Okay Okay, I know it been forever but here it is and two chapters :p. Read and please review cause I'm feeling a little unwanted. So Here You GO!
Chapter 10
"Come on Picka-chan you have to pick one."
"Panda this is dumb, shell are stupid."
"It's not!" The little girl tries to trick her friend into picking something with her.
"Panda, what is the since?"
"Just do it, please."
"Fine!"
Hinata and Sasuke had found themselves back in the lounge. Sasuke had taken seat on the couch where Hinata joined him, the tray between them. Sasuke picked out more to a point healthier food where as Hinata, with her sweet tooth, picked many the desserts dropping them into the tray. Sasuke had asked her to stop seeing as he wouldn't eat it but she just smiled, nodding and continued placing dished in to the tray. Sasuke watch tray field with food and wondered how the hell he was going to do this.
"So now that you've stuffed me what are you going to eat?"
Picking up a slice of ice-cream cake to her mouth, Hinata took a bit before talking, placing her hand over her mouth. "I didn't put all the goodies for you but then again you don't want then so more for me." She smiled wildly "Sugar rush!"
Sasuke shook his head, pulling something from the tray for him to eat. "I hate sweet thing hence the reason I don't want."
Hinata gasped, "What do you mean you hate sweet thing. That's the pride and joy of the world."
"Hinata you should know that all Uhichas hate sweet things."
"No I know that they hate to much sweet things." Sighing he ignored her. "Sasu-chan you can't just not like sweet things, it was the world revolves around. When you're happy, sad or mad, every single emotion people eat sweets."
"Well I guess am the messed up one, uh?"
"Yes, very."
They fell into silence; Hinata finished her cake and picked up another one. Sasuke fiddled with his food not use to eating at this time. He kept looming over to her, recalling what she had said earlier, thinking of how right Obito was. She has gone through a lot. How wrong he was to think he knew.
"I guess you want to know, uh?" She drew him out of his thoughts. He looked up at her but didn't speak. "She was 11 when she started. We didn't know each other yet but I wish I did, maybe I could have done something earlier." She looked down, putting the cake away, playing with her figures. "I only started talking to her because I was getting a lot of problems at school about only hung out with your brother and the guys and to prove to everyone I could have a female friend I started to talk to her. And found out that she was very cool. We started talking when we were 13 but by then it was too late. Namiko- Nami was staving herself because the other girls kept calling her fat and she wanted to me a model. I and the guys fought for her when they would trouble her but it made no difference. Nami had it in her head that she was fat and when for days on end without food. When I or anyone would make her eat she would vomit it all out afterwards." Hinata's tears started falling but she fought for her voice not to break. She found that she was crying in fount of Sasuke a lot lately. "One day Nami kept saying that she was light headed and could walk right. She felt like she would fall at anytime. I pushed for her to go to the nurse but she wouldn't knowing that if the nurse knew what she was doing, her mom would find out and she couldn't put her mother through that. We were walking out of the school when she collapsed. I didn't know what to do; Obito sow and came to help me. He took us to a hospital." She stopped, her breathing became uneasy.
"Hinata you don't have too." He moved the tray to the small table next to the couch, moving closer to her. Placing a hand on her shoulder.
"Nami died that day. Her- her immune system failed her, much like I failed her."
"Hinata you tried."
"No!" She looked up. "Trying would have entailed telling someone, doing something more than just making her eat two little scraps of food."
"Hinata." She cried more and he knew that there was nothing he could do to stop her.
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Hinata had gone through the rest of that day feeling like crap much like she started. Obito told her nothing about what happened and she didn't want to press him. The guys have been very secretive and she knew that something was up. Obito seemed more out of it lately. He stopped sleeping over and she felt alone as ever in the big house. That Friday Neji had invited her to go with him and his friends to a club and she did need to blow off steam. She had danced still her feet hurt and Sasuke had to take her home. The Sakura girl kept giving her an evil eye and Hinata made a note to ask Neji why his friend hated her. Another to ask him if she had know any of his friends before, the loud blond boy had told her that the group had been friends from childhood and Hinata wondered if she was part of it before her little problem happened. She sat in the house alone to day. She had been here many times before; it was the house that her father told her they lived in before her problem happened. Normally she would feel wired a round anything that her body thought or maybe even truly was from the past and sometime she actually though that her dad was bluffing with her but then she remembered all the room that she was afraid of entering. Sighing to stood and walked up to her bead room, grabbing the keys off her desk. Her father had told her what each room was but she never truly rectified. Standing in front of the door next to her room she fiddled with the key but couldn't make herself open the door. The main door closed and Hinata felt relief that someone had come to save her from what might have been memories, good or bad. Going back into her room she grabbed her canvas and paint brushes. She had no idea what she was going to do but she needs an excuse just in case she didn't want to talk to the person who had come in. Going down she was met with her sister coming up to her.
"Hina-chan!" She smiles up at her big sister.
"Hana-chan, what's up?"
"Mama, Mikoto-chan and I are going shopping. Wanna come."
"Um...sure, I have some things I wanna get in town. Let me go change."
Following her sister to her room Hanabi sat on the bed watching her sister rummage through her wardrobe. "Mikoto-chan said that she wanted everyone in a dress."
Hinata growled and her sister laughed at her. Hanabi knew that her sister hated anything truly girly. Thought she would sometimes wear it, she would add some edge to it or make it really plain. Finally, she pulled out a lime green high-low dress and a pair of lime green ballerina flats. Sighing she exited the room with her sister. They met Mikoto and Anita at the door.
"Are you guys ready?" Mikoto questioned.
Hinata turned running into the kitchen to get the list that she made and her purse. Pulling the list open, her eyes made a note of everything on it to make sure she wasn't missing anything. Obito's medication is written in red, the doctor gave him a strong pill to take that week for all those that he missed I should be done by now, so she needed to buy a new one. She trusted Obito but she couldn't remember seeing him ever take the pill when he did come over. Walking over to the medicine cabined -that they had created in the kitchen for close range- and pull out the bottle. It was heave, just like when she first felt it. Sighing, she fought the tears back on hearing Mikoto's call.
"Coming!" She placed it back. Please make today be a good day, I really don't want to think of this right now.
"Dear are you ok?" She meets Mikoto's questioning black eyes at the kitchen door.
"Yh...yh I'm fine."
"Ok then let's get going. I need my girl day. Massages, shoping and crazy girl time fun."
Hinata laughed, today would be fun. She would deal with Obito another time.
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"Have you told her?"
"No and I can't. You know she's going to freak-out."
"Obito you know she be pissed if she finds out from someone else."
"Dude you're always bitching bout home much you like, so why hid this from her if she was really that important to you, you would have told her first."
"Told who what." The purple head fourteen year old questions, entering the room. "Come on tell who what." She questions again but no one answers. Looking over to Obito he turns ways from her. She gets serious when she sees that no one can look her in the eye. "Obito?" Still waiting, "What's up? Why do you guys look like your house just fell over?" Waiting. "Fine don't tell me." She walks away.
"Hinata wait!" Obito grabs her hand "I'll tell you." He pulled her away from the guys sighing.
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"Hey Mama, can we go into that store?" Hanabi pulled on her mother's and over to a toy store."
"Hanabi we'll lose Mikoto and Hinata."
"Don't worry Anita, go with her. We'll be in the food-caught; I want same time with Hinata."
They went there separate ways. Hinata didn't like the way that Mikoto talked when she says she wanted time with her. Slowing hard she was pull in to a seat by the black head woman.
"Hinata I'm going to come our straight with you. I'm worried about Obito and I know you are too because I know that you care deeply for my nephew. Hinata I need your help in talking to him. Please."
Hinata mouth was slightly open, she needed to speak and tell Mikoto that she could count on her but she have tried and as much as she wanted to trick herself into thinking that he listened she knew that it was only a lie. She wanted so much to believe that Obito wasn't neglecting her feelings or his heath but she couldn't. She had to face it, she wasn't the only one seeing it and just talking to him wasn't working anymore.
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"Obito plea-please tell me you-you're joking." The tears streamed down her face. She was waiting for him to say that it was only a joke but his face was stone cold. "How-how long have you known?"
"Tw-two weeks." He answered, looking away from her."
"Two weeks!" She gave out a dry laugh. "Obito two fucking week, when were you paining on telling me! I'm your best friend for-" she couldn't finish.
He had carpeted her lips, pushing her onto the wall behind them. He hated seeing her cry. He wants to see her smile, keep that peace and happiness following her at all times.
"Obito?" She eyed his questionably when they parted but he couldn't keep it.
Placing his head on her neck and spoke. "Hinata I didn't want you to find out this way. From the first time I knew I wanted to tell you but I couldn't there were so many things stopping me."
"Stop from telling me which one. That you liked me or about the other thing." She spoke her voice fighting not to break.
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Hinata didn't have time answer Mikoto because Anita and Hanabi had come and joined them. Mikoto had gone on like nothing had happened for the rest of the day but Hinata couldn't. She could drift away from Obito and the fact that she had no control over him or at list no power in which she could push him into doing the right thing. She had gone through the day nun the less not wanting to disappoint her sister but right after she had ran away to get home, to her own sanctuary where she could think in peace. But it was not to be. Getting home she found Obito already planted in front of the TV. He turned to her and smiled but she didn't return it. Walking away from him and into her room. He followed in wonder of what went wrong.
"So I guess the day didn't go all that well with the girls. I told Mikoto-san that it was a bad idea."
"No Obito. It was a great idea! The bad idea was believing that you were actually going to listen to me when I told you about your own heath!"
Obito stood there shocked; Hinata hadn't turned to face him in all her ranting. "Hina- hina what are you talking about?"
"Don't call me that!" She winged around, walking right pass him. "And don't lie to me either Obito!"
"Hinata-"
"She knows! She bloody knows! "She walked into the kitchen grabbing the pill bottle."Next time you want to completely ignore my word hid the evidence." Obito stopped to pick up the bottle and looked back to the teary eyed girl. "Think of how stupid I felt when Mikoto comes up to me and tell me how worried she is about you and I not being able to say I'll talk to him confidently cause I know you just won't listen to me and having to just keep my mouth shut. Obito I cried and begged you not to throw you life away but if that's what you want to do-" she turned. Going to the cabinet and pulled out all the medication in it, walking over to the bin. "Then go right ahead. Throw it a-fucking-way!" She screamed drop them all into the bin.
"Hinata-"
"I didn't want to hear it Obito! Am tired! Tired of hoping, believing, of playing and tricking myself in to think that I make a difference when I speak to you!"
"Hi-"
"Get Out!"
"Hinata?"
"I said get out Obito!"She pointed to the door and he followed reluctantly, looking back hope that she would put her geared down and let him back in to explain to her but her expression never changed. When he had finally exited Hinata knees buckled under her and she fell to the ground.
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"Both." He answered silently.
