Another chapter of Letters to Pyrrha! Enjoy! Note: I am thinking about making another fanfic when I'm done with this one. I already have an Idea, concept , and title. I named it " A Knights Redemption, A Warriors Sorrow. Tell me what your thoughts are in the reviews. On with the fic!
Hey Pyrrha,
It's been a week since my fight with Ruby. I feel like I yelled at her too much, but she should have known that talking about you was a touchy subject. These letters have helped me relax a lot but it's still hard talking about your death and when she said that I wasn't the one to see you die, I felt like I WAS the one to see you die. When you kissed me, said you were sorry one last time and pushed me into that locker I knew it was goodbye. She needs to understand that I'm trying to move on by watching your video. It helps me sleep, helps me relax, gives me hope every time I hear your voice, it...it gives me comfort. Your dad has noticed that I've been distracted during the week but I kept playing it off as nothing. He finally made me tell him what was bothering me at the end of the week and I relented. I told him what happened with Ruby and our fight. He listened quietly and when I was done he told me that we both were in the wrong. He said that I was wrong for yelling at her like I did and that I needed to realize that you were her friend as well and she witnessed a friend of her die in front of her, but she was in the wrong by telling me how I should cope with your death and needed to realize that you were my partner so it would hurt me a lot more than it would hurt her. He told me what was important now was that I move on from what happened with whatever helps me cope. He told me if the video of you makes me feel better and helps with the pain then I should I keep watching it. He said that we need to apologize to each other and move forward. I nodded and knew he was right. After we were done training I thanked your dad for his advice and said goodbye. I walked back to our inn and went to Ruby's room. I knocked on the door and she told me to come in. I walked in as she was polishing Crescent Rose halfheartedly. She looked up at me with her silver eyes, filled with sorrow and regret. She started to try and speak but I stopped her. I told her that I was sorry for yelling at her last week. I talked about how your video you made keeps me going and that it helps me cope with what happened. I then said that she needed to respect how I cope with your death and that I was sorry once again. I finished that you were her friend too and that she lost you as well. She wiped away some tears pooling in her eyes and said that she was sorry as well. She said that I was right in the fact that I could choose to cope however I wanted to and if it helped then that was great. But she told me that I had to stop staying up so late. She told me that I would wear myself out and didn't want me falling over in the middle of a battle. I agreed that I would stop with staying up late as long as she didn't make me try to stop watching your video she nodded and smiled at me. I held my arms open and hugged her. She hugged me back and told me that I should get to bed. I nodded and left her room. I sat on my bed and pulled out your coronet. I gave it a sad smile and looked at my reflection from the metal. I imagined that your with me right now with your arms wrapped around my shoulders and apologizing to me. You never have to apologize to me Pyrrha, Because you did what you thought was right and i can't change what happened. I pulled out my scroll and watched your video once more. I fell asleep and dreamed that we were sitting at Beacon again. Sleeping together in the courtyard while I stroked my hand through your hair. It was beautiful. I actually thought that I felt your presence next to me as I slept. Until that happens, Your knight and only your knight, Jaune Arc.