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Kensi went to visit Deeks the following day. They had the day off and she was very worried about him. She pulled up at his apartment, she got out of her car and walked up the stairs. Once she got to the top, she saw the door open. Deeks stood in front of her shocked.
"Um hi?" Deeks said.
"Hey." Kensi said.
"Um what are you doing here?" He asked.
"I was worried on you." Kensi said.
"Well I was heading out, if you want to come with or if you don't want to its cool." Deeks said.
"Sure," Kensi said smiling.
The two got into Deeks' car. They drove down town and pulled into a neighborhood, Kensi looked around and noticed Deeks pull up to a house. This house looked old but it seemed recently painted. Deeks parked the car and pulled his keys out, he turned to Kensi who was confused.
"Where are we?" She asked.
"My mom's." Deeks said.
"Deeks," Kensi said.
Deeks let out a sigh, "After the last couple of days I've had a lot clouding my mind. I just need to see her. I want to check on her and see she is alright." Deeks said.
Kensi smiled, "You are such a good son." Kensi said.
Deeks and Kensi got out of the car and walked up to the porch, Deeks knocked on the door. The door opened slowly. Standing in front of the two was an older women. Her blonde hair faded and now its grey. She had a small smile seeing Deeks and hugged him.
"Oh Marty, its good to see you." She said.
"Hi mom, oh meet my co worker Kensi." Deeks said.
Deeks' mom turned to Kensi, "Oh its nice to meet you Kensi. My name is Nicole." Nicole said.
Kensi smiled and shook Nicole's hand, "It's an honor to meet you miss." Kensi said.
Nicole invited them inside and Kensi looked around. They heard someone in the kitchen which really confused Kensi, she knew that Deeks' father was dead and abused them. Who could it be in the house. They walked into the living room where Deeks and Kensi sat on the couch, Nicole went to grab some coffee for the two.
Kensi saw photos of Deeks as a child, Kensi smiled at it and then saw Nicole return to them. Nicole handed them each a cup. Then in came a man, this man had a grey hair and a little bit on the larger size. He sat down on a chair and turned to Deeks with a smile.
"Ah Marty you finally marry or are you just dating?" Asked this man.
"Nah, Beau this is my co worker." Deeks said partly blushing.
Kensi looked a bit confused, "Um I am Kensi Blye and you are?" Kensi asked.
"Oh I am retired Officer Beau Johnson LA PD." Beau said.
"Yes, Beau here looked after me when I was growing up." Deeks said.
"Oh really now." Kensi said.
Nicole nodded, "And recently Beau and I have started seeing each other." Nicole said.
Deeks smiled, "I am happy for you two." Deeks said.
"Thank you Marty." Nicole said smiling.
After a while of talking Beau and Nicole walked out of the room, Kensi stood up and saw a family photo hidden from the rest of the photos in the room. Kensi pulled it out and didn't notice Deeks behind her.
"That's of my father, my mom, and I when I was four." Deeks said.
"You all look so happy." Kensi said.
"Yeah, things changed." Deeks said.
"Deeks, was that the reason you became a cop?" Kensi asked.
"I don't know maybe." He said now messing with her.
"Oh come on Deeks." Kensi said.
"Listen Fern, I am not done being out in town. If you want I can drop you off at your car. I need to go someplace else." Deeks said.
"Well I am here so I might as well come then." Kensi smiled.
"Alright," Deeks smile was gone.
Nicole and Beau stepped back in, "Leaving?" Beau asked.
"Yeah, I need to get some stuff done. However I promise I'll be over soon, maybe next weekend we can have a cook out." Deeks said.
"Oh and can Kensi come?" Nicole asked.
Kensi eyed Deeks and then smiled, "Sure." Kensi said.
The two walked out of Nicole's house, Deeks got into his car as did Kensi. Kensi buckle up and turned to Deeks, who was starting the car.
"Your mom likes me." Kensi said.
"My mom likes a lot of people." Deeks said.
"Yeah, so where are we heading to?" Kensi asked.
After a while of driving the two were walking through a cemetery, Kensi was a little bit confused on why they were at a cemetery. Finally Deeks stopped walking and stood facing a headstone. Kensi looked from Deeks then to the headstone and nearly gasp.
"Deeks," Kensi said.
"Hey you said I am a good son, even though I still hate the bastard doesn't mean I shouldn't visit him." Deeks said.
There was silence between the two. Deeks inhaled then exhaled, he turned to Kensi. She looked worried and then touched his shoulder.
"Are you OK?" She asked.
"I could go on a long lie saying I am fine, but honestly there isn't a day where I am not fine. I pretend I am fine and alright, behind jokes and fake smiles. I mean I have my good days but they are always clouded by my off days." Deeks said.
"Why don't you talk to someone about it?" Kensi asked.
"I don't like to mention it to anyone. I mean my mom is still a wreck since he ruined our lives, and Beau wouldn't understand." Deeks said.
"What about me?" Kensi asked.
"Kens, I don't need to you worry or be upset about my childhood." Deeks said.
"Too late. These last couple of days I've been worried about you, out of everyone in the world. Marty Deeks, I've been staying up at night wondering whether you'll come to work with a smile and complaining about something to Sam." Kensi said.
Deeks felt Kensi touched his face, Deeks looked into her brown eyes. Kensi stared into his baby blue eyes.
"Please, I told you about my father and my past regarding my mother but now everything is fine. Please Deeks, we're partners." Kensi said.
Deeks grabbed a hold of the hand that was touching his face, "Kens." He said.
He looked at her and then to the headstone, "Kensi he did terrible things to my mom and I. Things I don't think I ever recovered from, maybe physically but not mentally." Deeks said.
"Just talk to me, only me. I will never judge." Kensi said.
The two sat down on the grass, "Promise not to judge?" He asked.
Kensi nodded and held onto his hand. Deeks nodded and took a deep breathe, afterwards he went into detail about every single day during his childhood from when his father started his behavior to when he found out his father was killed. Kensi didn't stop him or even talk, she allowed him to speak until he finished. Somehow Deeks felt nervous talking about it, but not so much as he stared at Kensi.
"And that's basically it." Deeks said.
"Such a drama king, Deeks." Kensi said smiling.
"You promised not to judge." He said.
"I'm not, it's just. You didn't need to feel so alone and afraid about it. Deeks, its normal to feel emotions. It's just how you express it, I mean sure I cannot understand this but I just want to be able to be involved in your life. Deeks, I really care about you and seeing you upset really makes me upset." Kensi said.
"So you really care about me?" He asked raising his eyebrow.
Kensi blushed realizing where he went with that, "Shut it!" She yelled.
"Seriously, I won't judge." He said.
Kensi turned away, "That's not what we are talking about." Kensi said.
"Hey, you just say its normal to feel emotions. Where did that go? Was that only aimed at me, how unfair is that?" Deeks said.
"What do you want me to say?" Kensi asked.
"What your feeling about me right now?" Deeks said close to her face.
Kensi blushed, "I- I really care about you Deeks. That's it." She said.
"Uh huh, then why are you blushing?" Deeks said smiling.
"Marty Deeks just drop it-!" She yelled.
Deeks laughed as Kensi was yelling, then all of a sudden it got quiet when Deeks grabbed her and pulled her close to him. Kensi was shocked and was kissed by her partner. Her hand was on his chest, and she felt his heart beat fast. He was just as nervous as she was. He pulled her back and Kensi was blushing as bad as he was.
"So?" He asked.
"Uh- um, good." Kensi said.
Deeks grinned and put his arm around her, "You drive me crazy Fern." Deeks said.
Kensi turned to him and kissed him on the cheek, "Yeah you drive me crazy too Shaggy." Kensi said leaning against him.
*FINAL CHAPTER*
DENSI! YAAAAY!