A Broken Heart, Unexpected Love, And A double Life Chapter 10, a twilight fanfic

After we ran throw the set for tonight me and Carlisle left the house. We were in the car when he said "I don't like the idea of you being blonde. I don't think that it'll work for you."

"You were listening."

"What did you actually expect me not to."

"No, but your wrong. I'll so you." I said before I reached in the back and grabbed the box that held my wig. I pulled it out and placed it on my head.

"You're still beautiful. I guess I just prefer brunettes." He smiled as he looked at me. His smile made me forget that Edward used to say the same things. There's a difference though I can tell Carlisle really means it, with Edward I could never be sure. Then after a minute Carlisle said "You know maybe its better you wear it. I don't want other guys to see you the way I see you." I laughed quietly and looked out the window. That's when I noticed we weren't heading to Charlie's.

"Where are we going?" I asked as we passed the sign saying 'You Are Now Leaving Forks, WA.'

"There's a friend of mine in Port Angeles. He runs a record company. So, you might want to keep that wig on Bella."

"I go by Alexandria when I perform."

"Okay, then Alexandria." I just looked at him for a minute before I went back to looking out the window. It wasn't that long before he parked the car. Stupid vampires and the need to drive 110 mph. As we got out of the car, I noticed that I had been here before.

"I've been here before." I said as I shut the door.

A second he was in front of me saying "I know Angela told me all about the CD today. That's when I got the idea to have you meet James. If he likes you, you'll have a CD of shelves in no time at all."

"Carlisle, I not sure if I can do this."

"Bella, listen to me. You can do anything you put your mind to and I'll be here with you every step of the way." He waited a minute before he kissed me and whispered "I love you" I wasn't sure if I was supposed to hear that, but it was then at that moment that I realized I loved him too. This is so wrong I'm not supposed to feel this way. Hell, I dated he's son. Yet, this feels so right. I don't know what to do. I think I'm in love with Carlisle Cullen. Oh boy, what have I got myself into? "Let's get going." He said.

"Yeah, that way I'll have time to get ready for the gig." I said as we started walking. I was almost to the door when he grabbed my hand to show that he was with me. I didn't let go; I never wanted to. So, we walked in hand in hand. I quickly noticed the studio manager, Mr. Montgomery was his name, was walking towards us.

"Carlisle, it's nice to see you again." He said as he shook Carlisle hand.

"Same to you James, it's been to long." Carlisle said.

"So, is the future superstar you were talking about?" He asked as he looked at me.

"Yes, this is Alexandria."

"Nice to meet you Alexandria." James said to me as he shook my hand.

"It's nice to meet you to, but please call me Alex." I replied politely.

"Okay, Alex let's go in my office and talk about you're career." He said as he led us to his office. Carlisle and I sat opposite to him.

"Well, first things first let's hear you sing."

"Okay." I said as I tired to think of a song I had memorized. I quickly thought of one written after Edward left. I started to sing "Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything you ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me?

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget it
Please don't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us" (A/N: Demi Lovato, Don't Forget). I looked to find the opinions of both James and Carlisle.

"Wow that was great. Did you write that song? I don't think I've heard it before." James replied.

"I did write it. I only sing songs that I wrote." I said shyly.

"Even better, people love that. I'll have to the contracts drawn up. We can have a CD out by Valentine's day." He replied.

"That's not that long away." I said.

"The sooner the better. We'll also have to promote the hell out of this CD. You'll be a star in no time." James said before he picked up the phone and told someone to get something.

"We have to get going." Carlisle said.

"Can you come back tomorrow?" James asked.

"Yes, we can. If you want to hear more she'll be there tonight." Carlisle said as he took at a piece of paper that he had written the time and place for tonight.

"I'll be there." James said before we left.

Later on as I got ready for the gig, Carlisle sat in my room reading over some of my songs. It took forever for me to pick an outfit. I finally arrived on a pair of ripped jeans, a black and white stripped v-neck shirt, a black leather jacket, with a black top hat and combat boots. I walked in my room and asked Carlisle "What do you think?"

"You look unbelievably great." Yeah right.

"Well we better be going if we're going to make it in time. We're cutting it close even with you're crazy driving." I said.

"I guess you're right. Let's go." Carlisle said as he walked out of the room. I hurried down stairs and quickly wrote Charlie a note.

Dad,

I'm going to be in Port Angeles. There's money for pizza on the counter. I'll be back late, so don't wait up.

Bella

Before Carlisle started the car he turned to me and said "You're going to do great. I'll be there with you."

"I know that."

"Do you know that I love you?"

"Yes." I answered before he kissed me.

After that he started the car and said "Let's get this show on the road."

We made to the club just in time. The band was all set up and ready to go on.

"What took so long?" Angela asked as she pulled me back stage.

"Couldn't find an outfit I liked."

"Well, you look awesome. Now, get out there and rock." She said as the announcer welcomed us to the stage.

With in seconds they guys started playing. I knew the song well it was about for my feeling for Edward. I started to sing "Life is good I can't complain
I mean I could but no one's listening
Your image overwhelms my brain
And it feels good, good, good

Now I'm rolling my window down
I love the wind but I hate the sound
You're like a tattoo that I can't remove
And it feels good, it feels good, it feels good

Like a roller coaster ride
Holding on white knuckles like
Whoa, whoa
Can't believe I'm like
Whoa, whoa
[Got me feeling like]
Up and down and side to side
Every inch of me is like
Whoa, whoa
Got me feeling like
Whoa, whoa
[Got me feeling like]

In the morning it begins again
Feels like I'm falling better strap me in
I think I'm running out of oxygen
And it feels good, it feels good, it feels good

My inhibition are beginning to let go
This situation I can't help but lose control
You're an affliction that I cannot seem to break
It feels good, it feels good

I'm holdin' on
Holdin', holdin', holdin', holdin', holdin'
Holdin'...
I'm holdin' on
Like a roller coaster ride
Like I'm runnin' a red light
Like a rocket ship in flight
Every inch of me is like
WHOA...

Like a roller coaster
Whoa
Holdin' on white knuckles
Whoa
Once you let your love in
Whoa
Every inch of me is like
Whoa" (A/N: Like Whoa, Aly & AJ). The crowd cheered. I know that would happen. We've played here before and that was always a favorite. The music faded into a different song. This one was about Edward to, but it was after he left. I started to sing "Don't matter what people say
I never did believe them
I know, I know they know everything

I'll be alright by myself
And no one's gonna tell me I'm defined
Confined by love

Now our days seem strange
I guess my heart was bound to change

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

I never thought that I'd say
That I don't really miss you
I lived, I breathed your breath through me

Time has a way of passing by
Until I don't remember why
Or how to hurt for you

Love's pain has gone somewhere
And I'm finally hanging it there

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

Falling into,
Falling into,
You're falling into history

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

I'll be alright by myself
And no one's gonna tell me I'm defined
Confined by love" (A/N: Brie Larson, Falling Into History).

Before the song started Logan said "This song is meant for all of you who have someone they need to forget.

The music started and I replied "Every girl needs a pair of red high heels." Then I started to sing "Baby I've got plans tonight
You don't know nothin' about
I've been sitting around way too long
Trying to figure you out
But you say that you'll call and you don't
And I'm spinning my wheels
So I'm going out tonight
In my red high heels

I'm gonna call up that old boyfriend
You said still has it bad for me
I'm gonna take him into town
Flaunt him around for everyone to see
Well you said watch yourself, baby
You know the deal
Nobody holds a candle to me
In my red high heels

Oh you can watch me walk if you want to, want to
I'll bet you want me back now don't you, don't you
I'm about to show you just how missin' me feels
In my red high heels

All those games you tried to play
Well they aint gonna work on me now
I put a barbed wire fence
Around my heart
Baby just to keep you out
Well you thought I'd wait around forever
But baby get real
I just kicked you to the curb
In my red high heels

Oh you can watch me walk if you want to, want to
I'll bet you want me back now don't you, don't you
I'm about to show you just how missin' me feels
In my red high heels

Oh you can watch me walk if you want to, want to
I'll bet you want me back now don't you, don't you
I'm about to show you just how missing me feels

Oh you can watch me walk if you want to, want to
I'll bet you want me back now don't you, don't you
I'm about to show you just how missing me feels
In my red high heels

In my red high heels
In my red high heels" (A/N: Kellie Pickler, Red High Heels). The next song was also about Edward, of course. It's very old, but then again it's really good. I started to sing "I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know
That I've had him memorized for so long

He sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you,
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through
Everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
If you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie" (A/N: I'd Lie, Taylor Swift). The next song was newer I wrote it when I tried dating again, after Edward left. The song started "He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you" (A/N: Taylor Swift, The Way I Loved You). The last song of the night started to play when I spotted Carlisle and James in the crowd. I smiled at them then started to sing "Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now" (A/N: Taylor Swift, White Horse). "Thank you for having us here." I said before we left the stage.

"Bella, that was awesome." Angela said as she hugged me.

"Thanks."

"Anyways, who is Carlisle talking to?" She asked.

"A friend of his that wants to give me a record deal." I answered.

"No way."

"Way."

"Oh My God That's Great!" She yelled.

"I know."

"Wait is he offering this to Bella or Alex?"

"Alex."

"You'll be a real life Hannah Montana."

"True."