So, everyone go, right now, and listen to every single song by Greyson Chance. And buy his CD cause it's amazing. And that's coming from someone who doesn't really listen to anything except Big Time Rush, and I've been listening to him all week.

And you can all just thank Greyson Chance for this chapter, cause his song 'Home is in Your Eyes' completely inspired it. So listen to that song. It actually kinda fits in with this story..

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Kendall laid in his bed, staring up at the ceiling. He was so tired, but he couldn't sleep. His chest was hurting, and he knew it was because his heart was completely shattered. Ever since Katie left, exactly 10 days ago, his heart seemed to beat slower than usual. And for some reason, when he read her letter, it slowed down even more.

He pulled the blankets tighter around his body and shivered. He didn't know why he was so cold. It felt like one of those nights in Minnesota when you were just so cold, no amount of blankets seemed to help. He didn't understand why he was cold, though. He wasn't in Minnesota anymore.

It took him a minute before he finally realized he was cold because he was missing the one thing in the world that seemed to warm him up with happiness on these nights.

And she was gone.

He turned over on his side and looked out the window. He couldn't help but notice that the sky looked a little darker than usual. Then he saw a dark cloud floating by in the sky. He knew it was a storm cloud, and he sighed. Katie hated storms. And he hated that he wouldn't be there with her during the storm that was about to come. A tear slowly dripped out of his eye at the thought. It wasn't fair.

He wanted to just go to sleep so badly, but at the same time, he didn't. He hadn't had any good dreams since the last night he spent with Katie, when she was right next to him, in his arms. Every night, he had horrible dreams about Katie being taken away from him, and then all of the other people he loved being taken away from him. He was afraid that someday, he would be left all alone.

He looked over at the clock, and watched as the blinking, red numbers changed. It seemed like they were going really fast. Every second was trying to escape from this horrible world by passing by really quickly. He didn't blame them. He wanted to do the same thing.

Kendall finally realized he wasn't going to fall asleep, so he dragged himself out of bed and went over to the desk in the corner of the room. He pulled out a stack of pictures and sat back down on his bed, being quiet so he wouldn't wake up his friends. He looked down at the first picture of him and Katie. He remembered it was on her first day of school, and he was standing in front of her, giving her a mini pep-talk on why she shouldn't be afraid of school. He smiled and flipped to the next picture.

He smiled again when he saw a picture of Katie on his back when they were little. They both looked so happy, and it killed him inside. He wanted to be back there with her so bad. Just like they used to be.

He turned to the next picture and it was just a regular picture of the two of them. Her smile in the picture seemed to be teasing him, bringing back the thoughts of how much he missed her. If he knew where she was, he would go to her, just so he could see her smile one more time.

After looking through the rest of the pictures, he carefully put them back in the drawer and climbed into bed. He closed his eyes as memories swam around in his head, and soon enough, his eyes were starting to close.

"Goodnight Katie," he whispered. "Sweet dreams, Baby Sister. I love you."

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Katie squeezed her eyes shut as her angry father stomped over to her. She could feel her heart beating at least 1000 times a minute, and with each step he took towards her, more tears flew down her cheeks.

She hated when Mr. Winters was this angry. He would walk towards her with an evil grin on his face and a crazed look in his eyes. Whenever this happened, memories of her brother flashed before her eyes. He used to always have the same face, marching up to her like a monster.

But when Kendall was a monster, it was a fun, playful grin, and all he would do was tickle her. She wished more than anything that she could go back to those days, where she would be laughing, not crying.

"Why wouldn't you watch the movie with me and Mommy last night?" Mr. Winters growled. "We were looking forward to it, and you had to go along and make up stupid little excuses! You don't feel well? Well I'll make you feel even worse!" he yelled. She shook her head back and forth as tears raced down her cheeks.

"P-please Daddy!" she said softly, her voice barely going above a whisper. "P-please...I-I was telling the t-truth!" Mr. Winters rolled his eyes at her. He pushed her off the bed before yanking her up again by her hair.

"Why can't you be a good girl? We would love you so much more if you could just be good for once!" he yelled. He slapped her across the face and threw her back onto the ground. "Maybe tomorrow you'll finally understand that Mommy and Daddy are the best parents you could ask for, and maybe you'll finally be good to us!" he spat, before leaving the room.

She stayed on the ground for a minute, trying to compose herself. Usually she would just fall asleep on the floor when this happened late at night, but she still had homework to do. And if she didn't do her homework, she'd get in even more trouble, so she picked herself up and sat back down on her bed. She slowly got her homework done, praying the answers were right. Every night it took a longer amount of time to finish, and every night it got harder and harder for Katie to do.

When she finished, she pushed the books off her bed and got under the blankets. She waited for herself to fall asleep, but she just couldn't. She closed her eyes and started counting sheep in her head, but it wasn't long before she realized that didn't work. She figured now was a good time to finally look through the pictures, considering she hadn't even touched them since the first day.

She got out of bed, quietly lifted up her mattress, and grabbed the pictures. She got back into bed and looked through them, smiling when she saw how happy everyone looked back then. She wondered if they were still happy, even though she was gone. She knew Kendall's note said they weren't, but he could have been lying. He didn't like to make people feel bad.

She stared at a picture of her and Kendall hugging, and felt a pain run through her body. She would do anything to go back to that day. Even if she could live inside the picture. She wouldn't mind. She would be with Kendall all the time, in his arms, wrapped in a hug, and that would be great.

If the Palm Woods wasn't so far away, she would get up and run there as fast as she could. But there was no way the Winters wouldn't catch her. They would find her right away, and she would be in so much trouble. But if she could just see everyone one more time...

Her thoughts were interrupted when a clash of thunder shook her bed. She let out a small whimper and sunk down in her bed. She watched as lightning lit up the room, and her eyes widened.

She looked over at the clock and saw that it was already 2:30 in the morning. She quickly stood up out of bed before carefully placing the pictures back and lying back down. She closed her eyes, and let out a deep breath, a tear slowly trickling down her cheek as she heard more thunder.

"Goodnight Kendall," she whispered. "Sweet dreams, Big Brother. I love you."

Okay, so I kind of found it creepy that they said the same thing, lol, but I couldn't change it. I thought it was kinda cute :)

I think this chapter was a lot shorter than the rest. But it was more of a filler chapter, you know? I hope you liked it, though :)

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