well I didn't really know what to do.." Shizuo waited as he felt Izaya would try to either punch him or yell but instead got Izaya to cuddle into his arms more. "Its fine" Izaya mumbled "Thanks. I didn't think I'd lose it that bad" he said looking down. "Yea..well" Shizuo said not knowing where to go but remembered what was the cause and he cleared his throat. "Ugh..um well? So do you?" He said a bit shaky "Huh?" Izaya said looking up a bit confused. 'Oh wait..is it about my confession?' He thought as he stared at Shizuo who was looking away with his face pink. "W-well you know.." He said still facing away 'ah..so he really does want to know how I feel? But why? Doesn't he hate me?' Izaya thought as he balled up his fist. "F-first" he said getting Shizuo's attention "D-do you still hate me?" He asked looking Shizuo straight into his eyes. Shizuo gulped and turned red as he spoke "W-well..I-I don't hate you..I m-mean I never did. N-no! What I mean to say is ugh! Dammit why do I suck at words!" Shizuo hit his head only to feel pain from Izaya's headbutt from earlier. "What I mean to say is! Well since you've always been mine but I was never able to actually have you I couldn't really-" he stopped as he looked down to see Izaya with a confused face "Shit...look" he said running his hand through his blonde hair "J-just tell me if you love me or not! Dam flea. I already know what I feel but...I just want to make sure about your feelings.." Shizuo finished as he looked away to embarrassed to look at Izaya. 'Silly Shizu-chan' Izaya thought as he stood on his tippy toes 'I've always been in love with you' he leaned forward to kiss Shizuo on his cheek making him turn his head. "W-what w-was that f-for?!" Shizuo said as he let go of Izaya and touched his left cheek that Izaya had placed a kiss on. With that Izaya giggled. 'Well it seems he doesn't hate me after all!' Izaya thought as he continued to giggle and smile brightly. "Ne~? What will Shizu-chan do if I said yes?" With that Izaya turned around to leave. 'I always have...but its best you don't know' he thought as he reached for the clothing he collected but was pulled by Shizuo and the clothes dropped to the ground "hu? Shiz! Mph!" Izaya was cut off with a kiss. 'What? What is he doing?!' Izaya thought as he tried to fight back but was futile as Shizuo gripped him by his waist and held him in place. Izaya started moaning a bit and his body becoming weaker as the kiss deepened. 'N-no! Shizu-chan doesn't..he just wants to help' Izaya kept telling himself as he felt Shizuo lick his bottom lip. 'I-im not that easy Shizuo' he thought as he kept his mouth shut. Shizuo seeing Izaya fight back did the same. Getting more impatient he lowered his hand and squeezed Izaya's bottom "Ah! Mmm" Shizuo took his chance as Izaya opened his mouth to moan and explored Izaya's mouth with his tounge. Grabbing him more and lifting the shirt Izaya was wearing 'I...I can't fight back' Izaya thought as he placed his hands around Shizuo's neck deepening the kiss. They pulled away only when they both ran out of air panting at the lost of air. They stared at one another. "Izaya" Shizuo said as he pulled Izaya closer rubbing their groins together. "Ah..ah Shizu..Shizuo." He held tighter on Shizuo as he felt needy for more. "Say it" Shizuo said throwing Izaya a bit back but received a small chuckle. "D-do you really want to hear me say that so bad?" Izaya questioned receiving only a nod as yes from let out a sigh "Why?" He looked down and dropped his hands back to his chest. "Why do you want me to say it? Won't it make you sick?.." He said as his black hair covered his eyes as he mumbled the rest. "Hearing that from someone you hate?" Shizuo grabbed Izaya's chin and made him look up like how he had done to him. "Because I don't." He said as he leaned in "..hate you..Izaya I love you" he said as Izaya stared at him with his eyes widen in disbelief. "Y-you lo-love me?" He said as tears started to form. "Yes. I love you." Shizuo said as he leaned in to capture his lips. Pulling back and placing kisses where the tears that feel from Izaya's eyes. "I-I...Shiz-Shizuo.." Izaya said as he started crying again but this time didn't run instead he hugged Shizuo. "Its okay Izaya." Shizuo said as he rubbed his back "its okay." He repeated as Izaya cried his eyes out. 'He! He actually! Love me! Me!' Izaya thought as he cried 'I I always thought he hated me! B-but he actually loves me! I-Im not the only one who feels this way no more!' He continued crying until his eyes puffed up. "You calm now?" Shizuo said as he looked down. Izaya nodded as he rubbed the last tears away. "Good. Here." He said leading Izaya towards his bed sitting down and placing Izaya close to him. "You're eyes are all puffed up!" Shziuo stated as he poked Izaya's eye and then replaced it with a kiss. "You look kinda funn-" Shizuo chuckled a bit but stopped as he heard Izaya whisper "I love you Shizu-chan"